Harmed

"Oh, and Luke, go find yourself a new drummer, I quit."

-Luke's POV-
I'm seeing how Sierra leaves with Ashton's mum to the hallway. I look at Ashton and he sits next to me.
Should I tell him about Sierra and me?
We can't keep it a secret forever.
"So, why are you here with Sierra?" He asks.
"Oh, I thought that Calum might be here because Sierra said so.."
"Yeah, he's upstairs."
"Well, should we go upstairs then?"
"Let's wait until Sierra's back and we can all go together."
"Okay."

There's a silence between us and I take a deep breath.
Here I go.
"Uhh... Ashton?"
"Yeah?"
"I need to tell you something..."
"Go ahead."
"Well... uhhh... Sierra... is... my girlfriend.." I don't dare to look at him.
"What?"
"Sierra is-"
"Yeah, I fucking heard you. What the hell dude?!" I can feel that he's getting mad.
Suddenly he grabs me by my shirt and lifts me up.
"You fucking asshole." He spats as he hits me across my face.
I stumble back and he grabs me again.
"Ashton, just stop. I don't wanna fight, I'm your friend remember?"
He looks at me in disgust.
He throws open the door to the hallway and throws me through the doorway against the wall.
"Luke!" I hear Sierra as I see her coming to me. It's a blurry vision, but I know it's her.
Before I know, I get lifted up again. Ashton pushes me against the wall.
"You're not my friend." He spats.
Then he turns his head to Sierra and pushes me to her.
"Go and take that shit boyfriend with you." He spats.
"Ashton.." I hear her say.
"Go."
She sighs and takes my hand. I follow her to the door until I hear Ashton. I turn around.
"Oh, and Luke, go find yourself a new drummer, I quit."

-Sierra's POV-
I turn back around to Ashton.
"Ashton, you're overreacting."
"Go."
"Ashton, don't do this, you love drumming."
"Enough bands that need a drummer."
I look up and see Calum upstairs looking in pure horror.
"Ashton, just think about the rest, about Calum and Michael. They can't do anything about this."
"Maybe Luke should've realised that before he fucked you."
"Ashton.."
"Just go."
"No."
"No?"
"No. I'm not going because you can't stand me dating someone else."
"I just can't stand that it needs to be my best friend."
"Ex-best friend." He adds.
"Ashton, please don't be so dramatic."
"I'm being dramatic?! You're the one who fucked up my life again! You're the one who needed to be in the middle of the attention! Well, guess what princess, you are now. How does it feel?!"
"You know what? I don't even want to speak to you. Don't call me, don't text me, don't even fucking talk to me. I'm done with your bullshit." I turn around and walk away.
"Fine!" I hear him yell.
"Fine!"

I get into my car and drive angrily away. I'm so fucking done with him. He can fuck off. I don't need him, I don't want him.

~two months later~
I'm still having something with Luke (almost 3 months now) and I'm very happy. I didn't spoke Ashton since the fight, and I'm doing pretty well. It's been 64 day, 5 hours and 37 minutes since the last time I saw him.

I'm now with Luke at my place watching a movie.
"So, still didn't talk to Ashton?" He asks with his eyes still on the screen.
"No."
"Maybe you should.."
"Why?"
"Maybe if you get friends again, I don't have to look for a new drummer. The one we have now really can't go on.." he rolls his eyes.
"C'mon, he isn't that bad.."
"He almost fainted and we only played for 10 people!"
"He's just inexperienced, you gotta give him a chance to get used to it."
"But he's not Ashton."
I sigh.
"Luke, Ashton's not coming back."
"Why don't you just apologise?"
"No way. He fought you, it's his fault. Besides he doesn't want my apology anyway."
"How do you know?"
"C'mon, you know Ashton."
"True that." He smirks.
"He looks happy with Hunter though." He mumbles while he looks at his phone.
"What are you doing?" I ask looking at his phone too.
"Just checking the news."
I nod my head.
"No way." He says while he sits up.
"What?" I ask.

"Hunter... She's pregnant."

"What?"
"Yeah, look at this... 'Hunter Collins, better known as the girlfriend from the ex-drummer of 5 Seconds Of Summer Ashton Irwin, just made public that she's pregnant with Ashton's child. The two seemed super happy about the unplanned surprise and say that they'll give it everything it needs'...." He reads out loud.
"What the hell?!"
"Should we... Like congratulate him or something?" He asks.
"How? He doesn't wanna talk to us."
"We can try."
"How?"
"We can go to him."
"And?"
"Just bring everyone and say that we're sorry."
"If he doesn't accept?"
"Then we at least tried."
I sigh and nod my head.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Great, I'll text the guys."

~The next morning~
So, I'm in the car with the rest on our way to Ashton.
Okay, just remind yourself, you're doing this for Luke.
Luke pulls on the driveway and we get out.
I hesitate before knocking on the door. I glance at Luke and he smiles at me while he takes my hand and laces our fingers.

The door goes open and I see Ashton in front of us.
"What are you doing here?" He spats.
"We're here to apologise for what happened.." Luke says after I don't do anything but stare at the ground.
"After two months?"
"Well... We kinda struggled with some things... But we heard about the baby and.. Well, we just wanted to congratulate you and Hunter... And say that we're sorry for what happened, but we just miss you...."
He seems to think and then nods.
"I missed you too..." he admits.
"But I still want to hear a apology from her." He points at me.
"NuUh, no way, I'm out." I turn around and get stopped by Luke.
"Please?" He begs.
"No. It's his fuckin fault, I'm not gonna apologise."
"Why is it my fault?"
I turn around to him, furious.
"How could it be your fault?" I ask.
"Yeah."
"Because-" I stop in the middle.
"You're the exact same person as I thought you were in high school." I spat between my teeth while I turn around and push the others aside.
I walk away.
"I'm not the same person as in high school." Ashton says while he runs after me.
He grabs my arm and turns me around.
"No, indeed, you're not. You're a bigger asshole now."
"I'm not. I wanted to start over again, but you thought you were too good for me."
"I was too good for you? No, Ashton. I was afraid that I would get hurt again. And you know what, you are the same person because you running between Hunter and me again. But life is not a freakkin fairy tale for some people. So stop acting like I owe you something, because I don't. You owe me one. I just could've stayed away from you, but I didn't. Because I was willing to give you another chance. And guess what? You screwed it."
I take my arm back and walk away.
He's such a selfish bitch. This is not the Ashton that was with me in the tree and saved me from my mum. This was an Ashton I didn't like.

"Sierra, please." He grabs my arm again.
"No, you're not the Ashton who was with me in the tree or saved me from my mum. I don't like this Ashton."
I pull back again and walk away. For sure this time.

Notes

Okay, so this one didn't edited like I wanted.


the site is just fucked up, but alright then.


I was thinking about putting them on wattpad, but I live in Holland so I have only the Holland crap in my suggestions.

No offense to anyone who uses it, but it's just weird when you know that they don't talk Dutch and they still do like wtf, I'm pretty sure that 5sos doesn't speak Dutch fluently.

anyway, Still hope you liked this Chapter.
And lemme know if I should put them on wattpad ❤️
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