They'll send me to a clinic, I swear.

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I knock on Ashton's front door and remember that I have a key.
Great.
I can't believe that I'm letting my love-life go above my work. I sigh and open the door. I walk into the living room and see that Ashley was right. Calum, Luke and Michael are here.
"Hey guys." I smile while I put my bag down next to the couch.
"Where's Ashton?" I ask.
They are quiet before Calum nods his head to the kitchen.
"Uhh, okay.. I guess.."
I walk to the kitchen and see Ashton standing with his back to me leaning his hands on the counter.
"Hey Ashton." I smile.
He says nothing but turns around and lays a newspaper on the table.
"What?" I ask while I take a look at the paper.
What the hell is this?
"You made front page." He spats.
I look up for a brief moment to him and then look at the newspapers again.
Bryan's new love, it says. With a picture of me.
I sigh and begin to read.
'Bryan recently was spotted with Sierra Conewell, owner of magazine 'Runway.'
They were spotted multiple time before her house and Bryan even stayed for the night...'


I stop reading and look up to Ashton.
"What?" I ask.
"Why didn't you just told me?"
"About me and Bryan? Why would I?"
"Because..."
He stops in the middle of his sentence.
"Exactly, you don't have a reason, because there is no one."
"Because if you just told me than I wouldn't have fucked you."
"Oh please, you have something with Hunter."
"Yeah, but you know."
"Ashton, don't worry, we broke up anyway."
He looks at me for the first time.
"You broke up?"
"Yeah, we didn't work out. Not because of what happened between us, but it was more friendship than love."
He eventually nods his head.
"Why are you here?"
"For you of course."
And for the others...
But that's something he doesn't need to know.
"Stalker much?"
"Shut up. It was Ashley's idea."
"You could've said no."
"Ever tried saying no to Ashley?"
"Point taken."


We walk back into the living room.
"So, Bryan was just a friend huh?"
Calum smirks.
"We broke up already, nothing to shit your pants for." I reply.
They chuckle and I smile.
"What are we gonna do?" I ask.
"Well, we were actually checking up on Ashton to see if he feels good enough to come with us to radio show..." Michael begins.
I nod my head and sit down
"Wanna come?" Ashton asks.
"I don't know if that's a good idea..." I say while I look at my hands.
"Don't you wanna come?"
"It's not that.." I look up to him and see that look in his eyes again.
"Stop that!" I say while I slap him on his arm.
"What?" He laughs.
"That puppy look in your ugly eyes! It makes me feel guilty!"
He laughs and I look at the other guys.
"I really don't know if it's a good idea.."
"C'mon, it will be fun."
I sigh.
"Fine, I'll come."


I sit in the back seat with Luke And a door next to me.
"I gotta talk to you." Luke whispers in my ear.
"What about?" I ask while I turn my head to him.
"After the radio show."


When we're there I got introduced to some people from the radio show and it is mainly boring. What can I say? I like adventure. This is not to as thrilling as I hoped.
I sit now next to some people and see how the guys walk to the microphone.


So, the interview was mainly about the new album, the tour and they did a song.
I don't pay much attention until I hear my name.


"Ashton, you brought a girl with you, didn't you?" One of the radio show.. interviewer.. Kinda thing asks. You know who I mean.
"Yes, I did." He smiles immediately.
"Tell me about it. I mean, I saw her just before it began, but tell me a little about her. Where do you guys know each other from?"
"Well, uhh, it's kinda.. Complicated. Anyway, she's just a very good friend overall.."
"But when and where did you guys meet?"
"Well, actually that was in high school. We needed to do a project together and, uhh, yeah, she kinda hated me at the moment, but now she doesn't, I hope." He laughs.
"Well, let's ask her." The interviewer says.


What? Oh no. No way I'm going there.
I'll just stay and sit here, where it's save.


So, I'm sitting in a chair, next to Ashton and Michael.
Yay?
"So, Sierra was it right?" He begins.
"Yes."
"Was it right that you hated him?"
"In the beginning."
"Yeah, what made you eventually.. Not hate him?"
"Uhh.." I give a look at Ashton and he nods.
"Well, I don't know, I guess I just saw that he wasn't that awful person at all."
"during that project."
"Yup."
"Awh, you're not that awful too." Ashton laughs.
"I thought I was an embarrassment yesterday." I shoot back.
"What happened yesterday?" The interviewer comes between us.
Ashton was the first to reply.
"Well, she's always embarrassing me, so also yesterday."
"Thank you." I say sarcastically.
"Hey, it's one of the things that I like about you.. Sometimes."
"Why?"
"Because I can laugh about it afterwards."
"What did she do?" The interviewer comes between us again.
"She asked some private things to my little sister."
"Embarrassing private things?" He guesses.
"Yeah.." Ashton coughs.


"Anyway, Sierra, you're also owner of magazine Runway, right?"
"Yeah, together with my best friend Ashley." I answer.
"There are some rumours about you and model Bryan, So do you have anything to say about it?"
"Yeah, we were always good friends, and we decide to try but..." I lift my shoulders.
"Nothing worked out?"
"Nah, we decided that we were better off when we are friends. It was kinda awkward."
"So, you're single?"
"Yes."
"Any secret talents?"
"Well, it appears that I'm very good at embarrassing Ashton.." I laugh softly.
"More?"
"I'm very good at sleeping, breaking things and eating way too much.." I smirk.
"Ow god.." I hear Michael chuckle.
"What? Am I embarrassing all of you now?" I smirk even brighter.
"Just a little." Calum answers.
I wiggle my eyebrows and smile.
"You do this on purpose, don't you?" Calum asks.
"I have no idea what you're talking about." I smile.
"We're never taking you to an interview again, you might spill everything." Michael chuckles.
"Please, I can keep secrets."
"Sure."
"Yeah, I never told them about-.."
"Okay! We get it! Just shut up." Michael warns.


I sit in the car back to Ashton's house with Luke next to me again.
"We still need to talk." He whispers.
"Yeah, I thought you wanna do that after the interview."
"Well, the show is over, let's talk."
"Fine, why did you wanna speak me?"
"Not here, at Ashton's. Just go upstairs and I'll meet you there after ten minutes."
"Okay."


So, that's what I do. I excuse myself and walk to the bathroom.
As promised, after ten Luke comes in too. He locks the door behind him.
"Okay, we don't have much time, but I really need to tell you something."
"Well, what do you wanna tell me?"...

Notes

Here's the new chapter ^.^
hope y'all liked it :).

Sorry for leaving a cliffhanger :).
Nah, Jk, I'm nog sorry at all >:).
*evil Laugh.*
I'm happy that you don't know where I live ^-^

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