"I have feelings for you and I don't regret what just happened."

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"You don't.. regret?" I ask unbelievable.
"Nothing. That's the problem, I don't. I should be feeling guilty as shit, but I don't."
I nod my head.
"Maybe we should get dressed, in case someone comes in." I mumble.
"The doors locked."
"That doesn't mean that they can't call you."
"C'mon, it's not like they can come in."
"Ashton, Hunter isn't going to wait when she stands for the door."
He sighs and looks at the ceiling. Then he begins to move.
"Maybe you're right." He says while he grabs his boxers.
I don't reply and begin to dress myself.
When I'm totally dressed I stare at him, not knowing if I need to leave or not.
"Maybe, we can better forget this.." He mumbles.
I nod my head.
"Maybe that's for the best. Are you going to tell Hunter?" I ask.
"I don't know yet. I don't want her to break up with me, but I don't know if I can lie to her."
I nod my head again.
"Maybe being 'just friends' is harder than it looks." I mumble.
"What?"
"Nothing." I say quickly.
"Well, let's try one more time to be friends?"
I nod my head.
"Let's get something to eat, I'm starving." I smile.
He nods his head and unlocks the door.
"I told you you were louder." He smirks while he stands behind me with his hands on my waist.
"I'm not louder."
"Let's just hope they didn't hear you." He whispers in my ear before leaving to the kitchen.
I run after him and I jump on his back.
"I'm not louder."
"You are."
"Am not."
"You are."
"Let's ask other people." I get off his back and run to Lauren's room.
"Sierra!" I hear him yell.


I knock on Lauren's door but don't wait for response. I run in and lock the door behind me. She looks up from her phone.
"Hey Lauren, I had a question." I begin.
"Shoot."
"Sierra, unlock the fucking door." I hear Ashton.
I smirk.
"Did you heard anything? Like in the past hour?" I ask.
"Uhh, no. Except you moaning." She adds the last part smirking.
"Sierra, don't." I hear Ashton.
"Did I moan louder than Hunter?"
She laughs and I hear Ashton sigh.
"What?" She giggles.
"If I moaned louder than Hunter."
"Why would you wanna know?"
"Because Ashton says that I do!"
"Well, you don't."
"Ha! Thanks Lauren." I smirk and walk out of her room.
I give Ashton a look and walk downstairs.
"What the hell was that?!" He says when we're back in the kitchen.
"I asked someone else if I moaned louder."
"And that someone needed to be my little sister?!"
"She was close by."
He let out a long sigh and I smirk.
"Awh, is Ashton Irwin embarrassed by me?"
"Yes, very."
"Well, at least we know that I don't moan louder than Hunter."
"Oh please, Lauren was just being modest, you moan way louder."
I sigh heavily and grab something to drink.
I hear him walk away.


When he comes back he lays an key on the table in front of me.
"What's That?" I ask.
"The house key."
"You're really going to give me that?"
"Yeah, why not? I trust you."
I nod my head and take the key.
"Thanks." I smile.
"Look, Sierra, that I said that I have feelings for you doesn't mean that I'm m going to do something with it..."
"Don't worry, I know."
"Okay." He smiles.


We're both quiet until Lauren comes down.
She smirks at and whispers something in his ear. I can't hear what, but I see that his expression gets annoyed.
He rolls his eyes and she smirks even brighter. She looks at me and wiggles her eyebrows.
Okay, I'm confused.
"So, Sierra.." Lauren begins.
"Lauren. Don't." Ashton warns her.
"Do you still have feelings for him?"
"Lauren.."
"What? You were too afraid to ask." She turns around to Ashton for a moment.
"So, do you?" She asks when she turns back to me again.
"I-... Uhh..." It's not that I had a hard time answering, I just didn't like that Lauren needed to ask that question.
"Okay, I'll leave but I want an answer from you to him." She points a finger to Ashton.
Then she walks away.
"I'm sorry for that.." Ashton begins.
"You wanted to know? Why didn't you just ask like I did."
"I did but you said 'I don't know.'."
"But I asked after we..."
"After we did it I just answered, you didn't ask anything."
"Well, if you wanted that answer so bad, than you should've asked."
He's quiet for a moment.
"Well, do you have feelings for me?"
"Yes.." I breathe.
So, it was out. I have feelings for him.
"But I don't know if that's the worry about you... Or maybe happiness because I missed you.. Or just friendship..." I add quickly.
"So, love isn't an option?" He asks.
"Well, maybe.." I carefully back away a little.
"Okay.." He seems to overthink it.
"Why would you wanna even know?"
"So I know how big my chances are." He smirks and winks.



"Ashleeeyy." I yell through her office as I walk in.
"What?!"
"I have only more problems now." I whine.
"You should try to catch up with his friends, maybe there's a cute one."
"What?!"
"Ashton's friends!"
"But I only saw them at the hospital."
"Well, I hear you talking and looking at Bryan, but now I can also see that it's just friendship."
I nod my head.
"Especially what happened after today."
"What happened?"
I look up and realise what I said.
"Ow, nothing." I answer.
"No no, spill."
I sigh.
"Ashton and I kinda... Kissed."
"Kinda?"
"Maybe a little more."
"Maybe?"
"Okay, we had sex."
"What?! What about Hunter?!"
I shrug.
"She wasn't there."
"Is Ashton gonna tell her?"
"I don't know."
"I want you to tell me everything that happened..."


So I did, I told her everything that happened.


Now, I'm back home again. I sigh and text Bryan.

Me: Hey babe, could you come over? I gotta talk to you.
Bryan<3: Sure, I'll be there in ten.

I lock my phone and wait until he's here.

Suddenly I hear a knock on the door. As promised, Bryan stands in the door.
"Come in." I say while I step aside.
"Thanks." He walks to the living room.
"What did you wanna talk about?" He asks as he sits on the couch.
"About us."
"Look, I don't think this is going somewhere.." I begin.
"Maybe it was just friendship, because my feelings aren't any stronger than first..." I say softly.
"Yeah.. I was actually thinking the same.. I mean, I like you.. But I think that it was just friendship.." He replies.
I smile, relieved that he felt the same me
"So, friends?" I ask.
"Friends." He smiles.


~The next morning~

Wednesday. It's Wednesday.
Okay, now I realised that, I get up.


My phone rings the second I come down.
"Yeah?" I pick up.
"Hey Sierra." I hear Ashley.
"What did you do?"
"Don't come to work. Go to Ashton."
"Why?"
"Because the others are there too."
"How do you know?"
"I have people."
"Uhh.... Okay.. You're creeping me out right now."
"Just go to Ashton and tell me how it went."
"But I don't wanna."
"You're going."
"But I wanna work."
"Sierra.."
I sigh.
"Fine. But this is the last time that you send me there."
"We'll see."
I just hear her smirk.

I hang up the phone and drive to Ashton's.
Ashley's totally crazy. They'll think I'm a stalker. They'll send my to a clinic, I swear.












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Notes

Hey guys!!

Here's the next chapter and I hope y'all liked it.
I think that I'm putting 'Single by Contract.' On hold Until everything eases a little. (There's a lot going on in my life rn.
So, anyway
Until next time my friendzzzz

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