I will Love You Like I've never been Hurt (aka :Beating Heart)

After given the 1st place medal & the cup and taking pictures with the governor I was now surrounded by flashes and cheering
I looked around searching for my dad but I couldn't spot him right away which made me freak out and almost drop the Cup
but soon I spotted him smiling at the end of the crowd of people around the stage .
I ran to him holding the cup not caring about anyone not even the governor , once I reached him I handed him the cup smiling
"U did it princess" he smiled hugging me with one hand while the others held the cup
I shook my head "No , We did it appa " I smiled back at him and here there goes the cameras flash frenzy
I felt scared my body flinched and as if reading my mind my dad tighten his embrace
"don't be scared princess they don't wanna harm you , they like you" my dad whispered to my ears smiling at me
"I don't know , I guess I'm still not used to be surrounded by a lot of people and the idea that they like me " I muttered shivering more as those flashbacks ran wild in my mind
yeah I was bullied by my old schoolmates for about 6 years because of the well-known my mother's runaway
why was it well-known ?
I don't know exactly if it was because
1)my mom really did a good show in front of the neighbors when she decided to leave me and my dad
2)the way my grandmother (my dad's mom) spread the news everywhere just to prove how she was right when she was against this marriage
AND….That's why I was been bullied by my schoolmates and even some of my neighbors kids everyday for the freaking 6 years
I was beaten without fighting back thinking that I deserved every bit of it , that I was the reason why my mom left my dad , and of course I never told my dad about it and always sneaked into home without him noticing or sometimes cover it with makeup , it was really hard keeping them hidden sometimes i even felt thankful when hit me in any part in my body not my face so I'll not have to put thick makeup .
till someday my teacher found me bleeding in the gym floor and threaten me to tell my dad if I didn't tell him myself and fight back those bullies
of course I didn't tell my dad BUT I asked him to join karate private lessons saying it's to be able to defend myself just INCASE I needed them (which I DO but I just said so cause he seemed worried and uneasy at the thought)
But let's just say secrets can't be hidden for too long …. my dad found out about me being bullied .
he was really mad at me but I'm quite satisfied that he found out when I beaten a boy (tried to bully me) by my karate moves ^_^ .
I mean it was better than being discovered as the one been beaten anyway .
Soooo .... that's why we left the town and I moved to another school AND grounded for 6 months and went to a therapy 2 times every week .
where were we before all of this freaking memories ? what even brought back all of this ?
Oh yes those camera flashes and being not comfortable with people surrounding me AND they LIKE ME ? like seriously !!

we returned to the stage but i was still stiff.
my dad sensed my nervousness and kept comforting me by telling me jokes and stroking my back , but something was odd he seemed really tired and kept touching his chest when he thought i'm not looking

"appa you didn't take your medicine did you ?" I asked worried and angry
"of course I did" my dad told me but i just rolled my eyes
"you know you can't hide anything in front of me dad" I replied matter-of-fact and looked him in the eyes but he avoided my gaze

"come in we are heading home" I stood abruptly pulling his hand up and his eyes widen in shock
"princess what are you doing ?" he asked looking around at the bunch of photographers who began taking photos too
"appa you didn't take your medicine and you kept jumping and shouting in that race and just look at your face it's pale i'm sure your heart hurts you badly now"
"princess don't worry my heart is super it's just a pill i didn't take" he tried to persuade me , but he knows me the most when I set my mind to do something there's no going back plus it's my dad's health we are talking about , the only person i'm living for
I excused my self politely from everyone before pulling my dad to his car
"you are crazy" my dad chuckled
"but you love me" I just shrugged smiling
It takes about 1 hour to our house and dad insisted to drive instead of taking a cab
"dad what was that important thing that you told me you're going to tell me" I asked remembering about before in the ceremony when he mentioned it
"oh not now princess , I'll tell you when we reach our destination" he replied keeping his eye on the road but he seemed frustrated , I just nodded
I felt tired and slowly felt my eyes heavy , falling into a deep sleep

I heard the car's parking but there was strange voice and smell
I sniffed still closing my eyes and when I realized what was going on, I shot my eyes open and HELL I was right!!we were at my beloved seashore , I used to come here with my dad when I was younger but it was about 4 years when we stopped coming here
I heard my dad's chuckles looking at my reaction and my parted mouth
"dad OMG IT'S THE SEA …. But w-wait a moment why didn't we head home , dad you are sick you should take your heart's medicine " I began to argue AND MY DAD just roll his eyes ?
"if you are that worried about me then hurry and join the medicine college and become the greatest and most beautiful surgeon in the whole country as you pinky promised me before , but for now let's not worry about a stupid pill , let's go to the shore it's calling us" he cheered .
I tried to argue but let's simplify that we have the same determined mind
My dad held my hand carefully afraid my legs would slip between the giant rocks
I loved how his embrace always made me feel secure that there's nothing bad is gonna happen to me as long as he is by my side
We sat down at one of the rocks and I closed my eyes breathing in the my most beloved smell .
"So … " my dad cleared his throat so I looked at his direction and saw him holding the most beautiful necklace I have ever seen, it was a gold star with a diamond in the corner , I just fell in love with it , it was fancy but lovely looking and I found my mouth wide open again

"I knew you would like it" my dad smiled proud of himself
"now if you let me , please turn around"
I did as I was told , letting him dress me the necklace but I was still astonished which faded away once I turned to him and found him holding a pink cupcake decorated with pearls and an 18 candle on it
" happy 18th birthday Princess" he smiled heartily at me , and I couldn't stop my eyes from tearing up and crying
"hey .. what's wrong ?" my dad freaked out and I shook my head
"it's just .. I thought you forgot and that you're still mad at me because of what happened the last year"
"Oh my God how can I forget your birthday princess "he furrowed his eyebrows but smiled again
"I'll never forget your birthday , I was mad back then cause i was worried about you "
"I love cupcakes" I sobbed looking at the beautiful cupcake
it made my dad laugh nodding his head "I know"
"shit I forgot to bring the lighter to light the candle so I'll head back to the car and also buy some snacks " he smiled and I nodded
As I was waiting I couldn't stop myself from grinding and playing with the necklace but then I remembered about that important thing he was supposed to tell me , was it about my birthday surprise ? I think it's something more...
I heard footsteps coming closer and I smiled as I turned but once I saw who it was my face fell and I my heart began beating fast .

Notes

hiiiiiiii ^_^

it's the second chapter , hope you'll like it , it's kinda long but i swear it's cause of the past memories and it leads to the upcoming chapters
i hope you don't find it boring

plus : wait for harry's appearance the next chapter ;)

please let me know if you like it in your comments :)