Chapter 39.

I woke up the next morning to mom’s voice, telling me to get up since it was already noon. How was that even possible? I hadn’t woken up once that night and I still felt extremely tired, my eyes weighing a ton. I got up hesitantly, scratching my head lightly and letting my hand drop down to my neck. It was sweaty and cold. I must’ve had some bad dreams last night. I rubbed my hand to my sheet to get the sweat off and got up.

“I’m up mom!” I yelled towards downstairs and continued my way to the bathroom.

“You okay hun? You never sleep this late.” Mom came over to me and touched my forehead once I got downstairs.

“Yeah, just felt like sleeping for once.” I shrugged my shoulders and smiled at her.

Mom made breakfast and we ate together at the kitchen table, her telling me about her night with Johnny. I couldn’t tell her what had happened last night. Not even that I had seen Naomi for the first time in months. I wanted to forget everything about it, move on and maybe it would disappear in thin air.

I knew Harry would call me eventually. So, I decided to cheer up and call him first. I knew he would make me feel better at the end of the day. I just had to keep that in mind.

“Morning Harry.” I greeted Harry over the phone, my smile obvious from my tone.

“Morning Gracie. Does that mean you just woke up?” He asked chuckling.

“Actually yeah, just half an hour ago or so. Hopefully you don’t have plans for tonight.”

“I planned on seeing you. Hopefully that’s good with you?” I could hear him smirking.

“Sounds good to me. Listen, about last night. I feel so stupid, I’m sorry. I wasn’t very nice to you.” I blurted out and went to sit on my bed.

“Hey… it’s all good, remember? No worries, love. The lads want to try out a new song tonight, so maybe see them first if you’re up for some music? We can do anything you’d like after that.” Harry continued and brushed off last night’s awkwardness.

“Excellent, that will be fun. What time?” I was glad Harry was following my footsteps on forgetting about yesterday.

“I’ll pick you up around five.”

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Harry was punctual like usual and arrived a little before five to our house. Mom let him in since I was still getting dressed upstairs. I had a hard time deciding what top I should wear and I had already tried on three different ones but none of them looked good enough in my opinion.

“Hello sexy!” Harry suddenly pushed my bedroom door wide open and entered the room. “You know I can’t let you go out like that.” He smiled exposing his dimples and approached me slowly, staring at my black lace bra.

“Harry! Shut up!” I laughed and covered my boobs as if he hadn’t already seen them.

“Oh, come here. Been a while babe…” He said suggestively and pulled me tightly against him.

I could already feel his hard-on against myself and it send some warm waves through me. It had been a while sure…

“Yeah…” I said under my breath and looked at his lips. They looked incredibly soft and inviting. “Just kiss me already.” I said, my eagerness to feel his lips against mine rising every second.

He gave me a quick look and I could see his pupils reacting to my words. He kissed me hard and only seconds later parted my lips with his tongue. The kiss was wet and anxious only making the both of us pant a bit harder.

“Mmhh… Your mom… should we…” Harry whispered in between kissing.

“Ssshh… whatever.” I managed to say and held him tighter against me.

Harry didn’t ask any more questions and my carefree answer made him go even wilder. He stopped kissing me, turned around and pushed me against the wall. His eyes were burning with lust and he wanted me right then and there. I was somewhat surprised of the amount of power he used to push me against the wall although it didn’t hurt or anything. Suddenly, he lifted my hands above my head, pinned them down with one hand while the other continued down to my neck.

“Stop, stop!” I yelled as panic took over me and yanked my hands free from Harry’s hold.I realised at the same time that mom had probably heard and I needed to fix the situation fast.

“Whoa… what’s… what the hell?” Harry let go of me and stepped back, the expression on his face extremely surprised.

“Everything alright you two?” I heard mom yelling from downstairs.

“Yeah yeah!” I turned my head towards the stairs and yelled in response trying to sound cheerful. I turned to look back at Harry who still looked confused as hell as of what just happened. “I’m so sorry…” I mouthed to him quietly.

“You kind of acted like I was forcing you to do something here… Are you okay? Your face… You looked like you were scared of me.” Harry responded quietly back and went to sit on the bed but kept his eyes on me.

“I don’t know what happened… why I reacted like that. I’m so, so sorry. Obviously I’m not scared of you.” I collected myself and kneeled in front of him, placing my hands over his knees. “That was so embarrassing.” I shook my head in disbelief of myself.

“Yeah… and very weird. Please don’t scare me like that again…” Harry said firmly but the expression on his face was more calm and relaxed now.

“I won’t.” I said and laid my head to his lap.

“Okay.” He brushed my hair gently. “Let’s get going.” He said and finally smiled at me a little.

I managed to find something to wear and we were out of the house and in his car in five minutes. We barely said anything to each other as we drove to the boys’ practice place. My mind was full of questions to myself on what had just happened. Him pushing me against the wall and holding my hands so I couldn’t move them just reminded me of that awful man from the night before at the party. I had never been as scared in my life and that memory just came rushing to my mind once Harry did what he did. Of course I knew he would never hurt me and it was just a way to show his anxiousness to me and in a normal situation I would have liked him behaving like that, wanting me so much.

I really hoped that creep hadn’t fucked up my brain for good. I needed to get over it.

“Babe, good to see you!” Liam greeted me as we got inside and gave me a massive hug.

I talked with the lads for a good while before they started rehearsing and managed to forget about last night almost completely.

“Let’s do this already! I’m taking El out tonight.” Louis said at some point and the boys finally got to singing.

I loved watching them sing; they sounded amazing together, their harmonies totally complementing each other. And they looked like a proper band as well. I could feel my heart filling with pride.

The boys took a few breaks every now and then but I noticed how Harry kept a little distance with me. He was usually very caring and always showed it by hugging me or teasing me even when we were with other people. But this time, nothing. He didn’t really talk to me unless there was a group discussion. He did look at me and smile at me, but it was not his normal smile. It was more like a polite smile, like he was pretending.

Why the hell did I have to panic today? “Get your shit together!” I screamed at myself inside my head.

I got up from the sofa and went to stand next to him and tried to look into his eyes but he wouldn’t turn towards me. Thankfully, Liam interrupted our awkward moment.

“Hey, what about that movie tonight? You two and me and Soph?” Liam asked and punched Harry’s shoulder playfully.

“Yeah man, sounds alright.” Harry responded and finally looked at me, asking if it was alright with me as well.

“Sure!” I turned to look at Liam and smiled.

The boys rehearsed for a little while longer until us three left in Harry’s car. We picked Sophia up along the way and drove to the movie theatre.

Sophia and Liam were madly in love and Liam was very hands-on with her the whole time. I smiled at them and winked at Liam who was all loved up. At the same time I wished Harry would’ve shown some love towards me but no, he didn’t even hold my hand.

“Should we go and get something to eat?” Liam asked Harry and me after the movie while pulling Sophia under his arm.

“Nah, I think we’re going home. Sorry bro, next time?” Harry answered for the both of us. I swallowed and looked down to my feet, feeling awkward as hell.

“Yeah, that’s cool.” Liam replied and I could hear from his voice it was not cool. He would’ve wanted to ask more questions.

“Thanks for the company! See you guys soon, okay?” Sophia said and touched my arm gently.

“Thank you! Yeah, have to do this with more time.” I replied and smiled.

Sophia and Liam went to a nearby pub so me and Harry went to his car and started driving home.

“Are you mad at me?” I asked right after we had closed the car doors. I couldn’t take this any more.

“I don’t know. Your reaction just freaked me out a little there. Has something happened?”

There was my moment to tell him everything from last night. Everything I still hadn’t told him.

“No! I don’t know where that came from. I said I’m sorry, it was not intentional.” I said and didn’t use that moment to open up.

“Okay.” He simply said. We didn’t talk about it any more.

“It’s only ten…” I said a few minutes of silence later.

“Yeah, we could go to our place if you like.” Harry said and looked at me quickly.

“Sure.” I replied and touched his thigh.

Harry’s mom and sister were spending the weekend with their relatives so they weren’t home. I was kind of glad about that just because I still thought me and Harry had to work on this and I was not in the mood of playing all cool to other people, like everything was alright.

We went to his room and Harry picked some clothes off his bed and went to sit on it and I followed him. He opened the TV and we watched some reality-show for a little bit. He looked at me and pulled me closer to him and kissed my forehead. I placed my hand to his chest and closed my eyes as he kissed me. We were going to be alright.

I could hear his heartbeat against my ear as I laid my head on his chest, holding him tightly. He pretended to be watching the TV as I traced my hand over his shirt and finally slipped it underneath it and felt his warm chest against my hand. My hand went up to his right pec and I started to play with his nipple gently and planted a few kisses to his neck. He still pretended to watch the TV although I could now visibly see his hard-on under his tight jeans.

My right hand proceeded to make its way down his body all the way to his crotch. I squeezed his member and could feel it responding to my touch, his heart beating even faster.

“Mmhh…” He moaned a little as I continued to touch him from his crotch. He took the remote to shut the TV off and turned his body towards me. “Keep doing that.” He said and bit his lip.

I pressed my hand tightly against his member and kept sliding over it, adding pressure the whole time. Harry’s eyes started to look like he was ready for something more and he bit his lip again, his lips turning then into a smile. I started opening his jeans and got the fly open when he grabbed me to his arms in one swift move and placed me under him.

He was on top of me, holding himself up with his arms straight. My hands grabbed his ass and I loosened his jeans a bit so I could get a hold of him better. My right hand travelled to his front and unleashed his rock-hard member from his boxers. I started to rub him, holding him tightly and squeezed his ass at the same time.

“Oh god… No… Shit! Not too fast babe…” Harry said under his breath, his eyelids closing from time to time, as he was about to drift off from the pleasure.

I slowed down with the rubbing but kept my hold tight. Harry opened his eyes, cupped my cheek with his right hand and kissed my face all over. I chuckled under his kisses before he licked my lips and kissed them, shutting me right up. I could feel my crotch burning and getting wetter by the second. His right hand squeezed my boob quickly as it made its way down and straight underneath my leggings. I moaned right after I felt his hand over my panties. He teased me by not going underneath them just yet but instead kept fingering me on top.

“You. Are. Wet.” He pointed out, visibly happy about his findings.

“Oh, I’m so ready…” I said in between moaning and grinding my hips eagerly against him. “Just give it to me already.” I begged him.

He kissed my lips fast and then pulled my leggings and panties off at the same time and got rid of his jeans and boxers right after. His hands pushed my legs open from my knees and traced down my inner thighs. I felt like exploding under his big hands unless he came inside me soon.

He let his hand feel my wet crotch once more before he realised I didn’t need any more foreplay, I was more than ready and so was he. He took a hold of his dick and placed it in front of my pussy, touching it slightly. My legs twirled around him and my hands flew to his upper back as he finally entered me with his full length in one stable move.

We both moaned hard as he kept adding speed to his hips. He felt big inside me, touching my very core. We kissed each other passionately before we changed position and I climbed to his lap. His hands held me firmly by my butt as I kept moving up and down on top of him, him licking my nipples and biting them gently.

We kept making love although both of us were constantly on the edge coming. Harry finally said he couldn’t hold it any longer so I jumped on top of him and rode us both to an amazing orgasm.

He held me tight against him as we were breathing heavily together, trying to catch our breaths.

Suddenly, I got an overwhelming feeling flushing through me and started crying.

“Hey, Gracie… hey! What’s wrong? Now you have to talk to me. No more bullshit, something’s wrong.” Harry said after my tears dropped to his face.

“I don’t want to talk about it…” I cried but knew I couldn’t keep it as a secret any longer. I needed to tell someone and I knew he had to know what had happened.

“You have to tell me. I can’t help you or be there for you if I don’t know what’s going on.” He said firmly, got up and lifted me up as well so we were both sitting on his bed. “Just tell me. Now.”

Notes

Sorry for taking forever with a new chapter!