Rose's POV
After watching Luke snap at Lilac and seeing the tears stream down her face, I knew I had enough and left the guys and my sister for the rest of the day. I am well aware that Luke or Michael will come after me and tell me that I shouldn't just walk out without letting anybody know, but I am in no mood to be taking anybody's crap.
Once I am a few blocks away, I slow my pace down, seeing that I was basically jogging away from the gang. I take a deep breath and slowly walk to the apartment, thinking about everything that Luke and Michael had told me, knowing both of them were right. Just because I didn't feel like doing something didn't mean it was okay to put the rest of the gang in danger. Plus, if I don't do what I'm told than I am basically giving the killer the right to end my life. However, I could've went without Luke calling me childish and completely rant about the things he seems to hate about me.
Before I can even get halfway back to the apartment complex my phone goes off, the song Shouldn't Come Back by Demi Lovato playing as my ringtone before I answer the call.
"Hello?" I ask, though my tone doesn't do the friendly greeting justice in any way.
"You might want to come back. Luke is throwing a bitch fit since he can't find you" I hear the sound of Calum's voice from the other side of the line.
"Tell him to toughen up like the bad boy he portrays to be and get over it. I am not in the mood to calm him down" I say, rolling my eyes in annoyance.
"Yeah, well he is in no mood to be told that right now either, Rose, now get your ass over here before he murders you." he says before hanging up the phone call, and considering who Luke is, I know Calum didn't exaggerate in any way with his last statement.
I sigh in irritation, before turning on my heel and making my way back to a more than likely angry as hell Luke Hemmings.
Luke's POV
Angry as hell does not even begin to express how I feel right now. It's bad enough that my day started off on a horrible note, but when I noticed that Rose was gone and nobody left with her brings me to a new level of pissed. I was too busy yelling at her sister to even notice her leave us and it doesn't help that she most likely saw what went down between Lilac and I.
"Hemmings, calm down" Calum says, and I barely realize that I am pacing back and forth.
"Don't fucking tell me to calm down, Hood. You and Clifford over here are the ones who let my girl leave without a fight" I growl, my rage growing by the second.
"You're the one who can't say the right things to anybody so don't try to pin this on them" I hear Ashton say from behind me.
"Not in the mood" I hiss
"Looks like you were when you told Lilac off a few minutes ago." he says "What in your damn mind make you think it was alright to fucking tell of my girl?" he growls
"How about the fact that she said that I'm a fuck up. I don't take shit from people half my size, and you know that damn well" I snap
"I do know, but if you have any intention of making it in this gang alive, I don't want to hear another fucking complaint about you coming from Lilac, got it" he says, his voice without a single quiver.
Before I even have a chance to nod, I hear footsteps coming up from behind me and I spin around faster than I expected to, seeing Rose only a few feet away from me.
"Where the hell did you go?" I hiss
"I was heading back to the apartment but I heard you were throwing a bitch fit and I had to see it for myself" she says, slightly tilting her head, almost looking like she was amused by the situation and that single thing got me ticked off even more.
"That brings me to my next question. Why the fuck would you leave?" I say, my eyes narrowing as I stare into her eyes
"I don't think you want me to answer that in front of the guys who think you're the fucking shit" she hissed, testing my patience
"They could think I'm the fucking peasant right now for all I care. Just give me a damn reason Rose or I swear I will force it out of you" I threaten.
"Fine, you want a reason. I give you one hell of a reason, Hemmings. I don't give a shit for a certain person in the gang right now and it just so happens that he is also the person that got me to join it in the first place. I'm fed up because that person is someone that I thought cared about me, when in reality, he hates everything that makes me who I am. I am so fucking pissed by that person that I had to leave before I made sure he couldn't walk again. But what really got me is that one fucking person did all the right things for what seemed like nothing because he screwed everything up. So sorry that I got you rattled up but I couldn't handle being in the same breathing space as him." she finishes, tears running down her face before she angrily wipes them away.
I grab her arm and pull her away from the rest of the group, and I am glad that everyone else knows not to get in between me and someone when I am raging.
"Luke, let me go right now" Rose demands but I ignore her until we are out of anybody's sight.
"I told you to give me your reason, not bitch about your fucking problems, now what the hell was that bullshit you just pulled?" I growl
"That bullshit was why I fucking left in the first place. I'm done with whatever we had Luke. It's clear that you're only good with one night stands and I am not that type of girl, whether you can deal with that or not" she says and i get a pain in my chest at her choice of words.
"Oh really because back in California, that was all you were to some random ass guys" I say before I have time to stop myself and her eyes go from anger to sadness in less than the snap of my fingers.
"This is exactly why I didn't tell you at first. To think I fucking trusted you with my life, but this is what I get though right?" she laughs dryly "And to make things worse is that I realized that I loved you, but I refuse to continue to love someone who uses my past against me" she says before turning and leaving me all alone in the back of some donut shop that I dragged her to. If I thought I messed up earlier, it does not even compare to the huge fucked up shit I just said to her. Lilac was right. I'm just a fuck up and nothing can seem to change that about me.
Rose's POV
I wipe my tears away before walking into the vacant apartment and slam the door behind me. I have been ignoring everyone's calls the entire time I was heading over here, knowing the only thing they want from me is to come back but I refuse to do so right now. For the first time since I got here, I'm tempted to just pack my bags and go back to my home in California, but I know that it is such a dumb idea. I need to get used to this new lifestyle whether I like it or not because this is what I chose to do. I just hope I can control my fucked up emotions.

Notes

I am sooooooooo sooooooo sorry for not updating in a week!!! I have been so busy and what I did write got deleted when my computer decided to be a buttface AGAIN and delete what I wrote. I think I like this rewritten version better though. I hope this was a good chapter cuz I am feeling a little better about it. Hope u all have an awesomazing day and for the people who live in the U.S like me, have a great 4th of July on Saturday!! I will try to update again soon, but the next two/three days are family days for me so sorry in advance for not updating for those two/three days! love u guys!! Xx