For sure this time.

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I walk back to my house, which takes about an hour, but okay.
I shut the door behind me and sigh. Such an asshole. A selfish bitch.
Suddenly my phone buzzes.
Luke<3: Hey babe, are you okay?
Me: I'm fine :). Don't worry.
Luke<3: Do you want me to come?
Me: Nah, you guys stay with Ashton, you'll need it :).
Luke<3: Okay, but text me if I need to come.
Me: I will <3
I sigh, and go to bed. I'm not feeling this day anymore....
I wake up from my phone buzzing.
I groan and look at the time.
3am.
What the actual fuck?
I open my phone and see that Ashton texted me.
Asshole: Hey.
Me: Not interested in you bullshit. I'm sleeping.
Asshole: Look, I'm sorry...
Me: Sure.
Asshole: I mean it. I never wanted to hurt you.. I just.... I had the feeling like.. like I did everything wrong with you.. every time I was with you, I messed everything up. I couldn't handle that so I told myself that you were the one who was wrong. I know, it's selfish and I'm an huge idiot.. but I'm really sorry. Could we like... start over again..?
Me: Again? Ashton, we always start over again and it always ends up like this. Let's just stay out if each other's life's.
Asshole: But I don't want you out of my life.
Me: Maybe it's better like this..
Asshole: Maybe not. I know for sure not.
Me: No.
Asshole: Please? All I ask for is one more chance?
Me: No. I'm not doing this all over again.
Asshole: Please? I don't wanna fight. Especially not with the baby coming. I started clean with Hunter.. Could we please do the same? Only then in a friendship way?
Me: So because Hunter and you started 'clean' by having a baby I need to forgive you?!
Asshole: No, I just don't want us to fight anymore.
I sigh. Here I go again.
Me: Me neither....
Asshole: Could we just start over again?
Me:.... Fine. But this is the last time.
Asshole: Thank you *sighs in relief*.
I smile. Fuck.
Me: You're so stupid.
Asshole: C'mon, you love my stupidity.
Me: BRUH, true.
Asshole: Gnight Sierra.
Me: night Ash.
I sigh again and lay my phone away.
I'm so fucking stupid.
Such an idiot.
My life is fucked up.
I'm gonna die.
Bye Happy life.
Hello Hell.
I go to sleep. Again.
And wake up. Again.
"Luke?" I ask as I look over.
"Hm?" He mumbles while he rolls over.
"What are you doing here?"
"Sleeping with my girlfriend." He says while he pulls me into his chest.
I smile and play with his fingers.
"Are you alright?" He asks.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"I say Ashton texted you."
"Yeah...."
"And?"
"He was sorry."
"Did you forgive him?"
"Eventually."
"Thank you. I'm proud of you." He kisses my forehead.
"I love you." I smile while I close my eyes.
"I love you too baby."
"Goodnight Luke."
"Night babe."
~A few days later~
"Babe, we're going to Ashton again. Wanna come?"
"Sure. When?"
"At 5."
"I'll be ready."
"Good, pick you up at 4.30?"
"Okay, I'll be outside."
"Okay, I love you."
"I love you too."
"Bye babe."
"Bye Luke."
I hang up the phone and start at the shoot sketching .
"Hey gurl, Kendall and Kylie will be here in an hour, you're ready?" Ashley walks in.
"I'm ready, just need to check the studio."
"Okay, Should I check the clothes?"
"Could you?"
"Of course."
"Thanks."
I walk to Erik.
"Hey Erik, is everything ready?" I ask.
"Yeah, we can start immediately, if you think this background I chose is good enough." He points at the background.
"Fine with me. Where's Miranda?"
"Dressing room."
"Thanks."
I walk to Miranda and see her being busy with the last details.
"And?" She asks as she steps aside.
"Perfect. I think we can start when they're here."
As usual, no problems with the shoot. I give the pictures that I want to Ingrid, the final editor.
When it's 4.30 I hear a knock on my door.
"Come in." I say without looking up.
"There's my hard working girl." I hear Luke.
I can hear him walking to me and feel how he wraps his arms around me. He looks over my shoulder.
"Ew, paperwork." He says.
I smirk and turn my head. He pouts and I give him a light kiss.
"More." He mumbles.
I sigh and give him another, one who's a little more intimate.
"I brought sushi." He smiles.
"Do you even like sushi?"
"I love sushi."
"Ever tried?"
"Mwah, probably not. But I love you and you love sushi, so I'm sure that I'll love it too."
I smile and he kisses me again.
He puts the bag with sushi over my work. I sigh an open the bag.
"Luke, that's wasabi, you shouldn't be putting so much on your sushi. It's spicy." I warn.
"Oh please, I love when it's a little spicy."
I roll my eyes.
I see how he eats the sushi for like 3 seconds until he stops. He looks at me and I smirk.
"Just swallow it." I advice.
He does what I tell him and takes a deep breath afterwards. I smirk and hand him my bottle of water.
"And?" I smirk.
He doesn't say anything but drinks from the bottle until it's empty.
"Told ya."
"Yeah, I know." He grumbles.
We finish the sushi and he takes my hand.
"Let's go." He smiles while he stands up and takes me with him.
We walk to his car and get in. He starts driving away.
"So, anything happened today?" He asks.
"Just another boring day at work." I sigh.
"Boring."
"Yes, very. But I gotta ask you something different."
"Shoot."
"Why are you still here? In Sydney? Shouldn't you be on tour?"
"Well, we were going to... but we wanted to plan it around the baby, so Ashton can be there when Hunter gets the baby."
"So I'm stuck with you for another nine months?"
"Maybe, we thought that we may do just a tour around Australia."
"Fun."
He nods his head and smirks.
"But, yes, you're stuck with me."
I smile at his response.
"Wouldn't have it in any other way." I smile.
"Me too." He smiles while he looks at me for a brief moment.
We drive to Ashton's house, he moved out of his old house yesterday.
"Wow." I say as Luke parks the car in front of it.
"Yeah..." Luke replies.
We get out and I knock on his front door.
It takes a few, but then he opens.
He smiles and hugs me. I startle a little and look at Luke. He just nods his head and I hug him back.
"Uh.. Hey Ashton.." I smile and he lets go of me.
"Sierra, I'm really sorry for everything..." He begins.
"It's okay. Let's just forget it." I smile.
He nods his head and turns to Luke.
"See you're doing well?" Luke smirks.
"Yeah, I'm good." Ashton replies while he lets us in.
Luke lays a hand on my back and we walk into the living room. I see Hunter sitting together with some girls. Poor people if they're Hunter's friends.
"I told you, that's her." I hear her whisper and they all look at me.
I hold my head high while I take Luke's hand in mine. Hoping that he knows that I feel uncomfortable. He stands next to me and places a kiss on the side of my head while he whispers something in my ear.
"I know they're all brats, but could you please act like you don't mind?" He whispers.
I smirk.
He looks at me and lift his eyebrows.
I hug him and whisper:
"Can't I just stay with you, I don't like them."
I pout and he chuckles.
"C'mon, at least congratulate her."
"I don't congratulate people who I don't like."
"Please, for me?" He lift his eyebrows again.
I sigh heavily but nod my head eventually.
He smiles and kisses me. At that moment Ashton walks in.
"Anything to drink?" He asks.
I nod my head and smile politely.
"Yeah, just some water."
He nods his head and looks at Luke.
"Same." He shrugs.
"I'll be right back." Ashton smiles.
When he's gone Luke smirks and nods to Hunter.
"Go ahead." He smirks.

Notes

So, ITS BEEN AGES. AND AGES.
AND AGES.
AND IM SOO SORRRYYYYYYYY
I REALLY HOPE YOU'll FORGIVE MEEEE :).

I LOVE YOOUUU
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