Triggered
Clingy and attached
2 months later
I still keep having the exact same nightmare, and yet each time it seems more and more real. I wake up out of breath, screaming and crying out Harry's name... having it feel so painfully real. The pain of loosing Harry coming to me every single night until I wake up to his concerned green gaze. He keeps asking out them, but I can't... they are to vivid and terrifying to explain. Christmas is in about two weeks, and Harry is helping me decorate my house with lights and a Tree. "Baby, could you hand me that rope of lights please?" he held out his hand from the top of a ladder, and with a smile I hopped down from the counter and grabbed onto the lights. They looked red, green and blue... and I skipped over to him.
"Here you are babe." I handed them to him. "Are you almost done?"
"Yuppers. Just need to hang up this little bit, then you, my dear, are all set." His tongue stuck out in concentration as he hung the lights with great accuracy on each hook.
I giggled "Have you even decorated your place yet?"
He raised an eyebrow "What's the point? I practically stay here all the time anyways."
I stuck out my tongue "Well hurry up! I'm bored!"
"You can't rush perfection!"
I rolled my eyes "Seriously... Harry, it's just lights. A monkey could do it."
"Then why am I doing this for you?" He teased.
"Cause you love me" I winked "And you had better hurry... I'm getting reeeaaalllyyy warm." my hand fumbled with the zipper of my hoody and I watched as Harry's eyes darkened to a black grassy green. "I mean... super warm. HOT almost." I wasn't wearing anything except a bra under my hoody because I felt like having a lazy day. So I was currently wearing one of Harry's hoodies, and a pair of fuzzy cherry pants my mom got me for my birthday one year.
"Laney... baby, what do you think your doing?" He asked. His voice sounded tight and hoarse.
"What? I'm taking off my hoody. Is that a crime?"
"Yes, and I may to tie you up until I'm done to keep you from distracting me."
I huffed and bit my bottom lip "Hmmm... handcuffs baby? We haven't tried that yet."
"Fuck... stop it! I'm trying to get this done."
"You can finish after your done with me." I needed him. More then ever, and my body was over heating with the need for his touch.
His eyes studied me for a minutes before his tongue dipped out and licked his bottom lip. That's when I knew I had got him. Slowly I started to back away as he climbed down the stairs, both our paces agonizingly slow. My back hit the back of the wall as Harry continued toward me, and when he was finally in front, his hands took place beside my head, trapping me. I looked up at him from my eyelashes and bit my lip, waiting for whatever he was planning on doing to me. "You and your lip biting." His thumb ran over my lips "You know what that does to me."
I did. and I loved doing it. He leaned in and took my bottom lip between his teeth, nibbling gently. A moan escaped my lips and my back arched. He sucked on my lip and I didn't notice that his hand started to trail down my exposed front, all the way down to my navel. Now both of his hands tugged down my fuzzy pants so they pooled at my feet. His index fingers played with the waist band of my plain white undies. They weren't anything special... but it didn't matter. I couldn't dress sexy all the time. His right hand swiftly dipped into my underwear, instantly rubbing small circles around my sex. My hips arched and moved with his fingers, trying to get more contact. His head moved into the crook of my neck, and his lips attached to the sensitive skin there. A moan fell from my lips and my hands migrated to his hair, tugging gently. His hands was moving more roughly around my clit, making me squirm. "H-arry" it was hard to form a word from the amount of pleasure coursing through me.
"Fuck Laney... I love how your body reacts to me." He hissed into my shoulder. "So wet for me... always so wet for me."
I couldn't help but whimper from his dirty words. Secretly I loved the way he talked to me... it made me have a feeling I never once felt with Greg. "Harry, shit! I'm gonna...." I wasn't able to finish as i reached my peak. My orgasm washed over me and I groaned and hit my head against the wall on accident.
Harry suddenly stipped his hand out of my underwear and started to tug down his pants and rip off his shirt. Now his grasp was sharply holding onto my waist as he lifted me up, and put of insticed my legs wrapped around his waist. Without warning he lowered me onto his length and I cried out in pleasure. his hips arched upward toward me at the same time he lowered me down so the pleasure and force was amplified. "Fuck." Harry moaned. I loved the way that sounded out of his mouth, it was my all time favorite sound. His gained his pace and I felt the presure build up in my stomcach again. "Almost. Almost there!" He cried out.
"Harry." I mumbled his name, and my head flung back again as my second wave of the night welcomed me with open arms.
"Laney." Harry also releced and we just stayed there... in silence for a second while we came down from our high.
"Can I say something?" I asked suddenly.
"Of course babe."
"I like it agaist a wall."
and that got a laugh out of him.
I still keep having the exact same nightmare, and yet each time it seems more and more real. I wake up out of breath, screaming and crying out Harry's name... having it feel so painfully real. The pain of loosing Harry coming to me every single night until I wake up to his concerned green gaze. He keeps asking out them, but I can't... they are to vivid and terrifying to explain. Christmas is in about two weeks, and Harry is helping me decorate my house with lights and a Tree. "Baby, could you hand me that rope of lights please?" he held out his hand from the top of a ladder, and with a smile I hopped down from the counter and grabbed onto the lights. They looked red, green and blue... and I skipped over to him.
"Here you are babe." I handed them to him. "Are you almost done?"
"Yuppers. Just need to hang up this little bit, then you, my dear, are all set." His tongue stuck out in concentration as he hung the lights with great accuracy on each hook.
I giggled "Have you even decorated your place yet?"
He raised an eyebrow "What's the point? I practically stay here all the time anyways."
I stuck out my tongue "Well hurry up! I'm bored!"
"You can't rush perfection!"
I rolled my eyes "Seriously... Harry, it's just lights. A monkey could do it."
"Then why am I doing this for you?" He teased.
"Cause you love me" I winked "And you had better hurry... I'm getting reeeaaalllyyy warm." my hand fumbled with the zipper of my hoody and I watched as Harry's eyes darkened to a black grassy green. "I mean... super warm. HOT almost." I wasn't wearing anything except a bra under my hoody because I felt like having a lazy day. So I was currently wearing one of Harry's hoodies, and a pair of fuzzy cherry pants my mom got me for my birthday one year.
"Laney... baby, what do you think your doing?" He asked. His voice sounded tight and hoarse.
"What? I'm taking off my hoody. Is that a crime?"
"Yes, and I may to tie you up until I'm done to keep you from distracting me."
I huffed and bit my bottom lip "Hmmm... handcuffs baby? We haven't tried that yet."
"Fuck... stop it! I'm trying to get this done."
"You can finish after your done with me." I needed him. More then ever, and my body was over heating with the need for his touch.
His eyes studied me for a minutes before his tongue dipped out and licked his bottom lip. That's when I knew I had got him. Slowly I started to back away as he climbed down the stairs, both our paces agonizingly slow. My back hit the back of the wall as Harry continued toward me, and when he was finally in front, his hands took place beside my head, trapping me. I looked up at him from my eyelashes and bit my lip, waiting for whatever he was planning on doing to me. "You and your lip biting." His thumb ran over my lips "You know what that does to me."
I did. and I loved doing it. He leaned in and took my bottom lip between his teeth, nibbling gently. A moan escaped my lips and my back arched. He sucked on my lip and I didn't notice that his hand started to trail down my exposed front, all the way down to my navel. Now both of his hands tugged down my fuzzy pants so they pooled at my feet. His index fingers played with the waist band of my plain white undies. They weren't anything special... but it didn't matter. I couldn't dress sexy all the time. His right hand swiftly dipped into my underwear, instantly rubbing small circles around my sex. My hips arched and moved with his fingers, trying to get more contact. His head moved into the crook of my neck, and his lips attached to the sensitive skin there. A moan fell from my lips and my hands migrated to his hair, tugging gently. His hands was moving more roughly around my clit, making me squirm. "H-arry" it was hard to form a word from the amount of pleasure coursing through me.
"Fuck Laney... I love how your body reacts to me." He hissed into my shoulder. "So wet for me... always so wet for me."
I couldn't help but whimper from his dirty words. Secretly I loved the way he talked to me... it made me have a feeling I never once felt with Greg. "Harry, shit! I'm gonna...." I wasn't able to finish as i reached my peak. My orgasm washed over me and I groaned and hit my head against the wall on accident.
Harry suddenly stipped his hand out of my underwear and started to tug down his pants and rip off his shirt. Now his grasp was sharply holding onto my waist as he lifted me up, and put of insticed my legs wrapped around his waist. Without warning he lowered me onto his length and I cried out in pleasure. his hips arched upward toward me at the same time he lowered me down so the pleasure and force was amplified. "Fuck." Harry moaned. I loved the way that sounded out of his mouth, it was my all time favorite sound. His gained his pace and I felt the presure build up in my stomcach again. "Almost. Almost there!" He cried out.
"Harry." I mumbled his name, and my head flung back again as my second wave of the night welcomed me with open arms.
"Laney." Harry also releced and we just stayed there... in silence for a second while we came down from our high.
"Can I say something?" I asked suddenly.
"Of course babe."
"I like it agaist a wall."
and that got a laugh out of him.
Notes
Sorry I haven't been on in a little while... things have been super frantic, and blah blah blah. I'm excited for Christmas tho! And I'm usually not ever excited for this holiday. This is gonna be the first Christmas I've spent with my mom since I was nine. Well anyhoodle... hope you all enjoy your holiday! I'm not sure if I'll have time to update some more... if I do then I will, if not I'll do it some other time.
LOVE YOU ALL!!
GOODBYE!!
UPDATE!!!!
1/23/15