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Harmed

Go Away (Again)

"Tell." He says while he takes a seat in the couch.








I sigh and sit down next to him.
"Today, Ashton texted me that I needed to come over because something was wrong with Lauren..." I begin.
"So, I went to him and he pulled me inside and just kissed me. Out of nowhere.."
"He kissed you?"
I nod my head and go on.
"I pulled away and asked what's wrong.. Well, he began yelling all kinds of shit.. About that it was my fault and that I made him feel better than Hunter and.." I stop and sigh.
"I wanted to go, but he stopped me. He said that he couldn't loose me.. Suddenly he pushed me against the wall and.." I stop again and shake my head
"What did he do?"
"He did nothing, I stopped him.. He realized what he was doing and immediately began to apologize. I took him to his kitchen and calmed him down.. Then I left."
"What about Lauren?"
"There was nothing wrong with her. It was just an excuse."
He thinks and nods his head.
"Why would he do something like this?" I mumble.
Calum chuckles.


"What's so funny? Am I missing something?"
"Sierry, you're missing a lot.. But this is just too obvious.." He chuckles.
"What?"
"It's obvious that he still loves you."
"Ppff, you're crazy." I wave his comment away.
"I'm not, but Ashton always has been stubborn. He's just too stubborn to say that he loves you."
"Well, I don't love him."
Calum lifts his eyebrows.
"No, I don't. Not anymore."
"Tell him."
"What?"
"Tell Ashton that you don't love him."
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because I'll hurt him!"
"If he doesn't love you.. Than it shouldn't be a problem right."
I sigh and glare at him.
"What?"
"You're not helping."
"I'm only saying the truth."
"That's annoying."
"So you do love him?"
"No.. No.. I don't, I like Luke."
"You like Luke?"
"Yes."
"Not love?"
"It's too early."
"And why Luke?"
"Because Ashton is a selfish bitch."
"A selfish bitch?"
"Yes, he doesn't call me for 3 weeks and then just comes back out of nowhere? Saying that he needs me? That's selfish."
"What if he did that because he's falling for you again?"
"What? No... No.. Stop! No.. I want Luke, not him."
"You sure do."
"STAHP."
"Are you using Luke as a safety net?"
"What? No!"
"It's selfish if you do that." He snaps.
"Calm your tits, I'm not using him."
"Good."
"Jealous?" I smirk.
It was meant as a joke, but he just stares at me.
"Okay, well, a romantic comedy then?" He holds up two movies.
I smile and nod my head.
We watch a movie and eat the ice cream.


After he left I'm alone.


Me: Lukeeeeee.
Luke <3: what's wrong?
Me: I'm lonely :(.
Luke <3: you want me to come over?
Me: Yeeeessssss.
Luke <3: I'm coming now.
Me: yyyaaaayyy <3


I wait until Luke knocks on my door. He smiles and walks in.
"What's up?" He asks while he sits down on the couch.
He looks at the ice cream tubs and lift his eyebrows.
"Calum was here." I explain.
"Should I get jealous?" He smirks.
"No, you have no reason to." I smirk while I sit down onto his lap.
"Good." He kisses me.


The next morning I wake up next to Luke.
"Hey, don't you have an interview or something?" I ask.
"No, I'm free today." He smirks.
He kisses me soft and long. When he lets go he smiles.
"Anything you wanna do today?" He asks.
"Well, we can lay here all day.." I smile.
"And?"
"Cuddle."
"It's Saturday."
"So?"
"Let's do something."
"What?"
"We can go to the zoo?"
"Nah, besides Ashton doesn't know about us."
"Oh yeah, we can tell him."
"What?"
"Yeah, I was with him yesterday and he seemed happy. I think he and Hunter are on better terms now."
"Ow..."
"So, what do you say?"
"I dunno, I mean.." I sigh.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing.."
Should I tell him about what he did?
No, no they'll get into a fight..
"Okay, well, are we going to Ashton or..?"
"Let's just... Keep it between us.."
He sighs.
"Okay then.."


We spend the day just hanging on the couch and cuddling.
"You know, I think you're a little bit too soft for Ashton." Luke suddenly commented.
"What?"
"Yeah, you're always careful with him. Always forgiving him."
"I just.. Don't want to fight."
"Sierra, there's a difference between fighting and saying what you want."
I think about it.
Am I too soft for Ashton?
"Okay, maybe I am..." I sigh.
"Why?"
"I don't know.. I was just shocked when I heard about him.. I mean, that he was unstable.. I just don't want him to do that again."
"He's not going to.. He's healthy again and he seems very happy with Hunter."
Well...
"Yeah..." I mumble.
"Well, we can go to Ashton, I thought Calum was going today too.." I say.
"Sure, get dressed." He stands up and walks downstairs.
"You're not even dressed yourself!"
He doesn't reply and I sigh. I get up myself and get dressed.


When we knock onto Ashton's front door he immediately opens.
"Hey guys... What are you doing here?" He asks with a suspicion in his voice.
"Oh, just checking up on you." I smile while I walk in.
"You did that yesterday.. Both of you."
"So? I was bored."
"So you decided to annoy me?"
"Yes, yes I did."
"Alright then..."
We walk to the living room and I sit down onto the couch.
"Anything to drink?" Ashton asks.
"Normally I need to take it myself. Where are all those manners come from?" I smirk.
"Luke, how nice that you came to check up on Ashton.." I hear Anne Marie come in. She can't see me yet, but when she does,
She smirks.
"Sierra... Didn't see you for a while... Can I talk to yo for a second?"
Ow God.. Here we go again..
"No, you can't." Ashton says.
"C'mon, she isn't yours."
A look appears in his eyes and I see that his mum regrets it immediately.
"Sierra, can I talk to you?" She asks softly.
"Uhh... Sure..."
I walk with her to the hallway.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"Look, I know it's not my business, but I just need to know if you like him.." She goes straight to the point.
"Why are you asking..?"
"Because he still likes you! And I absolutely don't want Hunter as my daughter-in-law."
I can't help but laugh softly.
"You know how bad she can be? When you two were at the tree, she was all like 'Oh My God, I swear if that bitch did something to him...' I'm willing to give everyone a fair chance, But she is over the top."
"Does Ashton know?" I ask.
"What?"
"That Hunter is such a brat?"
"Oh no, she won't show it. I tried to tell him, but he didn't listen..."
"Okay.. What do you want me to say now?"
"I just want to know if you still like him..."
I sigh..


"I don't know.." I decide to speak the truth.
"But you could get feeling for him, right?"
"I can get feelings for anyone! That's not fair!"
"If you say so.." she smirks.
I was about to protest again when the door flies open and Luke is pushed through. He falls onto the ground against the wall.
"Luke!" I kneel next to him.
Ashton walks in. He grabs Luke at his shirt and pulls him up. He pushes him against the wall.
"You're not my friend." He spats.
I take a step back and look from Ashton to Luke.
Ashton turns his head to me. His eyes full of anger. He pushes Luke to me.
"Go and take that shit boyfriend with you." He spats.
"Ashton.." I try.
"Go."
I sigh, I knew this was coming.
I take Luke's hand and turn around. We're almost at the door when we hear Ashton.
"Oh, and Luke, go find yourself a new drummer, I quit."


Notes

Hey guys.

It's beeeeeen foreevveeerrrr and I let a cliffhanger stand there.. I'm a bad person, I know.
ANYWAY. I hope you liked this chapter and that you won't be too mad ^_^.


This is going to sound pathetic, but, FOR THE FREAKKIN PERSON IS RATING MY STORY AS SOME BAD SHIT:
FUCK OFF. ITS PATHETIC TO VOTE A SEQUEL BAD BC I DONT NEED YOU TO READ IT, I DIDNT ASK YOU AND I WONT. ITS YOUR CHOICE IF YOURE READING IT OR NOT. SO JUST DONT VOTE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT BC IT WILL MAKE ME THINK THAT IM WRITING BAD AND I SWEAR IM ALREADY HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT FINSIHING IT. So no, I'm not writing this in my a/n bc I want a successful story or bc I want attention, but bc it makes me insecure about if I should even continue. AND IM SO DONE.



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Comments

@Just_Another_Reject
Cool! I bet it'll be amazing! I love this book so much! :-)

@Ana Hemmings

I'm working on a chapter and I'm trying to finish it ASAP :)

Merry Christmas! Please update soon though! :-)

YAAAAAY MERRY CHRISTMAAAAAASSSS

@CALM CUTIE

THANK YOUUUUUUUU AND IDK WHAT IM GONNA DO WITH HUNTER, WE'LL SEE.



@Infinity_mashton94


I was on a vacation for a few days but I'm back now and there's a VERY delayed Christmas thingy chapter coming up! ^-^