For Your Eyes Only

Waking up I felt the pain move straight to my back but it wasn’t as painful as yesterday. Opening my eyes I looked around the room to see I was alone. Sadden by this fact I settled back down, I tried to reach my phone but I couldn’t stretch without feeling a shot of pain. Yelping slightly a nurse was soon to my side.

“Miss you ok?”

“Yeah, urm could you just past me my phone please I’m in a bit of pain”

“Of course”

I thanked her and then unlocked my phone looking at the messages that were left 7 in total.
New message DAD:
Hey sweetie sorry you will be waking up alone but I had to go in to the studio and Karen had to go see her mum. I will be up later though I promise. Fred wanted to come up but he is so tied up with work and little Rosie I told him you would understand. Message me if you need anything. Love you xx

Reply to DAD
I understand thank you dad, is there anyway I can leave this place I have a party to attend tonight if you can sort that out I would be grateful. Love you to xx

New Message Liam:
Hey sis right the chocolate fountain is on order I will be up shortly ok with Jade and some fresh clothes for you wont be long. Love you sis xxx

Reply to Liam:
Thank you Liam can’t wait for the chocolate fountain and also thank you for bringing me some clothes I feel so grubby in the ones I have see you soon Love you bro xx

New Message Jade:
What clothes do you want leggings, trackies what??? Also hope your ok xx loves ya xx

Reply Jade:
Trackies will do thank you and yeah feeling better thanks loves ya xx

New Message Louis:
Hope you’re alright Olive I hear we have to throw an epic party tonight trust me when I say it will be epic... see you soon xx

Reply to Louis:
Thank you Louis I expect nothing less from you hehe see you soon xx

New Message Zayn:
Olivia you ok? Is there anything I can do for you? Just let me know xx

Reply to Zayn:
I’m okay Zayn thank you and no there is nothing right now thank you for the offer though xx

New Message Harry:
I wish I was allowed to come up and see you, I hope your ok I’m so sorry this happened we should of tried harder. Look about tonight you don’t need this party to happen you need to rest and get better xxxx

Reply to Harry:
I’m sorry it would have been to much seeing you all up here, you don’t need to be sorry without you ringing, without you guys walking in when you did who knows what would of happened I’m just sorry it ruined your night...the last image I had was of the girls you brought back...I’m sorry I ruined that for you. About the party I need it so I will see you tonight xxxx

New Message Niall:
I’m sorry...please we need to talk...I need to see you and know you’re ok...I am so sorry I love you Livy xxxx

I left that message I couldn’t build up the courage to reply to be honest I didn’t really know what to say back to him. Putting my phone down I was just in time to receive another dosage of medicine and then Liam and Jade turned up.

“Livy you ok?”

“Yeah, thank you I just want to get out of here”

“I will go talk to the doctor if you want, Jade will help you get changed”

“Thanks Liam”

Kissing my forehead he walked away, pulling the curtains round Jade was to my aid.
“Jade can you help me sit up please”

“Of course”

She walked over and took me in to her arms helping me up, I winced a little bit but honestly it wasn’t too bad. Stripping down I sprayed myself and then with the help of Jade I got dressed in to a strappy top and a pair of trackies. Just in time as well as Liam was back hopefully with good news.

“Can I come in?”

“Yeah I’m decent”

“Good so, the only way you can leave today is if you discharge yourself”

“Fine lets do that then”

“Olivia are you sure?”

“Yes I don’t want to stay in here please”

“Of course I will go sign the papers”

“Thank you”

Liam walked away; I know normally things like this takes forever but when you have a brother who is a celebrity I guess you don’t need to wait. About 20 minutes later I was in the car with all the medicine I needed to keep me going. I messaged Dad and he wasn’t too happy but didn’t bother fighting me. Soon I was walking in to my house I couldn’t help but just freeze as soon as we stood indoors. Images of the other night came flooding back the pain just began to get stronger just from the memories. I felt the tears falling down my face but there were soon getting wiped away I looked up to see it was Zayn wiping them.

“Sorry I just”

“Shh no need to be sorry, now we have a surprise for you”

“For me”

“Yep this way”

I smiled slightly and followed Zayn slower than I would normally be but he didn’t seem to mind. Turning the corner I saw Liam, Jade Louis one side and then Harry and Niall standing the other side of this massive chocolate fountain and when I say massive it was easily the same height as me. I was in shock but so happy as well.

“Whoa...it’s massive...thank you? This is incredible can I try it”

“Of course”

I moved out of Zayn’s grip and hobbled over slowly towards the fountain I had to stop half way though the pain got a bit too much.

“Livy...”

“I’m good Jade just... I’m good”

I carried on walking and finally got to the fountain I didn’t care I put my finger in soon moving it to my lips tasting the warm melted chocolate.

“Mm so good, now all I need is a seat here for the party and were good to go”

With a few laughs it was like nothing had happened for a moment that was until Leah came running in with tears in her eyes.

“Olivia, I’m...I’m so sorry, are you ok?”

“Don’t be sorry Leah, I’m ok can you... help me upstairs please?”

“Of course”

I walked away with Leah by my side soon having Jade walking with us as well. We fell in to conversation it did a while trying to get up the stairs but I did it. Reaching my room I just needed to rest taking my tablets I was left to in my room, before putting my phone down I set my alarm for six so I had time getting ready for the party. I was trying to get comfy and soon there was a knock on the door right now I actually needed the help so I didn’t ask who it was I just allowed them to come In, of course it had to be Niall.

“Hey can we talk?”

“Urm sure can you help me first though, I’m trying to get comfy and I’m... I’m just struggling”

“Of course I will help”

“Thank you, sorry about this”

“Don’t ever be sorry”

I didn’t say a word I allowed him to help me up moving up and then sorting my pillows out behind me. Leaning back he kept a hold of my hand stroking it slightly, I couldn’t help but just stare at our hands entwined how perfect they looked together.

“Livy”

“Why? Why did you do that after... I opened up to you I promised I turned down the guys at the bar”

I removed my hand from his but he took it straight back, looking in to my eyes I saw how full of tears his eyes were.

“The last image I saw before I went... it was of those girls Niall and I gave up, I remember just feeling like what was the point I opened up to you I told you”

“Livy I am so sorry please believe me when I say I am sorry, I don’t know what happened they came on over and just took a seat on our laps”

“You could of pushed them off”

“I tried I mean”

“You kissed her as well I saw it happen”

“I know I messed up”

“Messed up, you broke my heart Niall, I gave it to you and you crushed it within an hour”


“I know, there is no excuse I found the girl attractive and I forgot for a split second about you”

“You...You forgot about me”

I was shocked he could hear me it was barley whisper; I was crying my eyes out at this point. What he had just told me broke me in to pieces how could this be true there has to be more behind it he wasn’t like this he wouldn’t be.

“I...I don’t believe you”

“What?”

“Niall what happened tell me now, that was all bullshit”

“They came over to distract us, Aaron set it up so you would see and go home... as soon as we knew you went home we came back straight away the girls they got arrested as well for being apart of his plan...Livy I am so sorry I broke your heart but I was trying to protect you I thought I was protecting you but you got hurt anyway...I am so sorry”

“Niall, why didn’t you just say this to begin with?”

“I thought it would be easier”

“How do I know this is true?”

“I will get the others to confirm it all”

He quickly got to his feet running out of my room calling everyone up, I just watched in awe. That was enough to prove to me he was so upset and keen to prove the story. Tears still falling down his face he didn’t bother wiping them away when everyone soon joined him. He stepped aside and they all walked in looking at me with sympathy writing across their faces.

“Tell her it’s true about the girls”

“Niall we agreed not to tell her that”

“Liam I read through that bullshit now tell me the truth”

“It’s true the girls came over to distract us, they kept threating us they were going to hurt you. We thought we were helping you, we’re sorry Olivia I know you still got hurt but we thought we were doing the best. The girl Niall had was just awful as well making him kiss her they found out very quickly he likes you and used that to their advantage”

I was shocked everyone was just looking at Harry who explained everything. I was expecting Louis or Zayn to talk but Harry got there first. I looked round seeing everyone nodding then soon leaving me and Niall again. Niall stayed standing up after closing the door he finally wiped away his tears and soon looked at me once again.

“Livy...”

“Niall no more apologising I’m fed up of crying and I’m fed up of Aaron being the fucking cause of it please just come lay with me we haven’t got long left with each other and I don’t want to fight. I want to cuddle up to you and then party hard tonight”

“Livy, thank you are you sure you want me cuddled up to you?”

“Yes please”

“Tell me if I hurt you ok”

I nodded as he walked over to me getting under the covers I moved slightly so I was now in his arms. A bit of pain shot through my body but I ignored it I was too happy finally being in his arms. Looking up at him I moved my hand up to his face wiping his tears away. I moved my hand so it rested on the back of his neck pulling him towards me so we were closer together.

“Promise to never do that again Niall I know it’s different but I’ve been cheated on before and I can’t...”

“I promise I am so sorry Livy I will never cheat on you”

“I love you Niall Horan”

“I love you Olivia Stark”

With a smile finally hitting my lips I connected my lips to Niall’s, we kissed softly not wanting to get to carried away. It was a kiss that didn’t last long but I knew it was full of love and not lust. Pulling apart I stayed as close to him as I could not wanting this moment to end.

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