Unrequited Love

Alessa’s POV

I turned around as I saw his emerald eyes, innocently looking in mines.

“No” I spoke harshly, wanting to turn around and head to the door until he grabbed my arm.

“L- listen Alessa” He stuttered, getting close to me.

“No, fuck off” I replied coldly as tears streams down his face.

“Look, j- just listen to me” He spoke quietly, having his hands on my face.

“DON’T TOUCH ME!” I got his hands off my face then pushed him, heading to the door.

“Alessa Please!” He yelled.

I ignored him, running as fast as I could to get out of this room.

My lips starts to quiver, my heart pounds, my heart stings, my faces clenches up, and then slowly tears starts to fall. I know can't stop them, no matter how i hard i try and its not little tears that slide down my cheeks, its big tears that makes me eyes red and puffy, my face tear strained and my body heave. Suddenly I realize, I can't stop the tears.

I have to find Niall.

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“Alessa, whats wrong? Niall hugged me for a long time as we both refused to let go of each other.

“Niall” I whimpered on his chest, as his hands were around my waist holding me as tight as he could.

“It’s Harry, isn’t it?” He asked, knowing the truth. I didn’t say anything, just crying on his chest rapidly.

“Alessa look, tell me.” He demanded, looking thoroughly in my eyes.

“H-Harry, I- He tried t-to talk to me, b-but I” I spoke, as Niall kissed my forehead.

“Look Alessa, let me get this straight”

I nodded as i felt a big lump on my throat.

“Get over him. He's not worth it. He is not worth your time or tears. Yeah you loved him and you still do. I know that. And I know that you can't see for yourself with anyone else, other than him, I get that. Believe me or not, I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time everywhere, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he’s with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact he’s out there falling in and out with his girlfriend. Yeah, soon or later, you’ll see him with her, again and again. Alessa, prepare yourself, cause straight up, it's gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand tighter just because he’ll know that your watching. He knows that its gonna kill you, that why he’ll do it.

Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it. So what if he tried to talk to you, do you honestly want to be friends with that asshole anyway? Thing is. I know you do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his girlfriend and try to make you jealous, do you really want to hear that? No. Screw him and his girl friend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boy friend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are. And how happy your boyfriend would be because he’s with you, the girl of his dreams.

He will realize a huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided not to love you the same anymore.. Trust me, he will be sorry and don’t you just sit there thinking he wouldn’t not be sorry. I know you would. But I guarantee you now, he will be sorry. Truth is, he’s just playing games with you and you should realize that. Move on Alessa." Niall spoke, as i could see in eyes whatever he just said, is the truth.

“But how can I move on when his fingertips are still on my heart, his voice still resonates down to my toes and his smile lives in my eyes and every time my mind wonders it goes directly to him..”

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