Unrequited Love
Summary
soundtrack; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsy63rQvC08
I met him for the first time. I didn't really pay attention. He's just somebody I will smile at if I see him walk past me. But then, times goes by and I realize he's more than that.
We both started talking to each other.. We become really close. really close. We become best friends. Talking becomes part of daily routine and without it, I would be just lost. We do everything together. Tell each other anything and everything. It's perfect. He's the guy I would do anything for, and I feel like he would do anything for me. I've never felt so happy. I'm enjoying life, because for the first time I'm close to him, I can't imagine anything else. I can't even picture my life without him.
But then everything started to slip. I talk less, My effort starts to slip. We both know what's happening yet we both feel like there's nothing we could do to prevent it. He tells me it isn't working and I break inside. I act like I'm OK because that's what people expect me too. I don't want to burden other people with my problems. But every night, I cry myself to sleep. Cry because I lost him, cry because I I let him go. Cry because I can believe something perfect could turn into something that makes me feel like I weren't anything anymore.
I became tired. I felt sick in my stomach every time he walks past me. He doesn't even glance my way. I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand it because somebody I knew is now somebody I know. I miss him more and more everyday, but because he doesn't miss me and I know that. I no longer mean shit to him and that's the way its going to be. everyone always talks about fairy tales, saying that he'll come back because he misses me so much. I know that it isn't true. its my fault. I was the one who treated him like shit. I'm the one who let him go. I convinced myself if I'd be better, he wouldn't have left. but I just feel I've lost a part of me.
A hole has punched through my chest. And there's nothing I can do about it. My biggest mistake wasn't falling for him, it was thinking he had fallen for me too. My name is Alessa Evans and this is my story.
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I met him for the first time. I didn't really pay attention. He's just somebody I will smile at if I see him walk past me. But then, times goes by and I realize he's more than that.
We both started talking to each other.. We become really close. really close. We become best friends. Talking becomes part of daily routine and without it, I would be just lost. We do everything together. Tell each other anything and everything. It's perfect. He's the guy I would do anything for, and I feel like he would do anything for me. I've never felt so happy. I'm enjoying life, because for the first time I'm close to him, I can't imagine anything else. I can't even picture my life without him.
But then everything started to slip. I talk less, My effort starts to slip. We both know what's happening yet we both feel like there's nothing we could do to prevent it. He tells me it isn't working and I break inside. I act like I'm OK because that's what people expect me too. I don't want to burden other people with my problems. But every night, I cry myself to sleep. Cry because I lost him, cry because I I let him go. Cry because I can believe something perfect could turn into something that makes me feel like I weren't anything anymore.
I became tired. I felt sick in my stomach every time he walks past me. He doesn't even glance my way. I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand it because somebody I knew is now somebody I know. I miss him more and more everyday, but because he doesn't miss me and I know that. I no longer mean shit to him and that's the way its going to be. everyone always talks about fairy tales, saying that he'll come back because he misses me so much. I know that it isn't true. its my fault. I was the one who treated him like shit. I'm the one who let him go. I convinced myself if I'd be better, he wouldn't have left. but I just feel I've lost a part of me.
A hole has punched through my chest. And there's nothing I can do about it. My biggest mistake wasn't falling for him, it was thinking he had fallen for me too. My name is Alessa Evans and this is my story.
Read on http://www.quotev.com/story/3271068/Unrequited-Love/
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Alessa Evans
10/9/13