Dreaming Of You // If I'm Still Dreaming - Comments, page 4

Hello! I'm still here too. I was just too much busy this past two months. I don't know what to think and where to start. The wedding was beautiful and touching, and boys reunion was full of emotions. And after that everything was "I can't wait, I can't believe, I can't wait..." The scene with Louis and Harry is so well written I could see it like a movie in my head. Jeanne and Harry, that was... real. I always thought Jeanne is going to tell the truth to Harry, don't know why... It makes sense he found out it by himself with Louis help, because they started all of this. Harry always needed a pusher. And now everything is on fire, the storm passed but mess is big, and I cant wait for the next move. Thank you very much. :) And sorry for MIA. You always have my support, keep going! :D

Hello...I am new around here and accually I came here by accident. But I read your stories and im really captivated by your writing...you opened so many "doors" for me. And the only reason that I became a member was for you to not stop writing, its been 17days since your last chapter and I am really worried. I believe that you have a gift....your stories make me want to be a better person! So please continue, Im looking forward for the next chapter. .. and I have to tell you that im not a teenager not even at my early twenties...see you soon!!!

I was so wrong when I thought things will be pretty much solved after this chapter. But at least we’re making progress. As Harry said. ‘Clothes were never the issue. She’s finally without her mask.’ It was cool to see Jeanne losing her temper. Because she's always acting strong.
I actually didn’t understand that Harry meant Lara too, when saying about everything being a mistake. I more understand it as their situation and this conversation.
You left us hanging again. And I can't wait to read the next chapter of this whole masterpiece!

My oh my what a chapter! First things first, I am so happy everything is out in the open!! No longer does Harry have to wonder about Jeanne's true feelings for him. And even though they had this huge argument. I think once Harry calms down, even though he'll be mad at the wasted time he might be comforted by the fact that Jeanne did have feelings for him all those years ago. It wasn't just his young and immature imagination.

I also don't think Harry meant to refer to Lara as a mistake, but he still wanted to get a rise out of Jeanne. So what he said fit the situation and he didn't take anything he said back. But they've both gone through so much more together, I really think they can get past this!

Once again you've done a great job writing this lovely chapter, so excited to see what else you plan to do with my heart and feelings ;P xx

one word
'wow'

Such a heavy chapter.. just when you think that maybe they could actually get lost in each other and share some kind of passion - the conversation takes us to a completely different set of emotion. My imagination kicks in because I get too lost in to these characters. Jeanne is beautiful - we know she's not handled things amazingly in certain situations but her heart has actually been in the right place for Harry. If only he could think before he speaks, he's always slipping up and ends up getting caught up in his whirlwind of thoughts and mixed words. I want to hug him and I want to squeeze her..

I love how frustrating, emotional, heavy and beautiful this story has become. It's one hell of a journey but I'm sure glad I joined you on this.
About Lara, I can relate to Jeanne as you know. Her defences are even higher than before and no one will come in between a love and bond shared by a parent and child. That was realistic and true.

Thank you. For keeping this story alive and staying so true to your natural talent. I know how much effort and time you put into this and my gosh my friend, it really does show through your work ♡♡ xx

Oh no Harry. They must somehow make up-but it is obviously going to take a lot for both of them to drop their pride long enough to sort things out

Ohhh Harry! Don't you dare say a thing about a child being a mistake! That was Jeanne's hard line! So much passion even in the fighting! I half expected at times for them to just drop and kiss with a fever. This is not the end for these two! I just know it!

"What is this mental wank?" I find that I do have tachycardia after this chapter! I was happy that Harry was finally going to have his big talk with Jeanne, but it seems that word vomit kicked in! I hope Harry figures himself out! For both of their sakes! At least he kind of knows what happened now. This chapter was very good in clairifing things for us! Bravo! As always, I'll look forward to your next chapter! Anyway at the moment I have not received any more acceptance letters from colleges.The only news I have received is that I have been deferred from the University of Georgia, but don't worry! I am okay :) I kinda expected to get deferred from their because their application only included my test scores, and my grades! So in the next part of their application process (this would be regular admission compared to early action which I did) I will write an essay (I've already had to do 3 for my other applications) and I will submit a letter of recommendation (my AP Physics teacher wrote me one)! So yeah! On another note I am currently at my grandparents house, because we celebrated Thanksgiving on Thursday. I've had fun this weekend :) Unfortunately I have to go back to school on Monday, but I'll be okay :) My classes are still going great, and I am really enjoying all of them! I am so ready to graduate though! College will be great :) Thanks again for this emotional chapter! I'll talk to you later! Xoxo

God, that was intense! I always believe in quality over quantity and the quality in this, my friend, is beyond incredible. It's hard because I can see both sides of their argument. I can understand Jeanne's reasoning for keeping Harry in the dark and I can understand why Harry's so angry at her for doing so. I really hope this isn't the end of them! They've been through too much together. I wonder if Harry really meant what he said about surviving if he was to lose Jeanne again... I beg to differ. Amazing work again, love! I can't wait for more! xx

@cococranberry
Thank you for those fine words about my writing, V. You brighten up my day! Yeah, I guess Harry was always a bit distracted, and never really got a grip of what Jeanne was capable. I think I made it difficult for him to do so, so now he's getting everything at the same time, good and bad, for what's worth. I'm having the time of my life writing the following chapters. omg this is what I've been waiting for for SO long. It's coming, and it's going to be wild! Posting tomorrow! Thank you for being so lovely, my friend. You mean a lot to me <3 xx

@lovetodance95
I think realising with Louis and in such tragic context for them and their friendship really gives something raw. Like Louis was always there for them, and at some point it changed, but he's true to his heart beyond everything, and it gets kind of epic. I had other options, but decided to write this one because it was the one that made the most sense. I'm glad you enjoyed it, beside the disappointment towards the fandom. Lol how you disappeared I thought you hated me. I'd understand if someone does. Sadly, everyone knows the kind of crap larries write because it's everywhere. Not when I planned this, but today, most people with tumblr blogs know. Which is a shame. But deserved to be addressed. Now comes the good thing! Are you ready? [no, really, are you, where are you? it's been snowing here.] Sending you love, my friend <3 xx

@blankspace1
Yeah, I think pretty much everyone in the fandom knows what these people write, because no way not to come across. I think it's vile, but sadly it gets views of people who are deranged by their beliefs. I hope they grow up to realise what they've done to the boys. No need to check it, it's downright illegal. Anyway, I'm glad you enjoyed the idea of the chapter beside that. I really wanted something tragic and this fandom is tragic enough not to have to come up with death and stuff like that. This is like the lowest of the low and it's been interesting to write what happens next. Hope you enjoy that too! thank you for always being so lovely! <3 xx

@LivinLikeLarry
Not easy for him to understand, but that's pretty much it. I'm glad you enjoyed, and to have you here. Always a pleasure! xx

@Harry'sAngelboo
I'm crying with you! We are going to be ok! :) <3 xx

@Morgan__Who
I'm so proud of you, Morgan. Your comment had me literally crying when I read it. You are so lovely and clever, and you deserve so much. I'm pretty sure you'll get, if you haven't yet, new from some of those other options you have. Every one seems exciting though. Regardless of what you choose I'm sure you'll do great and have a fantastic time in college, which is THE time, even if high school was cool. College is a whole different world. You'll have the time of your life. I'm very excited for you. I care a lot for you and I don't want to trouble you or upset you, but I've made some choices with this story, and there's no way to back off now. Whatever is the truth, no one deserves that type of shit written about them. I guess we can all agree there, regardless of the rest. It's always precious to have you around. It's been long :) Take care, sweetheart, and I hope you enjoy the next update. Give me news! <3 xx

@KAOT
You almost made me cry, Kate! I've put those two under so much crap for the sake of the drama and the slow burning build-up. Now you have to finish NWL and make justice to poor Louis! I'm so glad to share all this with you, friend!

@xRock_Mex
I'm sorry, my friend. I know it was a difficult chapter to read, as it was to write. I made some choices about this story to bring something quite unpredictable, and sadly real, and now you have to bear with me. This fandom is out of control and it's something that's frustrated me for so long. So I thought about addressing all this madness and its potential effect. I hope nothing like this has happened, but I wouldn't bet my money on it. They seem more aware of this crap than we want to admit, which is not weird considering how loud tinhatters are. I wanted to bring a positive note, maybe bringing two friends together again to resist what these people want: everyone to be as frustrated as them. We'll see were this is heading now! I'm excited about it and happy to have my great friends with me. It wouldn't be the same without you. LOVE <3 xx

Ahhh, omg my friend! This was quite a chapter, you were right. I'm sorry it took me so long to write a response. But man, you really know how to make the heart hurt. How you do it? idk. But you are such a fantastic writer :) <3!

So many things you brought back from previous chapters really help to tie everything together. Younger Harry was too rash to think about his actions, just hot-headed and jealous. And Jeanne, She was just trying to protect him from all of it. But of course there had to be a storm before all the love and rainbows. A reconciliation between them is possible though! Because love trumps all, right ;P. I'm really proud of Harry's growth in these past chapters too, and I feel like more and more were able to see a vulnerable Jeanne.

I can't wait to read your next update!! Lots of loveee xx

Baaaang. Point of no return. Remember when I asked you if Harry will find out, Jeanne loved him and all other white lies she told him, himself? You said yes. I didn't want to know the way. But yes, Louis is the only right person for being there now, as he knew Harry's secret from very beginning and was determined to find a woman behind the story. No matter what.
This is the point when Harry's one step further from Jeanne. Finally. She is expecting clueless Harry on her doorstep, but she is so wrong!
Was such a movie scene when he calls mum, perfect.
We've avoided this conversation between Harry and Jeanne for so long, please, let it happen now. A human being can never tell when it comes to this story. xD