For Your Eyes Only

Waking up to the sound of my alarm I looked around the room to see Jade walking in.

“You can go to back to sleep of you want?”

“No, we have a party to get to can you help me”

“Of course now what would you like to wear?”

“Can I just wear a skirt and a top I don’t want to wear a tight dress or anything”

“Of course how about hmm that black skirt with the white long sleeved crop top”

“Yeah Jade that sounds good to me actually, thank you”

“No problem, now come on lets get you up and ready”

Smiling I took my painkillers to begin with then tried my best to hide the pain. Taking a shower Leah was now up helping doing my hair whilst I did my make up and Jade was getting herself ready. She looked stunning and I couldn’t help but when I looked at myself I didn’t feel myself. So much has happened and instead of being this confident young woman I was broken and scared. Forcing a smile on my face though I followed Jade out of my room surprisingly the pain was fading away. I heard the music and some faint talking, taking in a deep breath I walked down the stairs to match voices with faces. The first two people I saw were Mike and Luke.

“Olivia, don’t you look sexy come to Mikey”

Laughing I walked on over to Mike embracing him in his hug, I knew he was being careful but right now I didn’t care I wanted to feel normal. Hugging Luke as well I carried on walking round to the main living area where everyone was. The music was blaring and I was trying my best to talk to everyone who came up to me. Jade had gone to Liam and I saw Harry chatting up some girl who looked lovely I must admit and I wasn’t jealous which was a good sign. I looked around to find Niall but only saw Louis with Mike and Luke scoping out girls, Zayn was with Danielle and then Liam was with Jade. Walking through the crowds of people I took a swig from my drink followed by having a dip from the chocolate fountain. Finally reaching outside I saw Niall chatting away to two girls and a friend who I knew was from his hometown as you could hear that thick Irish accent. The two girls though I didn’t have a clue who there were and jealousy kicked straight in. I noticed how much he was laughing and enjoying himself I couldn’t help but think he hasn’t been this happy with me lately, I couldn’t help but feel sad over that thought. I took a step back and headed back in doors straight to the kitchen, which was off limits to guest. Walking in was Dad, Karen and Leah seeing me walk in they all looked worried but soon eased up as I gave them a smile.

“You alright darling?”

“Yeah Dad just needed a breather”

“Ok, well were off out for the night you going to be ok?”

“Yeah of course I am, go enjoy yourself”

“You to my sweet are you sure you’re alright”

“Yeah I’m just..... I don’t feel myself tonight”

“You wont for a while but we are all here to help you okay?”

“Yeah thank you go enjoy your night”

They all hugged me goodbye and left me alone in the kitchen, it wasn’t for long as Jade came laughing through the door but soon stopped as she saw me.

“Livy what’s wrong?”

“Nothing just, I needed to just step away for a bit”

“Oh you ok though?”

“Yeah I’m good”

“Hey Jade have you seen - Ahh Livy you’re in here great “

“Hey Niall”

“I will leave you to it”

Jade walked out and Niall walked closer to me placing his hands on to my waist being careful to not touch my back.

“Is everything alright you look a bit lost babe”

“... Yeah... just do I make you happy?”

“Of course you do what’s brought this on?”

“Nothing”

“No tell me Livy?”

“Just seeing you laughing out in the garden I just couldn’t help but think I haven’t seen you laugh or smile like that in a while and it’s because of me”

“Look at what you have gone through why would I be happy and laughing over the women I love being hurt beyond belief. You make me so happy remember before all the drama how happy we both were laughing constantly... we will get back to that it’s just going to take time”

“You promise, I just don’t want you to be unhappy”

“As long as I have you I will always be happy and I’m going to say this now because I know you are overthinking the two girls are my cousins from Ireland they came over with my friend Jack”

“How did you know?”

“Because I know you, by the way you look beautiful tonight”

“I really don’t but thank you”

“Babe you are stunning, now would you like to meet Jack, Leah and Sarah?”

“Yeah...”

Taking a big swig of my beer and then taking Niall’s hand I walked back in to the party feeling a lot better with Niall by my side. Of course before meeting his friend and cousins I had to stop of at the chocolate fountain, which Louis was currently taking over.

“Lou move I want some”

“Hmm, kiss me first”

“No I want chocolate”

“Yeah and she’s mine so no kissing”

“Your no fun no more Olive”

“Sorry Lou”

He kissed my cheek and left me to the fountain, shortly after I was now standing in front of Leah, Sarah and Jack.

“So you’re the famous Olivia”

“That’s me...”

“Leah”

“And I’m Sarah, he talked about you a lot when his mum came down, she came back saying you were all he talked about”

“All good I hope”

“Of course”

“I’ve heard some other stories maybe he didn’t tell his mum”

I saw Niall hit Jack and I couldn’t help but laugh knowing exactly what he was on about. Sarah and Leah just laughed and we fell in to normal conversation. They knew what had happened as they asked why Jade kept coming over checking up on me. I told them though to not go treating me differently because I wanted to feel normal. A few drinks past I knew I shouldn’t have been drinking but it’s hard at a party. I just wanted Niall; currently I was sat with Liam and Jade but I wasn’t really listening as I was watching Niall dance with Louis and Harry. I felt so happy as his eyes caught mine and my smile was matching his, dancing and making his way over to me I stayed concentrating just on him.

“You alright love”

“Yeah... you are a great dancer by the way”

“Well it’s in the Irish blood to be a great dancer, how long were you watching”

“Ever since we sat down here mate, she hasn’t been listening to her amazing brother been to busy watching you like a loved up puppy”

“Loved up puppy is that even a thing”

“Yep”

Laughing at Liam’s comment I turned my attention back to Niall who seemed to be smiling even more of that was even possible. Without another word he took a hold of my hand and I followed him up the stairs, it took a bit longer than normal but soon we were in my room with the door locked just looking at each other.

“Niall, why did you want to come upstairs for”?

“I want to be alone with you, I’ve had my fun down there and looking at you I just, I just wanted to be with just you”

“That’s how I felt”

“Good”

He walked closer to me and I put my arms around his neck pulling him in to our first kiss of the night. It was gentle but passionate at the same time. Pulling him closer my arms moved down the bottom of his shirt I was tugging at it wanting him to take it off but he just pulled away from me. Looking at him I felt so stupid, he didn’t want me in that way a million thoughts ran through my head.

“Don’t”

“Hmm”

“Don’t over think me pulling away from the kiss I just wanted to ask are you sure”

“How did you know?”

“Like I said before I know you, now are you sure I don’t mind a cuddle and kisses”

“I...I want you Niall I miss your touch and just miss you”

He didn’t say a word he just crushed his lips back on to mine, we fumbled around with each others clothes and soon we were in our underwear. Looking at his body I remember how lucky I was, instantly guilt ran through my body he didn’t have anything good to look at I was covered in bruises and cuts.
“You look beautiful Livy”

“I can put a top on to cover”

“Shh no don’t be silly I want to see my girl”

“But the-“

I was cut of by his lips once again we moved to the bed and I laid down slowly first feeling no pain Niall climbed on top of me. Brushing over the bruises he kissed and stroked them, this may sound weird but it was like he was healing my body. With each kiss it felt like this was the first time having sex with Niall. I was nervous I was kissing him lightly and soon his boxers were off with one last look he looked in to my eyes and the nerves were gone. It was Niall the man I loved there was no need to be nervous with him. Just placing my lips back to his he soon pushed through and in to me causing a light moan to escape my lips. With each thrust we got comfortable with one another again. We couldn’t be as rough as we were used to but we sure didn’t hold back, I was moaning out his name and he would thrust harder in to me moaning out my name. It felt good to finally have him back in me knowing he would be mine when he comes back. With the few last moans we both came crashing down from our climaxes. It has been a while since we did it and I’m glad we finally have. Cuddling up to one another was just perfect the music from downstairs was still going on but it felt like me and Niall were the only two here. Looking up to him I place a light kiss on to his lips causing his hands to move up and cup my face bringing me in closer. Pulling apart we stayed as close as we could to one another.

“I can’t believe you go Monday”

“I know, but it won’t be long until I’m back with you”

“Yeah and then we go on holiday right?”

“Anywhere you want we will go”

“Good, Niall thank you for... just everything”

“You don’t need to”

“Just accept my thanks please”

“Ha-ha fine you are welcome”
“I love you Niall”

“I love you Olivia”

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