Lucy's P.O.V


Niall came running after me in the hall. I stopped turning to face him and when he finally catched up to me he stopped to catch his breath. ''Please don't do this'' he looked at me with sad eyes and when I didn't answer he wrapped his arms around me ''how are you doing, honestly'' he said after releasing me. ''I'm fine'' I gave him a weak smile, trying my hardest not to break down completely. I could feel my heart breaking once again. I really didn't understand how it could hurt so much to love someone, and not get it back. ''You don't have to pretend that everything's fine in front of me, you can talk to me you know'' he tried. My heart skipped a beat, I knew that he wanted me to talk about that. I took a deep breath as a tear fell from my eye. I quickly wiped it away and let out a quiet laugh, mostly to get myself together, but also because I didn't want to show Niall how much I was hurting. He looked at me like he actually cared. ''Come on'' he took my hand and walked me in to a room. The room was cold and I shivered where I was standing in the doorway. Niall sat down on a couch and I sat down beside him without looking at him. ''Tell me what's going on'' he searched for my eyes but I stared down at the floor ''I can't'' I whispered. ''Lucy, I can see that you're not feeling good. I can see that you're hurting'' ''you don't get it'' I met his eyes ''if I talk about it I will break'' I put my hand on my heart, it had started to hurt again ''it hurts, Niall. It hurts in here'' I pounded my fist at my chest. My voice cracked at my last sentence and I sniffled. ''Hey, it's okay. It's okay to cry. It's okay not to be okay'' he gently stroke my arm. ''I just don't get how it can hurt so much. That he...that he doesn't love me anymore'' more tears started to stream down my face but I didn't bother to wipe them away.

Niall hadn't really known what he should say. I don't blame him though, I wouldn't know what to say either. Tired and all puffy from crying I took a taxi back to the hotel to get some sleep before the after party, which Niall had made me promise to go to. It was the after party to finish One Direction's tour. I didn't want to go. I really didn't want to go. But I had promised.
''I know you don't want to talk about it, but I'm here if you want to talk'' Tess had sat down on the bed when I had woken up. She gave me a pat on the head, like I was her cat, and continued, ''I picked out some clothes for you tonight. You should jump in the shower so we can start getting ready'' she stated sounding excited.

All dolled up Tess and I arrived to the place where the boys was having their party. The paparazzi's went crazy when they saw me.

''Lucy, are you here to support Harry tonight?'' support from what? ugh, these paps made me sick
''Are you and Harry back together, Lucy?''
''Looking good tonight, Lucy''


The music were loud as we walked in to the club, Tess and I immediately headed to the bar. I ordered a coke and sipped on it as Tess was having a monologue. ''It sucks now that tours over, I have to get a real job now'' she laughed and continuing talking about tour life. My brain suddenly shut her out when I saw him. If I hadn't already been sitting down I would have fallen down on the floor, I was sure of it. I knew he was going to be here. Obviously. It was his bands party. I also knew I had to face him sooner or later on this trip, but I wasn't prepared for every part of my body to hurt when I saw him. Harry was standing talking to Niall and they both had a beer in their hands. I saw how they looked our way and I quickly looked away. ''You should talk to him'' Tess said, noticing my reaction. I just shook my head and took another sip of my coke. ''Hey'' a familiar voice said behind us. I froze and felt my breathing getting heavier. Harry and Niall came to stand in front of us, I didn't know where to look so I focused on a spot on the floor. ''Uhm.. -'' Harry began sounding insecure ''so Niall told me about your talk earlier...can we talk?'' wait what did he just say? Niall told him? I looked up, surprised, at Niall just to turn back at Harry meeting his eyes. I took a short breath, shook my head and placed my drink on the bar. I quickly stood up and headed for the bathrooms.

I was leaning towards a sink and looked myself in the mirror as I was trying to catch my breath. It was like had just run a marathon too fast because I could barely breathe. The door behind me opened and I instantly knew who it was. ''Please'' he spoke calmly. I turned to face him, noticing his green eyes looked sad and all I could focus on was how the hell I would keep myself from crying. I sunk down on the floor leaning against the wall and he sat down beside me. ''Why do you think that I don't love you anymore?'' he didn't really expect me to answer ''I couldn't stop loving you even if I wanted to'' and with those words my tears fell. ''Harry'' I whispered and looked at him ''why does it hurt so much?'' this time I was the one not expecting an answer. Because how do you respond to that? ''Love is not easy. Love hurts. It hurts for me too, Luce'' ''did you even miss me when we were apart?'' stupid question but I needed to know ''miss you? You don't have any idea how many nights I lie awake only hoping you were okay'' I let out a loud sniffle as he continued ''I fell in love with your laugh'' where is he going with this? ''it's utterly contagious. I fell for your smile, it makes me giddy for no reason at all. I fell in love with our late night talks, and how surprised we were when it was suddenly four in the morning. I fell for our jokes, which I remember days later and burst in to laughter, making everyone look at me like I'm a psycho. I fell for how you make my day feel better, even if I wanted to cry a minute before. I'm falling for you every single second I get to spend with you, even if those seconds always leave me wanting more'' he took a second to breathe, making me take in what he just said. And it only made me cry harder. ''I choose you, Lucy. And I'll choose you, over and over, and over. Without no pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I'll keep choosing you'' he pressed his lips against mine making me forget about time and space. The only thing that mattered was right her and right now. ''Can you just hold me?'' I asked when he release my lips, he wrapped hes arms around me and I put my head on his chest. We were silent for a moment, ''I can't be without you anymore. I'm so damn in love with you and it's almost embarrassing how much I love you'' he kissed my cheek. And with those words my heart started to glue itself together again. ''Are you sure? You really want to be mine again?'' I asked, carefully, careful with not building expectations in my head. ''I've never really stopped being yours'' I cuddled up closer to him and he gently stroke away my tears. I could hear his heart beating and I couldn't understand how I could go so long not being able to touch him. I grabbed his hand and held it hard, not really sure if it was real. I noticed him studying my face with a smile, ''what?'' I gave him a weak smile ''even when you're crying you're beautiful too'' my face formed a huge grin and before I knew it his lips were once again pressed against mine.

We walked out from the bathrooms hand in hand, meeting Niall and Tess giving us a big smile. Harry didn't let me go once that whole night, and I didn't have any plans on letting him go either. We were back.

Notes

THEY ARE BACK, YEEEES. Honestly these chapters have been soooo hard for me to write, as Harry would say ''I'm a lover not a fighter''. I hate when they're fighting and them not being together was so sad. Like I was shedding a tear or two writing it.

Anyways, just to be clear, some of the nice love talk in this chapter I found on the internet just googling 'love quotes'. I honestly suck at love talk, never been in love so yeah don't really know what you say. I only wrote it so it would be perfect. Everything else in my story I have written by myself, if I don't tell you otherwise, as I did now.

Hope you enjoyed it :)

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