The picture Lucy posted on twitter.


Lucy's P.O.V

''How you doing, kiddo?'' Tyler peeked in my room which I hadn't really left since I got back from the hospital, oh and since Harry told me didn't want me back. You could say life rocks for me right now. ''I'm fucking depressed, Ty'' I half joked as he turned on the lights making me grunt. ''You need some light in your life'' he sang in a weird tone before sitting down on the bed. ''Tell me everything you're feeling now sis, I can feel you need to get it off your chest. You have two minutes, go'' he said, knowing I would spill it ''I miss Tess, I miss Niall and I miss Harry. God, I miss Harry. I mean I love the guy but he doesn't want anything to do with me and that freaking sucks'' I sighed and sat up on the bed ''if you miss them, call them. Simple as that'' he shrugged. Now this was so typical boys, what does he mean 'call them' I can't just call them at least not Niall and Harry. ''Ugh, I can always call Tess but Niall...he has probably taken Harry's side'' ''are you kidding me Lucy? There are no sides. Call.Them'' he demanded making me groan of annoyance. Well maybe he was right after all, maybe I should call Ni?


''Oh look who it is, my long lost friend Lucyloose'' Nialllaughed
''Nice to hear your voice too, Leprechaun''
''How are you and why haven't you called me?''
''Oh you know, I've been busy almost dying but you know same old, same old'' I laughed at my stupid joke
''You shouldn't do that Lucy, joke about it. It really scared the crap out of me''
''I'm sorry Ni, I just...sorry you're right. I shouldn't joke about it''
''It's okay. So when are you coming to visit us? I'm expecting you to come to our last concert of the tour you know''
''Oh..that'' I'm not sure if I can see Harry after our last convo, as much as I don't want to admit it to myself I would probably break if I see him. And I'm trying so hard to hold it together
''Yes that, silly. But honestly, I would really want you to come. I miss you babe'' I could almost hear his smile through his voice
''Of course I'll come, Ni. I miss you like crazy''


Harry's P.O.V

''Straight of the plane to a new hotel. Just touched down, you could never tell'' I sang opening tonight's concert. The crowd was crazy. Tonight we were in Manchester and our next concert was going to be our last of the tour and it would be in Birmingham. It was sad the tour was over but we had so much other stuff going on so I knew we would still be busy. I danced and had play fights with Niall throughout the concert, just being our mature selves as always.

The concert was finished and we had just got back to the tour bus when Paul came up to me, ''how are ya buddy? you seem pretty down'' I tried so hard on stage to make everyone think I'm the normal happy Harry but as soon as we came off my mood had dropped. Mainly because Lucy's last tweet. ''Paul, he's still not over the break up. That's why he's being so moody'' Liam said in an attempt to help me but it did just the opposite. I gave Liam a look before heading to the Xbox, couldn't kick ass in real life so I better do it in a game. Just to take my mind off things. I couldn't focus on the game at all and kept losing against Zayn. Niall was making out with Tess in the corner of the couch, ''Nialler, do you have time to talk for a bit or should I come back later when you've finished your porno?'' I gave him a weak smile as he let out a loud laugh. A private place in this bus isn't the easiest place to find so we locked ourselves in the bathroom. Niall crossed his arms ''what's going on mate?'' ''I don't know, maybe I just need to talk about it?'' I asked as if he knew the answer ''so talk about it, how do you feel?'' ''I feel like...I should have taken her back when I could. How could I be so stupid? I love her more than anything, 'need to heal' bullshit. If I need to heal she's the only one who can heal me. But maybe I'm just scared, scared be''cause she means more to me than any other person. She is everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want'' after my little monologue was done Niall just smiled at me, ''I think you just figured everything out yourself, Haz'' he patted me on the shoulder. ''I need to see her'' I smiled ''I need to take my girl back'' ''well lucky you, she's coming to the show tomorrow''.


Lucy's P.O.V

''Come on baby sis, if I'm gonna drive you all the way to Birmingham you need to atleast get in the car'' Tyler was holding the passenger door open for me but I couldn't get inside. Too much memories from the accident. ''Maybe I should just take the train? I will still make it to the concert'' I slowly backed away from the car ''nope, Lucy you need to get back up on that horse'' he reached out his hand to me. ''I can't. I can't sit down in that car. Any car'' I stated feeling tears build up in my eyes ''okay, but listen to me, if you don't get in this car right now you may never be able to sit in a car again. The longer it takes the worse the fear gets. And besides, I think you really want to see Tess and Niall tonight...and probably Harry?'' he was right, damn I hate when he was right. I took a deep breath and took his hand, and jumped in the car. He ran around to the drivers seat and jumped in too. ''Okay I'm going to start the car now'' I nodded, my heart raised when I heard the engine ''I'll drive slowly. Well not to slow but not to fast, okay?'' ''uh-huh'' I said biting my lip not to cry. I was frightened, the last time I was in a car it flipped and I thought I was going to die. ''Just keep breathing, honey'' he stroke my arm gently.

Three hours later we arrived to the hotel which the boys and Tess were staying at. ''Are you sure you're not staying? I feel so bad you drove three hours just because of me'' I sighed ''I'm sure, I have work to do. And besides, you're my little sister. I'll do anything for you. And I will beat up that Styles kid for hurting you'' I knew he joked about beating Harry up, but there was still some truth to it. When we were kids he used to beat up everyone who was mean to me, of course no one was mean to me since I had a big brother who protected me, but anyway. If only Tyler knew I was actually the one who had hurt Harry the most. ''Have a good time now, and be safe'' he kissed my forehead ''I will''. I waved at him until his car disappeared. Okay Lucy, time to put on a poker face. You can not show that you're hurting inside. You're coming here as Tess' and Niall's friend, not Harry's ex girlfriend.
After I had checked in I went up to mine and Tess' hotelroom, I was happy she wanted to share with me since I didn't feel like being alone at all. Being alone means time to think, and if I had time to think all feelings that I hide inside of me right now will be coming bursting out. We can't let that happen. I put in the room key in the door and opened, no one was there. I checked my phone, 1pm, the boys were probably rehearsing meaning Tess was with them. I needed at every cost avoid Harry so I'd have to be a little late to the concert. Preferably when they had gone on stage so I could watch from backstage. I'm such a dork, hiding from my ex. But I just can't face him, not knowing he doesn't want me anymore.

It was harder than I imagined standing there next to the stage with Tess. Harry was full of energy tonight, he put on a real show as did the other boys. But I couldn't keep my eyes off Harry. He was my one true love. I want his ordinary and his bad days, I want that terrible night. I want him drunk in my arms, forgetting the place but never my name. I want his lazy and his lonely, in every way. For the rest of my life.
The boys were done for the night and I was just about to sneak away but Tess wouldn't let go of my arm, ''you can't avoid him forever'' she smiled as the boys came of stage. ''You came'' Niall stated and gave me a sweaty bone crushing hug ''of course I came, but ew get off me you're sweaty'' I laughed. I looked over at Harry who hadn't seen me yet and I suddenly got nauseous. I need to leave before he sees me. When Niall turned to give Tess a kiss I took my chance, and I ran. And I ran, and I ran, until I didn't know where I was anymore. ''Lucy?'' a voice shouted behind me. Fuck.

Notes

Ugh, saw that in chapter 3 I had written 'Stiles' instead of 'Styles', sorry I'm watching too much Teen Wolf haha!

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