"Positive! Dammit Beau, their all positive!" We have literally tired at least ten different brand of pregnancy tests, and three of each brand. Some of them had two lines indicating pregnancy, others had a smiley face, some had a positive sign. So why the hell wasn't I feel happy or positive?! Maybe because I was freaking out a little!

"Shhhhh, its alright Laney. We'll get through this." She murmured.

I couldn't just calm down though. I walked over and sat on the edge of my bed, my face in my hands trying not to let out sobs. "Do you not get it? We are both to young to have a kid Beau, he is on his way to big things... a child is gonna hold him down. I don't want that for him." Why didn't I want that for him? Because... because I love him. There! I fucking said it! I LOVE HARRY FUCKING STYLES! I love him, but I'm not ready for a child and I know neither is he.

"No, do YOU not understand?!" Beau usually gets mad when I go for the negative, and normally I would just shrug it off when she snaps at me, but this time I looked up at her "Harry fucking adores you! This child wont change a damn thing! It'll probably make him realize how much he actually loves you!"

I flinched and looked down at my hands "I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared!"

"I understand babe. You need to tell him though." She soothed.

"Dear god... how do you tell someone that?" I shook my head and let it fall back into my hands once again.

"How about... Listen Harry, I'm pregnant and your the father... so how about this weather?" Even though the urgency in this, I found myself laughing at her ridiculous humor. "But seriously, just sit him down and tell him."

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Fuck... fuck.... fuck! I had been avoiding Harry all day. Sure, he is currently at the house right no, but every time he wants to cuddle or kiss me, or have sex... I always make an excuse like I have to go to the bathroom or I'm hungry or something stupid. It was stupid. I shouldn't be pushing him away, I should be strangling him and begging him to stay with me. "Laney." Harry's voice broke me out of my trance and my head snapped to him. He was now standing in the entrence of the bathroom, he was shirtless and wearing his sweatpants low on his hips. I couldn't help but follow every line or groove in his perfectly tanned chest and eye every perfect tattoo that inked his body. I suddenly felt like crying. At how much I love him, and at how scared I was of loosing him. My nightmare was coming true, and I had no idea how to handle this. "What's wrong? You've been avoiding me all day."

So he has noticed. Figures, I'm not able to hide anything from him. He always figures me out. "Harry..." I whispered and that's when I broke down. I slipped to the floor and my body shook as sobs took over. Just saying his name caused me to break, so how much will I break when he's actually gone? "Harry." I sobbed out his name and when I felt his hands being wrapped around me, my arms cradles him to my chest. He lifted me up in his arms and carried us to the bed, sitting down with me on his lap as he rocked us back and forth. I couldn't let him go, I cant let him go. I love him. "H-Ha-rry." I was bawling so much I couldn't even form his name right.

"Laney, baby... what's going on? Your scaring me."

"I love you." The words just slipped out before I had a chance to catch them... and honestly I could give two shits. I was about to tell him he is going to be a father and I was terrified to loose him. I needed him to know how I feel before I loose him. I needed him to know how much he truly meant to me.

He stilled all the sudden. He wasn't rcking me anymore. "You what?" His voice sounded shaky, and rushed.

"I love you." I said more clearly.

He pulled back a little to look me in the eyes "You... you love me?" swallowed hard and when I nodded his breathing quickened. Now I was even more terrified then anything. If he doesn't love me back then I'm going to die from heart ache. I wasn't going to make it through.

"I'm sorry H-Har-Harry. I sh-shouldn't had said-"

I was cut off as his lips found mine in a powerful kiss "Shhh Laney... I've been waiting for the perfect time to tell you... that, that I love you too."

What? He loves me back?! "You love me back?" So we both doubted that we loved each other, wow.

"Yes, I love you Laney."

Should I tell him now? "Harry, I need to tell you something." My voice now shook from terror.

"What is it?" He kissed me again and I savored it, because I had a feeling he wouldn't be kissing me after I tell him what I'm about to.

"I... you... we-" I couldn't form the sentence. "I'm pregnant." There, I fucking said it. "I'm pregnant Harry."

His eyes widened in shock "Your what?"

"I'm-I'm pregnant." I repeated.

"I-is it mine?" He swallowed once again and his grip around me tightened, scaring me a little bit.

So he was scared it wasn't his? "Yes.... its yours." I couldn't help but start to cry again. I told him... I actually told him he's going to be a father.

"Its okay Laney." His words shocked me. "We will get through this together." He kissed my forehead.

"What?" I asked in shock.

"I'm not leaving. We will get through this... with me not going anywhere." He smiled

"Your-your okay with this?" My eyes were wide and I was staring at him with my mouth open. Was he serious?

He shrugged "Sure, I may be a bit scared, but you need me. Plus, I finally just got you... no way am I letting you go so quickly."

I cried again for it seems like the tenth time today. Harry does something with my emotions that I'll never truly understand "I don't know what I did to deserve you." I whispered into his bare chest.

"You deserved me because your perfect... and you are the love of my life. Don't question it, just enjoy it." He kissed me softly before looking me in the eyes and tucking a strand of hair behind my ear "Have you made a doctors appointment yet?"

I shook my head "No, not yet. I only found out yesterday."

He nodded "Morning sickness huh?" He questioned "Was Beau with you?"

I nodded "Yeah, she helped me with everything."

"Good. I wish it would have been me helping you.. but I'm glad someone was there." His words warmed my heart and I found myself nodding.

"Lets go make an appointment." I suggested and kissed him once more before heading down staris.

Notes

Here you all are! A double update as promised. Hope you like this... and don't worry, drama and suspence is comng up! Love you all! I have school tomorrow and the rest of the week... so I have no idea when I'll be able to update again. Please just bare with me. Bye!!!