Harry P.O.V

I prayed no one would know about the airport thing , but let's say my prayers weren't accepted -_- .
Well even more troubles were waiting for me when I headed home .

that "kendall Jenner " made it worse when she called the press and revealed some of her pictures being in the same airport that day .
and somehow she was wearing a black jacket and also a red scarf too
like how on earth did it happen ?

she also acted as if she was that girl in my embrace , telling the paparazie to stop following her and I "Harry Styles" -_- .

Like what the fu** ? Did she eat some rotten food or something ? She sure wasn't in her mind when she played with me that game .

I was called by Simon to explain ........ But when I went there was no explaining , just given orders

there they refused to listen as always . Simon told me he could tell it's not her the girl from the pictures , but I have to let things go like that and return to dating that bitch for some time for now , till things calm down .

I tried to protest but he said that my image was literally destroyed the last two days by many Paparazzi
who followed me in Australia and kept publishing my photos with many girls flirting , cuddling and kissing after my breakup with her.

Well it's my life , no one has any right to judge me . They don't know me and they don't even know anything about me but they still make things up about me then write it and attack me and my family by publishing hurtful things.

"I don't give a shit , about what they say or what they write . this is my own life , no one has the right to judge me " I retorted coldly swaying in my chair.

"well , somehow they play a great role in making your image so you should just give them what makes them happy with you and stop attacking you . You have to entertain them and also your fans " one of the assistants of Simon replied coolly

"what in the "THIS IS MY OWN LIFE" you didn't exactly understand ? NO ONE TELL ME WHAT I HAVE TO DO "I stated to him furrowing my eyebrows in scorn , then I looked at Simon continuing

" No way in hell I'm going back to date that bitch who is using the situation to get back to me . I didn't want this from the start either , it was all arranged by both agencies , and back then I listened to you . you told me it's for the band's sake , And I listened.
you told me it's for my mates benefit cause of all the hate that was received lately and not to tell anyone even them about it to make it look more real ? And I listened
You told me it's for more reputation but for god's sake what reputation are you expecting from the Kardishians ? But I listened
But I can't do it anymore . from now on I'll date whoever I WANT , flirt with whom I WANT ….. kiss , hug
do WHATEVER I WANT with whom I WANT .No more concessions " I literally exploded in his face , standing up from the chair

I was panting heavily , tears were building up in my eyes but I did my best not to cry now
"stay strong harry , don't let them get from you " I told myself

Unexpectedly none of them were affected by any of this , they didn't even blink .

I'm at the verge of collapsing and they are like nothing is wrong at all.

There was silence ……. a deadly silence , I could hear their calm breathes ….. even the seconds pointer of Simon's watch hand

tic toc tic toc tic toc ~~~ I kept listening to it waiting for any action of them but they totally ignored me

especially Simon , he kept playing with his iPhone like I don't even exist which drove me insane and I really hated him for that .

" oh .... are you done ? " Simon asked faking a shocked face

"listen , I don't need to explain to you how the press and YOUR fans will chase that mysterious girl from the pics if YOU said it's not Kendall , And they will do ANYTHING to find the truth .... you know what I mean by this " he pursed his lips and rolled his eyes and I knew exactly what he meant by this

" and the hit point will be when they find her . She will face the same fate everyone who crossed baths with YOU faced . They will ruin her life and turn it into a real hell . and her only mistake was running paths with YOU " he continued emphasizing the words "YOU , YOUR" not caring about what his words were doing to me

He was right I was the reason why most of people I loved suffered from crazy fans and the press , and it always ended with either them leaving me or me asking them to leave .

"now where were we ? oh right ... you must be really tired after your flight from Australia , where you went to do some business and there you found how much you missed your ex girlfriend so you came back and you met her at the airport where you told her to be waiting for you
So NOW go home and have some sleep . I don't want our Hazz to look tired or sleepy in his date with Kendall his girlfriend today " he winked at me

then he stood up with his team and they quickly exited the room

I was left alone there . I stayed there for a while trying to manipulate everything then I found myself running away from the building not caring about anyone who can easily spot me .

I ran till I reached a remote place and thank goodness there wasn't any one there .

It was a small garden , I went to one of the swings and threw my body on it
I began to move it slowly thinking about each word I heard from before

I cried like I have never done before . for now I'll do as I was told .

My life is already ruined and though I don't know that girl, but something inside me tells me that I will never forgive myself if her life was ruined because of me .

The fear in her eyes when we were chased , made me want to protect her no matter what .

"I don't want to ruin her life" I whispered to myself slowing the swing .
I stood up and headed to that fake play .

"let the show begin"

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