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For Your Eyes Only

Till It Happens To You

“Jade, let’s just go home”
“Why would Liam do this to me we were gone for 10 minutes, I’m not going anywhere this stops now”
“Jade wait...”
For the first time she turned around and faced me obviously now seeing I was just as upset as she was.
“What’s wrong?”
“I told Niall I loved him and promised that I wouldn’t go near another guy, we said after the promotion tour that we would go on holiday together but look”
She looked around to now see Niall doing the same as what Liam was doing.
“Fuck sake, let’s just go I’m going to message Liam though”
“Saying what?”
“That we have gone home as it seems to be you found better company”
“Haha good one, but how about we don’t go home and carry on drinking in that bar over there”
“Hmm I have wanted to try that bar”
“And it’s 2 for 1 cocktails”
“Let’s do it”
Jade sent the message as we heading to the bar there was a roof terrace and t over looked the street we wanted to see if they left with or without the girls. Liam soon rang Jade and I kept an eye on the street, but I wish I didn’t everyone walked out with a girl apart from Liam. Niall had this blonde hanging off him and he wasn’t bothered in fact he was standing there kissing her, allowing the press to get as many photos as they wanted. I wanted to cry but I couldn’t Jade looked over and saw for herself difference being she was happy Liam was alone.
“Livy you ok”
“Niall is fucking kissing her”
“Fuck!! Livy I’m...”
“Don’t say it it’s my fault”
“No don’t say it”
“I’m just going to go home as they are all heading here right now”
“I didn’t know they would bring the girls especially Niall”
“It’s cool have a good night”
“Livy”
She couldn’t say anything that would make me stay I walked down and got in the taxi managing to avoid bumping in to the guys. It wasn’t long until I was home and behind the piano finishing my song.
“That’s sounding good hun”
“Thank you Leah”
“Have you finished it?”
“Yeah just now”
“Well how about you play it, to me and Karen”
“Karen?”
“Right here hun sorry we were having a couple of drinks and we heard you play, I can go if you just want to play to Leah”
“Urmm...no it’s fine tell me your honest opinion after though please”
“Of course”
They took a seat as I took in a deep breath preparing myself to sing this song without breaking down.
`’You tell it gets better, it get better in time
You say pull myself together, pull it together
You’ll be fine
Tell me what the hell do you know, what do you know
Tell me how the hell could you know, how could you know
Till it happens to you, you don’t know how it feels
How it feels
Till it happens to you, you won’t know it won’t be real
No it won’t be real
Won’t know how it feels
You tell me hold your head up, hold your head up and be strong
Cause when you fall, you gotta get up
You gotta get up and move on
Tell me how the hell could you talk, how could you talk
Cause until you walk where I walk, its just all talk
Till it happens to you, you don’t know how it feels
How it feels
Till it happens to you, you won’t know it won’t be real
No it won’t be real
Won’t know how it feels
Till your world burns and crashes
Till you’re at the end, the end of your rope
Till you’re standing in my shoes, I don’t wanna hear nothing from you
From you, from you, cause you don’t know
Till it happens to you, you don’t know how it feels
How I feel, How I feel, How I feel
Till it happens to you, you won’t know It won’t be real
No it won’t be real
Won’t know how it feels
I moved my hands from the keys and broke in to tears, Karen and Leah came running over and taking me in to their embrace. I sobbed my heart out until we all heard someone clear their throat.
“Well, well, well wasn’t that just heart warming now Olivia go grab your things”
“...Aaron...what”
“Your Aaron the dickhead who beat my Olivia up”
“Leah stop”
“No get out before I call the police”
“Oww I’m so scared now just move out of the way before someone really gets hurt”
He pulled out a knife and I knew I just had to go with him, I didn’t want anyone getting hurt over me.
“Oh you think threats are going to make me back-“
“Karen, Leah stop...Aaron don’t hurt anyone please”
“Just go pack a bag”
“Ok”
I pushed past both Leah and Karen who tried to stop me but with a smile I walked out of the room. I heard the door being locked and Aaron following behind me. I walked up the stairs and got a bag together as I walked back down we were just about to leave when the front door opened and Liam, Louis, Niall, Harry, Zayn, Jade and all the other girls walked in. Aaron pulled me in to his body putting the knife against my back.
“Olivia what’s going on?”
“Go on Olivia tell your best friend you are coming away with me”
“Livy step away from him I will call the police right now”
“I’m already on it”
“Harry no..”
I went to walk up to him but Aaron pulled me back in to the knife he had holding up against me.
“Ahhh”
I screamed in pain wanting to crash to the floor but Aaron held me up everyone came to rush over but he just twisted the knife making me scream even more causing them to back off.
“Put the phone down and let us go and she won’t get hurt anymore”
“Ok the phone is down, just don’t hurt her anymore”
“I won’t just all step to the side so we can be on our way”
“No I won’t let you take her”
“Oh Niall what, you think you are going to stop me, none of you will I have a knife in her back and the more pain she will be in is down to you and I know you don’t want her to be in anymore pain”
“Aaron.. Please”
I tried to speak to him but nothing; he just looked down at me a smirked. That’s when the pain got too much I wasn’t hurting though I was going dizzy I knew any minute now I would faint. I wasn’t listening to the conversations going on I just looked around and the fact I had three strange girls in my house and one was with Niall I gave up fighting. Crashing to the ground I felt bodies come over to me pulling and grabbing but I didn’t care in my eyes in this moment of time there was nothing for me. I opened up completely to just get it thrown back in my face, I try to help Karen and Leah by not getting hurt and I get stabbed anyway. So right now why am I even around nothing is working out for me I was better of travelling. I knew I was being put in a car I just didn’t know who’s car it was, was it Aarons or one of the guys. All I knew though I just wanted to sleep just close my eyes and drift off to sleep.
***
A slight beeping noised came in to my head waking me from my perfect dream I was with mum again writing and having a laugh. Opening my eyes though got rid of the image of my mother and brought me in to a dull room and I had wires and all sorts coming out of my body. Pain hit me quick and I couldn’t help but panic what was going on. Trying to sit up I felt two arms holding me down trying to calm me, I recognised the voices it was Jade and my dad.
“Livy calm down your ok, everything is going to be ok”
Laying back down I tried to calm myself down, before I could speak a doctor came in to the room standing right next to me.
“Ahh you’re awake Miss Stark how are you feeling”
“I’m...I’m in pain a lot of pain”
“That’s understandable we will be giving you some morpheme to help ease the pain ok”
“Ok”
“Do you remember what happened?”
“...Yes...I got stabbed”
“Yes you did but your brother got you here just in time, now luckily you have only been out for a few hours which is a very good sign”
“Good”
“So I will give you this and then I will leave you in peace”
“Thank you Doctor...”
“Ross Doctor Ross”
“Thank you Doctor Ross”
“You are most welcome now rest up I will see you in the morning”
I watched as he walked out of the room and turned my attention back to my Dad and Jade.
“Sweetie you ok”
“Yes Dad...no one else got hurt did they?”
“Nono one got hurt the police turned up just after you collapsed Harry left his phone on for the police to hear and luckily it was the same officer who is on your case”
“Oh then that’s...great what happened to...Aaron”
“He was arrested on the spot”
“I should call Liam and Karen let them know you are up”
Dad leaned over and kisses my forehead before leaving the room with just Jade and me. She had been crying and I just felt so sorry for her, taking a hold of her hand we just stayed in silence for a short while.
“I was so scared Livy”
“I’m so sorry”
“No...it’s not your fault I just...I can’t imagine you not being in my life and I have to apologise, allowing them to bring those girls back especially Niall”
“It doesn’t matter...he obviously made up his mind”
“I don’t get it though why would he do that when he finally got you”
“I, I don’t know why he would but he did so that’s it”
“Talk to him first”
“I don’t even want to see him Jade”
“Ok...I understand”
“Olivia your ok...oh god I was so worried”
“Liam...I’m good is it just you here?”
“Yeah the others wanted to come but Jade messaged me saying to just come alone otherwise it would have been to much for you”
“Yeah thank you”
“So how you feeling”
“I’ve been better but the pain has eased a bit”
“Because you’re drugged up babe”
“Jade is right that’s most probably why there is no pain”
“As long as you’re not in pain it doesn’t matter”
“So Jade what are we wearing tomorrow?”
“What do you mean?”
“The house party I am not messing up these plans”
“You might not even be out”
“But I could be Liam”
“How about you wear a red dress and I will wear that new purple one I bought”
“Owww yeah that sounds like a plan, Liam smile would you”
“Sorry I just... I should have helped more, I should have stopped him”
“No don’t start that it doesn’t matter what’s done is done I just want to move on from it please”
“Of course”
“Liam?”
“Yes sis”
“Did those strange girls stay, my last image was of them before I collapsed”
“No we sent them home...Niall wants to talk to you he’s reall-“
“No I don’t want to see him let alone talk to him”
“Ok, look Mum and Darrel are coming in how about Jade you and I go home and rest up looks like we have a party to plan tomorrow”
“Yes you do and I want it to be epic”
“I promise to make it epic anything you would like?”
“A chocolate fountain please”
“Ok I will get you a chocolate fountain sis, now rest up ok”
“I will thank you Liam and Thank you Jade”
“Love you Livy”
“Love you Jadey”
I watched as they walked out hand in hand and dad and Karen walked in. I was actually overwhelmed at this point I couldn’t help the tears I wanted to cuddle up to my mum but she wasn’t here. Looking at Karen I just wanted a ‘mothers’ hug as they rushed over to me Dad hugged me first as Karen took a seat.
“Ka-Karen...”
“Yes Olivia”
“Can I have a hug please”
“Oh of course”
I moved on the bed slightly as she came up to my side opening her arms allowing me to just fall and crumble in to them. Nothing was said nothing was needed to be said, I felt at ease right now and with that I was able to slip away to sleep.


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