I will always choose you
Chapter 10
I can’t believe this.
Harry makes an effort to smile towards me but when I do not answer, his smile slowly faded away as he chose to sit between Zayn and Niall, on the seat that’s right in front of me.
“I really feel like I need to ask… Do you guys know eachother?”
I panic. Well you know, I was yelling at Harry in the hallway the other day when I actually was supposed to yell at my boyfriend, which by the way just had told me that I wasn’t good enough.
But Liam wasn’t looking towards Harry; he was looking towards Zayn and Niall. “I’m actually mainly thinking about Niall’s reaction the moment he saw you.”
Niall gets very busy with just another loose wire on his shirt, again.
“It’s not because of you being beautiful.” He looked at me apologetally. “I understand if some… guys? May give you those reaction sometimes, I’ve just never seen Niall react that way before.”
You could tell that Zayn and Niall felt like this was a tough situation. I glanced towards Zayn as he met it. He opened his mouth to say something, but I interrupted his attempt.
“Yeah, we met in the schools bathroom the other day.” I said and took a sip of water.
Harry had just taken a sip from his coke and is now coughing without further the soda in his mouth all over his plate. Niall’s staring at him as he disgusted moved his own tray aside.
I gazed towards Zayn with a small smile and he grinned back at me. “Oh, yeah, right.” He glanced towards Louis who has set his hand towards his mouth not to burst out laughing.
Harry however, seems to want to ask me more, but soon lowers his questioning look down at the table.
The guys were sitting and joking with eachother throughout the lunch. They seem like being really tight. Liam suddenly turned the conversation towards me. “But how come that Louis and you know eachother so well?”
I got a little bit shocked because I and Louis had only known eachother one day. But I guess you would think that we were close friends.
“Why don’t you tell them the story? About when we got to know eachother so well?” Louis rested his head on his hand and he’s looking at me as if he’s interested in the answer.
“I think that’s your question to answer.”
He sits upright and looks at me. “You’re right, I will certainly tell it much better.” He said as he winked towards me. I smiled and took another sip of my water. “Sarah and I’ve been friends for as long as I can remember. We practically grew up together. Side by side, hand in ha…” I can no longer stop myself laughing out loud. Everybody’s looking at me questioningly, except Louis who smirks sneakily.
“We met yesterday on the first tour” I explained.
The guys nod understandingly. “It’s my first year here so I feel a bit…”
Liam grabs Harrys shoulder. “It’s Harrys first year aswell!” He said as he shook him a little bit and Harry looked at me for the first time since he sat down. Our gazes met again and I felt myself almost getting used to his beautiful green eyes. I broke the eye-contact as Liam continued talking, but I felt Harry still watching me carefully. “The rest of us had already been studying one year at the Academy of Music, except for Louis who’s already been here for two years…” Louis raised his hand and underlined the information Liam just said, by holding up two fingers.
“That’s very important information that Louis always make sure that we never forget, by the way.”
I jerked when I heard Niall talking. I’d never heard him speak before. Embarrassing enough, the guys noticed that I almost jumped. “Oh no, Niall! She knows your little secret!” Louis and Liam made a dramatic gesture and then burst out laughing when they see eachothers faces.
“He’s from Ireland.” Zayn explained with a smile.
I can’t help not to blush. I meant no harm; I just got a little bit surprised by the dialect. “I moved here a few years ago.” Niall smiles at me for the very first time, and I smiled back.
The guys continued to chat about every possible thing, but then later on they realized that we all soon have classes to go to.
“Well, time to go back to class then I guess!” Niall stands up and we all followed his gesture. They were heading towards the place where you can throw all of your food that has been left over, as I pick up some of the debris they had forgotten on the table. It’s nerdy, I know, but this is my school, and I want it to be clean.
I picked up the last one and looked up. Harry’s left, and his gaze is on me. I got a little surprised and opened my mouth to say something nice, but no words would come out. It ended up with me making a sound that was a mix between a laugh and a snort, as I turned around to start walking. “Will you tell me what it was all about yesterday, or will you let me walk around wondering if it simply was me making you so angry?” I turned around towards him as I see that he’s looking at me with a look that was mixed with anxiety and care. He looked like being sad aswell, as if he really thought he was the one who had hurt me so brutally.
It really looked like he cared. But what do I know? I thought that Mark cared about me all these years as well.
I bit my lip. “I…” I didn’t manage to say the words I wanted to. The words wouldn’t come out.
He smiled a bit disappointed. “It’s okay. It’s not really my business anyways… I just… you know.” He takes his tray and walks away.
Come on Sarah! Say something sensible for once.
“Wait!” He stopped and turned around. “It’s certainly your business. Or perhaps it’s not, but it was your business. I didn’t mean to take out all of my anger on you and I’m really sorry. Believe me. I hope you can forgive me.”
He gazed at me for a few seconds. “So I wasn’t the one who…”
“No.” I answered him before I let him finish his sentence.
His lips gave a glimpse of a smile and you can tell that he’s relieved. “I could almost tell.”
I blush but I didn’t move. He continued in the same soft tone: “You’ve got nothing to apologize for.” He ended the conversation as he smiled, turned around and walked away. I remained without the lump in my throat which I had before.
Harry makes an effort to smile towards me but when I do not answer, his smile slowly faded away as he chose to sit between Zayn and Niall, on the seat that’s right in front of me.
“I really feel like I need to ask… Do you guys know eachother?”
I panic. Well you know, I was yelling at Harry in the hallway the other day when I actually was supposed to yell at my boyfriend, which by the way just had told me that I wasn’t good enough.
But Liam wasn’t looking towards Harry; he was looking towards Zayn and Niall. “I’m actually mainly thinking about Niall’s reaction the moment he saw you.”
Niall gets very busy with just another loose wire on his shirt, again.
“It’s not because of you being beautiful.” He looked at me apologetally. “I understand if some… guys? May give you those reaction sometimes, I’ve just never seen Niall react that way before.”
You could tell that Zayn and Niall felt like this was a tough situation. I glanced towards Zayn as he met it. He opened his mouth to say something, but I interrupted his attempt.
“Yeah, we met in the schools bathroom the other day.” I said and took a sip of water.
Harry had just taken a sip from his coke and is now coughing without further the soda in his mouth all over his plate. Niall’s staring at him as he disgusted moved his own tray aside.
I gazed towards Zayn with a small smile and he grinned back at me. “Oh, yeah, right.” He glanced towards Louis who has set his hand towards his mouth not to burst out laughing.
Harry however, seems to want to ask me more, but soon lowers his questioning look down at the table.
The guys were sitting and joking with eachother throughout the lunch. They seem like being really tight. Liam suddenly turned the conversation towards me. “But how come that Louis and you know eachother so well?”
I got a little bit shocked because I and Louis had only known eachother one day. But I guess you would think that we were close friends.
“Why don’t you tell them the story? About when we got to know eachother so well?” Louis rested his head on his hand and he’s looking at me as if he’s interested in the answer.
“I think that’s your question to answer.”
He sits upright and looks at me. “You’re right, I will certainly tell it much better.” He said as he winked towards me. I smiled and took another sip of my water. “Sarah and I’ve been friends for as long as I can remember. We practically grew up together. Side by side, hand in ha…” I can no longer stop myself laughing out loud. Everybody’s looking at me questioningly, except Louis who smirks sneakily.
“We met yesterday on the first tour” I explained.
The guys nod understandingly. “It’s my first year here so I feel a bit…”
Liam grabs Harrys shoulder. “It’s Harrys first year aswell!” He said as he shook him a little bit and Harry looked at me for the first time since he sat down. Our gazes met again and I felt myself almost getting used to his beautiful green eyes. I broke the eye-contact as Liam continued talking, but I felt Harry still watching me carefully. “The rest of us had already been studying one year at the Academy of Music, except for Louis who’s already been here for two years…” Louis raised his hand and underlined the information Liam just said, by holding up two fingers.
“That’s very important information that Louis always make sure that we never forget, by the way.”
I jerked when I heard Niall talking. I’d never heard him speak before. Embarrassing enough, the guys noticed that I almost jumped. “Oh no, Niall! She knows your little secret!” Louis and Liam made a dramatic gesture and then burst out laughing when they see eachothers faces.
“He’s from Ireland.” Zayn explained with a smile.
I can’t help not to blush. I meant no harm; I just got a little bit surprised by the dialect. “I moved here a few years ago.” Niall smiles at me for the very first time, and I smiled back.
The guys continued to chat about every possible thing, but then later on they realized that we all soon have classes to go to.
“Well, time to go back to class then I guess!” Niall stands up and we all followed his gesture. They were heading towards the place where you can throw all of your food that has been left over, as I pick up some of the debris they had forgotten on the table. It’s nerdy, I know, but this is my school, and I want it to be clean.
I picked up the last one and looked up. Harry’s left, and his gaze is on me. I got a little surprised and opened my mouth to say something nice, but no words would come out. It ended up with me making a sound that was a mix between a laugh and a snort, as I turned around to start walking. “Will you tell me what it was all about yesterday, or will you let me walk around wondering if it simply was me making you so angry?” I turned around towards him as I see that he’s looking at me with a look that was mixed with anxiety and care. He looked like being sad aswell, as if he really thought he was the one who had hurt me so brutally.
It really looked like he cared. But what do I know? I thought that Mark cared about me all these years as well.
I bit my lip. “I…” I didn’t manage to say the words I wanted to. The words wouldn’t come out.
He smiled a bit disappointed. “It’s okay. It’s not really my business anyways… I just… you know.” He takes his tray and walks away.
Come on Sarah! Say something sensible for once.
“Wait!” He stopped and turned around. “It’s certainly your business. Or perhaps it’s not, but it was your business. I didn’t mean to take out all of my anger on you and I’m really sorry. Believe me. I hope you can forgive me.”
He gazed at me for a few seconds. “So I wasn’t the one who…”
“No.” I answered him before I let him finish his sentence.
His lips gave a glimpse of a smile and you can tell that he’s relieved. “I could almost tell.”
I blush but I didn’t move. He continued in the same soft tone: “You’ve got nothing to apologize for.” He ended the conversation as he smiled, turned around and walked away. I remained without the lump in my throat which I had before.
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12/30/13