~Three weeks~

Christmas was perfect along with New Years. The boys got asked to do another gig by the same manager that watched their last one, and according to this Simon guy... they were loved. The gig was today and exactly like last time, I'm not able to go. Currently I was laying in bed, a warm cup of tea in my hands because I've been sick practically all morning. Throwing up whatever was in my stomach which wasn't much, but it was still something. "Baby, I don't have to go. The boys can-"

I held up a hand and cut him off "Don't you dare say the boys can do this without you because we both know they can't." I frowned at him "I don't want you missing a big opportunity because your girlfriend is sick. People get sick all the time its nothing new. I'll be fine."

He frowned with me and sat next to me on the large bed "Baby, I don't want to leave you along while your puking. It makes me worried." His large hand touched my forehead and it felt super hot against my skin and I couldn't help but scowl. I must be super sick.

"Don't worry about it babe, I'll just call Beau or someone. You go and do your gig and knock everyone off their feet." I forced a smile even though my insides hurt at the fact that I'm sick and I wont be able to see them play... AGAIN!

"I'll keep you in mind love." He leaned in and caught his lips with mine.

I flinched back "Harry! I have nasty breath..."

"You brushed your teeth right?" He quirked an eyebrow.

"Yeah, but it still feels gross" I couldn't help but shrink away from his touch because I thought I would revolt him at the moment. But he seemed to be staring at me with humor in his eyes and a smile on his face.

"You could never be gross, now stop acting childish and let me kiss my girlfriend goodbye." He chuckled and leaned in the kiss me once more. As much as I wanted to pull back again, I didn't. His lips felt so amazing on mine. So cool and soft, it was like his lips could easily heal me of whatever I had.

"What time is your gig?" It felt like talking to a rockstar and I couldn't help but giggle.

"2:30." He looked at his phone and frowned for like the fifth time today "I have to be there in 30 minutes. So I have to leave right now."

I wish I was able to go, but every time I stood up... I felt like I had to hurl even though there was nothing left in my body to upchuck. So now it was just dry heaves and that was worse then actually throwing up. It hurt and it made my eyes water. "Bye Harry." I smiled kindly and covered myself up with the blanket and turned over so he couldn't see my somber expression to his leaving.

He sighed and kissed my cheek softly "After the show I'm coming right back. No partying, no late night drives, nothing. Okay?"

I smiled and nodded "Okay."

"I'll see you in a bit. Goodbye." Then he was gone, leaving me feeling alone and helpless again. God, why did I always have to feel this way?! I mean, its not like he's leaving forever and he said he was coming right back... but I feel empty all the sudden like he was gone and never coming back. Ugh! I was gonna call Beau and have her come over before my mind jumps to conclusions and I start to pull myself away again. My hand felt for my phone on the bedside table and I grabbed it, typing in her number and pressing call. I held it up to my ear and waited.

I didn't have to wait very long because she picked up on the second ring ~Hola Chicka!~ Her chipper voice rung out on the other end making me smile.

"Hey Beau." I greeted her.

~Wow, you sound like shit babe. Is everything okay? Harry told me and the boys you were sick." She sounded concerned.

So she was with the boys now... that means she probably is gonna watch their gig so shes not gonna come over. But I might as well ask right? "No, well yeah. I'm sick and I feel like shit, look like shit, and apparently sound like shit." I forced a small chuckle "I just was wondering if you could come over and keep me company. We can watch movies and talk, and you can watch me puke my brains out."

I heard her laugh on the other end ~Sounds like a blast! I would love to come and be of service! I went to the boys last gig so I don't need to go to this one, they'll understand you need me more. I'll be there in a few, love yah!~ then the line went dead.

Beau and I got close once again after the whole thing with Harry happened. After I had snapped at her and told her Harry and I could never work, but here we are making it happen. Her and Niall have also gotten super close... I've caught them flirting, and when Niall flirts with her her face goes cherry red and I swear it was the cutest thing in the world. It made me wonder if I looked that way with Harry when we first started to hang out. I have been keeping a close eye on Niall because she told me to, only to see if he really did truly like her... and as I continued with this quest, I have found out he really did. When Beau tells us some of her ridiculous party stories or school stories he watches her with the biggest smile on his face. Even a blind person could tell he was smitten. It was quite adorable and it made me feel a little uneasy that I had just asked Beau to stay with me instead of going to the boys gig. Niall would be disappointed but Beau said they wanted me to get better. I dunno, but I'm glad I wont be alone.

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"They what?!" I was currently laughing my ass off as Beau told me what Zayn and Niall did at their last show.

"I'm not even joking! They straight up chest bumped so damn hard that they both went flying a crossed stage! It made the place go in an uproar!" Beau was laughing with me on my bed, her head on my shoulder.

"And the Manager liked that?!" It was kind of shocking to be honest.

"I'm as dumbfounded as you are babe. Seriously, I have no clue. The people loved them, so that might have been the deciding factor." She was right. If people loved the entertainment it didn't matter.

I opened my mouth the say something else but I suddenly got that feeling in the pit of my stomach and once again, I sprung up from bed and sprinted to the bathroom. The only thing in my tummy was tea... and so well that's what came up. Beau came in right behind me and held my hair back, giving me soothing rubs and whispering that it'll be okay. I felt like a high school cheerleader, throwing up her food to loose weight. I used to be that girl, but I hated it so I went and started to be the person the cheerleaders cheered for. I started to play vollyball. "It's okay, just let it all out. You must have eaten something your stomach didn't agree with." She rubbed my back again.

I laid my head down on the toilet and took in deep breaths. I had barely eaten anything "I don't think so... maybe its just a bug."

"Or your pregnant." Her sudden words jolted through me and I suddenly felt like puking again. Even though she was joking... I took in her words carefully.

"Pregnant?" I echoed and my head snapped up "Pregnant!?" When was the last time I had my period?!

"Whoa, Laney... I was just kidding!"

I was no longer listening to her, because my heart was racing out of my chest. I had missed my period by two weeks. Two damn weeks! I ran my hands through my hair and tried to take deep breaths "Beau." my voice suddenly sounded different.

"What is it?" She leaned down to be eye level with me.

"I need a pregnancy test."

"Your actually not considering taking one of those are you? It was a joke Laney." She went back to rubbing my back, her voice soothing.

"I missed my period! Plus, I've been puking all morning... if you have a better idea please do share!" I didn't mean to snap at her, but i was kind of freaking out a little bit. I had no idea how to come about handling this if I was pregnant with Harry's child.

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"Here you are!" Even though this was a very emotional time for me, her voice was still chipper... easing me out of my worried state.

I eyed the bags full of tests then narrowed my eyes at her "Jesus Christ, what did you do? Buy out the whole store?"

She laughed "You have to buy multiple. Just in case the first one was faulty."

I sighed and grabbed onto the first one my hands found. "Okay." I opened the box and pulled out the directions reading them out loud "So... I have to pee directly on the stick and wait about 5 minutes for the test to read it. If there is one line, no baby. Two lines means... baby." I swallowed. Who the hell would have thought at age 19 I would be checking with my new best friend if I was pregnant or not.

Beau sensed my uneasiness, and she squeezed onto my shoulder "It'll be alright Laney. Whatever happens, no one is gonna leave you."

Shit, I hadn't even thought about how Harry is gonna react when he find out I might be pregnant with his child! He might leave me! He is on his way to fame and he doesn't need a pregnant girlfriend to get in the way of his dream. I was now starting to hyperventilate. "I'm scared." I whispered.

"I know. Just go on, I'll be right here." She gave me a quick smile as I made my way into the bathroom... closing the door behind me.

Whatever happens... I know nothing will be the same.

Notes

I know, I know! I haven't updated in god knows how long xD I wanted to update right after Christmas but I had no way to do so. Buuuuttt hope you liked this one! Since I've been terrible to you all... I rarely ever do double updates so I feel as though you all deserve it, for being so patient with me. I love you all and I'll update again so you can see what happens. I hate leaving cliffhangers.

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