I open the message and begin to read.

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Ashton: Come over.
Me: What?
Ashton: Now.
Me: What?
Ashton: Come over to my house now.
Me: No, you can't just ignore me for almost 3 weeks and then say that I need to come over. Fuck off, I'm working.
Ashton: It's an emergency.
Me: Call Lauren.
Ashton: Lauren is the emergency!
Me: What?
Ashton: something's wrong with her, you gotta come over. Now. Please? I don't know what to do anymore.
Me: Fine, I'll come.


I sigh and grab my bag. I walk to my car.
"I'm going to Ashton." I explain to Ashley on the way out.
"What happened?"
"I don't know, something's wrong with Lauren."
"Okay, good luck."
"Thanks."


I drive to his house. When I'm there I knock on his door. He opens and pulls me in.
"Woah..." I try not to fall.
"What's wrong? Where's Lauren?" I ask while I look around.
He pulls me close and smashes his lips onto mine.
I'm shocked.
Pure shocked.
I push him off.
"What the hell?!" I ask while I wipe my mouth.
He pulls me close again, but doesn't kiss me.
"I don't know what you're doing to me, but I can't stop thinking about you. About how you felt, How I felt. And I want it to stop."
He spats.
"What?!"
"You're doing something to me.. I want it to stop."
"How am I supposed to do that?!"
"I don't know."
"Then why am I here? Where's Lauren?"
"Working."
"What?"
"Lauren is working."
"You said that something was wrong with her!"
"I lied."
"Why am I here then?!"
"Because I need you."
"What?"
"I want you. I need you. I'm the one in trouble. I'm thinking about you non-stop. I couldn't even make up one line. Just one. You're doing something to me. I don't know what, but I hate it. I hate that I want you not Hunter, I hate that you feel better in my arms than Hunter, I hate that I can't even look at Hunter the way I look at you."
"No.." I push him away again.


This can't.



"You sent me away remember? You were the one that wanted me gone.."
"Because when you caught me with Hunter I felt guilt, Like I cheated on you. That's why I send you away. Because I can't fuck my girlfriend because of you."
"Because of me?! What the hell am I doing wrong?! What the hell could I possibly do?!"
"Maybe you should start with not smelling so nice, and feeling so good in my arms! Maybe you should be a little more annoying so I can hate you and go on with Hunter!"
"If you want Hunter so bad then why did you even wanted me to help you?! Why didn't you sent me away then?! You know what, Fuck you Ashton! Fuck you and your slut! I'm done, you won't see me anymore." I walk away, back to my car.


"You're not going anywhere." He spats while he pulls me back inside.
"Ashton, let me go."
"I can't."
"Bullshit."
"I can't loose you."
"Ashton, let me go."
"I can't, I'll loose you of I do."
"You did that yourself, let me go."
"I want you so bad."
"Ashton.."
"Please."
"Ashton."
"I need you.. I need to be inside of you."
"Go and Fuck Hunter."
"I tried, but She doesn't make me feel the way you do."
"Ashton, stop talking bullshit."
"I'm not. I'm fucking serious."
"Ash-" I was cut of by him kissing me.
He pushes me against the wall and leans against me.
"Ashton. Don't."
He looks at me and I see everything in his eyes. Guilt, regret, desire... Everything.
"Ashton, please.." I beg.


Something changes and he sighs.
He lays his head on my shoulder and I sigh in relief. I lay carefully a hand on the back of his head.
"I'm so sorry.." He whispers.
"Ssshhh, it's okay." I pet him with my hand.
"No, it's not. I was going to... Against your will... I almost raped you... I'm a bad person." He shocks his shoulders a little.
"No.. Ashton, you're not a bad person.. You would never rape me.. You would never have gone that far.. It's okay, I'm here..."
I lead him to his kitchen and he takes a seat in one of the chairs. I fill a glass of water and put it in front of him.
I sit next to him and pet him on his back.
"Hey, it's okay.." I say softly.
"It's not.."
"It is.. You could've just gone further, but you didn't.. You have a too big heart for that." I smile a little.
"How can you still be so positive over me while you know what I wanted to do..."
"Because you didn't. You didn't because you couldn't."
He looks at me and there are still tears in his eyes.
"Thank you." He smiles a little.
"It's okay."
I smile too and my phone rings.
"Hello?" I pick up.
"Hey babe." I hear Luke.
I look at Ashton, but he didn't hear.
"Hey Luke, I'm with Ashton now.."
"Why?"
"Yes, he's in the same room."
"Ohh, I'll call you back later."
"Okay."
"Bye."
"Bye Luke."
I hang up the phone and focus on Ashton again.
"Why did he called?" Ashton asks.
"He needed to ask you something.. But it was private.. So I'm sure that he'll call you later." I smile.
"Okay." He smiles too.
"Maybe it's better when I go.." I say while I stand up.
"Are you going to come back?" He asks, definitely expecting a no.
"Of course I am, I won't leave you.. I promised remember?" I smirk.
He smiles a little and nods his head.
"I'll see ya soon, okay?" I give him a kiss on his head.
He nods his head and smiles.
"Bye Sierra."
"Bye Ashton."
I walk to my car and get in. I sigh and lay my head against the steering wheel.
I decide to drive home and start the car.


When I'm home I text Calum.


Me: Bestfriend in trouble.
Calum: be there in 5.
Me: thx.


When he's here, he has 2 ice creams tubs with him. I smile softly and let him in.
"Tell." He says while he takes a seat on the couch.

Notes

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