For Your Eyes Only

Walking back through the door I wasted no time in running up to my room avoiding anyone possible. Well that’s what I thought shutting my door behind me I turned around to see Niall standing there looking at my travelling pictures on my wall.
“Remember you said you would take me to your favourite place”
“I remember saying maybe”
“Where is your favourite place?”
“Hawaii”
“Then let’s go, me and you”
He was walking towards me and that’s when I saw his bloodshot eyes and blotchy face. I couldn’t hold the tears in seeing him upset just broke me inside, I wiped my tears away and cleared my throat trying to compose myself.
“We can’t”
“Yes we can we can leave tonight”
“I have the studio to run and you have the band and Harry”
“Livy”
“No Niall listen, I will not ruin your relationship with Harry, I will not be the reason why you can’t start your tour because you are off on holiday with me. Niall One Direction is more important than me Harry is more important than me”
“You’re more important to me than any of that”
“I’m not trust me, look I think it might be best if I go stay at my friends for a bit”
“No please stay this is your home”
“But”
“No buts please we will not make anything awkward”
“I just... I don’t want to lose either of you we could all have a laugh”
“And we still can”
“Niall, I think you should leave my room now”
“Oh... sorry”
“No don’t be sorry it’s just I really want to kiss you right now and I can’t”
“I won’t tell anyone”
“Haha Niall”
“Alright I will go goodnight Livy”
“Night Niall”
As he left I let out the biggest sigh I didn’t even realise I was holding in, I need air but also needed something else. Something I know I shouldn’t touch but it was a craving; I went in to my wardrobe and moved a couple of boxes revealing my drug safe. The last I had drugs was at the Pimps and Hoe’s party but before that was 2 years ago, I used to be hooked on them addicted. Losing my mum and then dealing with that shitty ex I went to rock bottom alcohol drugs and sex. So the sex carried on and a bit of drinking but I the drugs stopped which I saw as an achievement. I opened up the safe and it revealed a selection stating with the weak drugs to the some strong shit. I had CANNABIS, LSD, AMT, SPEED, COCAINE etc... I had quite the collection looking at it I knew to just have some Cannabis. I took it and walked out on to the balcony lighting up my drug. Inhaling the substance, I felt it taking over me and putting me at ease, of course this didn’t last long I heard someone clear their throat and I knew exactly who it was going to be.
“Olivia are you ok?”
“I’m grand Harry”
“I’m so sorry about earlier”
“It’s fine I mean it was better hearing it now so nothing got ruined later on”
“I want you to know what Niall said about me only Lusting after you it was complete bullshit, I truly have fallen for you Olivia you have done something to me. I can never get you out of my mind I constantly miss you; we can have such a laugh and just generally talk. I really have fallen for you and I need you to be apart of my life whether that is as we were or just friends. I really can’t miss out of having Olivia apart of my life”
“Harry all I can say is I am glad we are on separate balcony’s”
“Really after my heartfelt speech that is all you can say haha”
“Sorry I’m pretty high right now, but seriously Harry I will always be a part of your life I mean my brother is a part of this band you’re in and I was promised free tickets so”
“Good so you will come watch us on tour?”
“As long as I am front row”
“Of course, now serious question why are you getting high”
“It all got too much so here’s to this”
“You know I am so sorry”
“It’s fine, anyway Harold let’s forget what has happened and just enjoy this beautiful night”
“Haha, with a little show”
I looked over to see that cheeky grin and wink I have become so fond of, I remembered back to every night I would sit out here and give him a little show. I wanted to so badly but I couldn’t could I, I mean I am meant to be distancing myself from him. I managed to pull away from Niall but why not Harry, I looked down at mind cursing I took this out of my safe now I couldn’t think straight.
“Oh Harry”
“Please I mean I got to fuck you today but it was quick I couldn’t take in what your body looked like just at least one last look”
Without another word I put my spliff out then dropped my shorts and pants followed by taking off my top and bra. Walking over to the banister of the balcony I leant over so he could see a bit closer.
“Goodnight Harry”
“Night Olivia”
I walked away back in to my room and all of a sudden I felt super horny and I had no release. I thought about going to Harry but I couldn’t and the same with Niall. Zayn had a girlfriend and was with her I know Louis had a girlfriend but he wasn’t fully committed I don’t think or I could go out and find someone it’s only 12am. I decided to see if Louis was up I know this is bad but I needed a release, I put on my red bra and pants and headed towards Louis room. I froze I was feeling really bad but then I heard light sobs coming from his room. I knocked slightly and opened the door stepping in slightly seeing him look up looking completely distort.
“Lou you okay”
“Yeah...shit sorry was I that loud”
“No I was just going to get a drink and I heard you thought I would check you were ok”
“Yeah...I’m...shit”
He started to cry again so I walked further in to his room and closed the door behind me. Taking a spot next to him on his bed he fell in to my side and I just cuddled him allowing him to sob on my shoulder.
“Olive you know you’re just in underwear right”
“Haha I do Lou now you going to tell me what’s wrong”
“She cheating on me Roxy, she told me she had enough of me and she only got with me to make Zayn jealous but it wasn’t working. She didn’t know how to tell me so she just made sure I would catch her”
“What a cunt”
“Haha yep”
“Well I can beat her up if you want”
“No it’s fine”
“You know I will”
“Haha I know anyway thanks for coming in feels good to talk about it, what’s going on between you Niall and Harry?”
“Nothing now”
“Why?”
“I walked in on them arguing over me and I didn’t want me to come in between their friendship and the band so I told them it was over between us. It wasn’t fair anyway what I was doing I mean dating and shagging both of them wasn’t my greatest idea”
“Haha maybe not but did you genially like both of them?”
“Yeah I really did I fell for them both but now I have to distance myself from them and be just friends”
“Who were you going to pick?”
“Honestly I don’t know I was just so confused maybe this is for the best”
“Yeah probably is the best, just chuck yourself in to work and music I mean you got that thing with Ruby haven’t you?”
“Yeah I’m actually having a meeting with her manager tomorrow...shit no one knows about that don’t tell anyone”
“Haha no problem I feel honoured you chose to tell me”
“Well I am high and it just slipped out”
“Wait your high”
“Yeah it’s wearing off a little bit now though”
“You got anymore; I have a new bong I wanted to try out”
“Yeah totally TO MY ROOM”
“Haha lead the way”
I jumped up from his side and headed out of his room just as we left he grabbed my ass making me turn around seeing him smirking at me.
“Sorry couldn’t resist”
“I don’t mind”
Turning back around I walked towards my room, Louis took a seat on my be sorting the bong out whilst I grab my drug safe.
“Here we are”
“Woah how much have you got”
“Let’s say I used to have a problem but I’m sorted now a little cannabis is nothing”
“I never knew”
“No one did just my dad and Jade but I have it under control we going to use this bong or not”
“Yeah do the honours”
I took it out of his hand and started my second round at least this time I was sharing. It didn’t take long for us to be in fits of giggles laughing over the simplest things. Soon we found ourselves playing truth or dare it was currently my turn and I saw a smirk growing on Lou face.
“I dare you to get naked”
“Fine”
With the bra of and pants of I was now sat naked in front of Louis, his eyes were wondering over my body for a few moments before they met my eyes.
“You know your something Olivia”
“You know I really came to your room earlier because I was horny, but I heard you cry and so I lied”
“Oh really and what was you expecting from me?”
“Just some fun some sort of release”
“Well let’s move this out of the way”
With bong moved and nothing between us he moved forward pushing me back slightly as he hovered on top of me.
“Promise me just meanness sex don’t go fallen for me Olive”
“Promise”
His lips attacked my neck and I started moaning slightly his hands went up to my breast squeezing them slightly causing me to moan even more. I pulled his boxers off revealing his harden shaft, I began to wank him causing him to know moan in to my neck. It wasn’t long until he was now pushing himself inside of me it started of slow but his paste quickened up sending me over the edge.
“Fuck Lou”
“Olive fuck get on top”
I moved on top of him and started riding his cock trying to get him to his climax, a few slaps and sloppy kisses he was soon cummin inside of me. Moving off him and wiping away his mess he soon jumped out of bed and came up behind me.
“I’m not finished with you yet”
His voice was different more firm and more controlling it turned me on massively. He pushed me forward and pushed himself back in to me causing me to scream and moan for him. With each thrust his slaps would get harder, we were on my draws as he cummed in me for the second time he still wasn’t finished. I got on my knees and sucked him off followed by jumping back on to his cock whilst he pounded in to me. With one last thrust he cummed in to me whilst kissing me deeply. I moved of his cock and rested by his side catching our breaths.
“Fuck Olive sorry but fuck”
“That was intense and amazing”
“Was it a good enough release?”
“The perfect release thanks”
“No problem maybe we can do it again I like casual sex”
“So do I, I forgot how good it was looks like I’m falling in to old habits”
“And is that a bad thing?”
“I don’t know just yet but hey you only live once right”
“Right oh can we keep this hook up a secret?”
“Definitely you just read my mind”
“Awesome I need to get back to my room thanks again for cheering me up”
“Lou thank you”
With one last kiss Lou walked away and back to his room and I was left there having my come down from the sex and the drugs. Soon I drifted off to sleep.
***
I really was regretting that I didn’t just sleep last night I was shattered and Jade knew something was up. Work was hectic meeting after meeting, but soon it was time to have a meeting with Ruby’s manager Aaron. He wanted a meeting in the booth so I left my office with Jade giving me good luck. Stepping out of the lift I walked down the corridor and soon I bumped in to Liam, Zayn, Louis, Harry and Niall. Well this wasn’t awkward they all smiled and waved me over I quickly ran over to them to see what they wanted.
“Sis can you open this please it shut on us and I left my card inside”
“Of course”
I squeezed past them all and opened the door, they thanked me as they walked in Louis stopped in front me before he went in to room.
“Good luck today”
“Thank you
“Good luck for what”
I looked over to see Niall asking before I could say anything my name was being called by Aaron.
“Sorry must go”
I walked away from them and headed towards Aaron welcoming him and soon following behind in to a booth.

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