For Your Eyes Only

It was now Saturday I have just finished a long week at work, I have been keeping my self busy away from everyone apart from Jade. As soon as I got home I would go to bed and wouldn’t socialise with anyone, I blocked everyone’s number I was in complete shut off mode. Pulling up on my drive with Jade with me I was about to do my normal routine when Jade stopped me before we got out of the car.
“Right I have texted Liam and we have got the cinema room to ourselves we are having a chick flick marathon okay no excuses”
I paused for a moment thinking if I should or not but I couldn’t help but just smile and nod agreeing to it.
“Sounds like a plan can we have wine as well”
“Of course”
I was nervous I didn’t want to bump in to anyone but I knew that was wishful thinking, I paused before the front door. Jade noticed and stopped straight away turning around to me after she had opened the door.
“Come on Livy we will just make a run to the room I’m pretty sure they are most probably still outside”
“Ok”
We finally walked in to my house and so far no one was around which was great. We both first ran upstairs to get changed in to some shorts and top before going back downstairs. Walking in to the kitchen, I carried six bottles of wine and Jade carried two bottles and some glasses. I began to walk very carefully and of course as we exited the kitchen, everyone was standing there making their way to the kitchen.
“Got enough wine there girls”
“Yeah now were in the cinema room so stay away and move I don’t want Livy dropping anything”
The boys listened to Jade and moved out of my way I didn’t say anything or even look up to them I managed to make it to the room without dropping anything. Crashing down on the sofa we opened up our first bottle of wine and put on our first chick flick, which of course just had to be mean girls. As the night went on we got through the bottles wine and were now currently jumping around signing along to Mamma Mia dancing queen. I was feeling happier as the music went on it was great to be able to just act silly and not worry about a thing. Of course something had to happen and that was Liam entering the room with the guys, I crashed down on to the sofa and picked up not a glass of wine but a whole bottle.
“I thought I told you”
“We know but Mamma Mia really come on please Olivia I’m your brother let us join we won’t take your wine and we brought food”
“Fine but don’t touch a bottle”
“We won’t”
Around the sofas, it went me on the edge Jade next to me then Liam, Louis, Zayn Niall and Harry they all looked frustrated but tried to relax and enjoy themselves. The pizza got shared around but I didn’t want any of it I just wanted wine. So the bottle didn’t last long and right now I was singing along to ‘Does your mother know that you’re out’ with the help of Louis we managed to get everyone in fits of laughter.
“Livy were out of wine babe”
“I will go get more”
I stumbled out of the room and headed for the kitchen looking at the wine rack trying to pick out the next few bottles.
“Hope you don’t mind Jade just wanted someone to come and help you carry the wine so you wouldn’t drop any”
“Oh sure no problem I was struggling to even see which wine to grab”
“Well let me help you”
“Thanks Niall”
He moved over to my side looking at the same wine I was looking noting was said until he just let out a low chuckle.
“Babe now when you’re picking out a wine it helps when you actually have some wine on the rack”
“Shit Haha have I really drunk all the wine”
“My guess is yes you have”
“Damn what to drink now Niall”
“Have you still got the crate of Cider?”
“Yeah just over”
I couldn’t finish talking as I tripped backwards but thankfully, Niall caught me, he looked down at me with a smile slowly growing on his face. I wanted to just kiss him but I knew I couldn’t so instead I shook the thought out of my head and stood up balancing myself once again.
“Sorry, urmm in that cupboard there is the Cider”
Nothing was said as Niall just walked on over to get the crate of cider out, I followed him back in to the cinema room the only person to look at us was Harry. He seemed happy I wasn’t hanging of his arm so he relaxed back in to the sofa.
“Where’s the wine Livy?”
“We drank it all Jadey so here is the cider guys help yourselves”
The drinks were flowing again and soon the movies stopped and we turned to just chatting and playing the good old drinking game I have never. It turned out I was crap at this game drinking at pretty much every question asked.
“So I have never had a threesome”
Shit the only one to drink again I kept my gaze down but that didn’t stop the questions firing at me and even Jade was screeching wanting to find out more.
“Fine it was in Australia and with two guys before you get any weird thoughts”
“Oww what was that like why did you never tell me”
“Because it never came up, but it wasn’t that great I mean the guys got way to in to it over me so I slipped away and let them carry on”
“Oh nice”
The laughs just increased from that moment onwards it actually turned out to be a nice evening I would catch Harry and Niall’s eyes now and then but I couldn’t help but look away. Liam and Jade soon ventured out to obviously have alone time so it left me with Louis, Zayn, Niall and Harry which wasn’t weird only because of the alcohol.
“So Olivia let’s get to the real questions”
“Oh god give me another bottle”
“So out of us four who was the easiest to entertain”
“Hmm Zayn I think you were actually”
“Cheers who here is the quickest to cum?”
“Haha I think Louis takes that crown”
“Ahh love how kind fine who here do you love”
“LOUIS”
Everyone especially Niall and Harry gave Louis an angry and pissed of look when he asked me that question. Me on the other hand just dropped my head followed by downing the bottle in my hand, sighing I finally looked up to see everyone still fussing over Louis.
“Urmm how about we do something else”
“Olivia I’m sorry I didn’t mean”
“It’s fine let’s do something else I’m not ready to go to bed yet who’s up for a swim”
“SKINNY DIPPING”
Everyone looked at Zayn and I just laughed and jumped up first making my way to the pool, everyone was soon there as well all looking at each other as if to question who was going first.
“Fine guess I will go first”
Without a care in the world, I stripped down naked and jumped in the pool it didn’t take long for everyone else to soon join in. I stayed as deep as I could not allowing everyone to see me even though they all have well apart from Louis actually. We all just splashed around tried to play volley ball but I was really too drunk for this. We all decided it wasn’t a good idea no more when Louis thought he was drowning whilst standing up. Zayn helped him out taking him up to bed whilst Harry and Niall walked out before me leaving me to myself. I stayed in the pool for a bit facing away from Harry and Niall, what was I doing I think Niall and Harry wondered what was going on as they came back in standing in front of me now.
“What’s wrong Olivia?”
“Nothing Harry I’m fine urmm lets go yeah”
“You sure Livy”
“Yes I’m fine.”
Getting out of the pool, I didn’t bother putting my clothes back on I just ran up the stairs straight to my room. I put my clothes on the floor and just picked up a top chucking it on realising it was one of Niall’s tops. It smelt just like him right now I just wanted to be cuddled up with him, I was scared though to just walk in to his room. What has happened to me usually I wouldn’t care but right now I couldn’t do it he might even be a sleep I couldn’t wake him.
To Niall
Hey you up xx
From Niall
Yeah you ok xx
To Niall
Can you come to my room xxx
There was no response maybe I blew my chance I felt the tears begin to fall when my door slowly opened. I wiped my tears quickly and Niall closed the door behind him and took a seat at the end of my bed in front of me.
“Why you crying for?”
“I thought I blew my chance I don’t know any more I put your top on without thinking and just wanted you I’m sorry”
“Livy no need to be sorry I know you had a lot to drink tonight but I really would like to talk to you”
“It’s okay I have kind of sobered up and I think we need to talk don’t we”
“Yeah, right I will just start look at that party I got jealous so quickly I mean you looked incredible and I watched as you walked through the door everyone’s eyes locked on you and Jade. Then when I saw you get pulled over by those two guys who said you looked hot I just thought I wouldn’t stand a chance competing for your attention especially when Harry is there as well. I’m sorry the girl I was kissing was distracting me from you and I hid out of the way because I didn’t want you to see. Louis and Zayn they tried to tell both me and Harry you were looking for us but for some reason I just couldn’t face going back out there with everyone staring at you. I can’t speak for Harry because I know he wants to speak to you himself. When we did come out and you were lap dancing honestly I have never been so turned on before you were getting pulled and pushed by everyone I had to get you out. Then when you said what you said by the pool it broke my heart and I know it did to Harry as well. We both just sat out there in silence afterwards all I could think about was how much it took you to admit your feelings and we knew you liked us as was finding it hard but yet we... I chucked it back in your face and I am so sorry for that Olivia I am truly sorry”
Silence appeared I was trying to take in everything Niall had just told me, the one thing he didn’t ever say was he had fallen for me to I really thought in that speech he would of mentioned it. He not once explained how he felt about me just I turned him on and made him jealous.
“Livy I really want you to believe me when I say this, at the start when we first you know I honestly thought I was just to lucky to even have your attention. I fell for you when we first cuddled up in bed with one another, and every day somehow I find a new way to fall for you. I know you have a lot to think about but Livy I have fallen for you to and I will always be here for you”
He just said what I wanted to hear it was like he read my mind, I never dropped my gaze from his he looked sad and frustrated I was so used to seeing him being happy and full of lust.
“Niall”
“You don’t need to say anything babe just do one thing please kiss me if you forgive me”
It didn’t take long for me to decide I leaned in and finally placed my lips on to his, the kiss was gentle but it sent shivers down my spine. I felt his hand move up behind my head pulling me in deeper to the kiss I happily accepted and allowed our tongues to entwine. I didn’t want to pull away from him but he moved backwards separating our lips. I tried to say something but he moved next to me joining me under the covers pulling me closer to his side. As soon as his face was close enough I moved my hands up cupping his face placing kisses everywhere before finally his lips stopping the light giggle that escaped his mouth. Pulling apart once again I looked back in to his eyes he sighed slightly and looked like he was about to leave me.
“Stay please”
“Of course”
He moved back next to me and I cuddled up to him resting my head on to his chest feeling his heart beat against my head I placed a kiss on his bare chest.
“You know I have been looking for that shirt”
“Well sorry I just it smells like you and I like wearing it when I’m alone is that weird”
“Not at all Livy”
“Right good”
The was a paused and a moment of silence but it wasn’t awkward just comfortable. I didn’t even think before I spoke again but I couldn’t help myself.
“I have an idea for a song for you guys”
“Really?”
“Urmm well my mum’s song the one I wrote maybe you could use that I mean she always wrote songs for artist and it’s her last piece”
“Livy you don’t”
“No I want to I want you guys to have it if it works I mean, I just know it would be going to the right people who won’t ruin it”
“We can give it ago but you are going to have to play it for us”
“Ok, but you have to change the title please”
“Of course if it works, you know Livy if this works you would have saved our lives”
“I wouldn’t go that far, I just want her last song to be heard”
“And it will be, sing it to us tomorrow”
“Urmm sure, I need to speak to Harry first though”
“Of course do that first and then if you are up for it we will listen to the song”
“Ok sounds good”
“Jade’s the only one to of heard it all the way through right”
“Jade’s the only one to of heard all my songs all the way through”
“So there’s more?”
“Urmm no”
“Livy”
“Ok maybe one I wrote it on Sunday”
“Well maybe I can hear that one another day”
“Maybe”
“Good ok well I can see that you are tired so goodnight Livy”
“Night Niall”
He placed a kiss on my forehead and I feel asleep in Niall’s arms once again, I knew I needed to speak to Harry and tomorrow was going to be the day I needed it to be done with. Tomorrow was also the day I would be handing over my mother’s song but I knew this is what she would of wanted. Laying here with Niall I was thinking of just picking him but Harry was still in my mind and I couldn’t help but smile of the thought of him.

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