Dear Diary,

The tour is coming to a close after months of great fun with the BTR and 1D boys. I'm sad that its almost over, but I know it has to happen.

Brooke and Rose followed the tour for a few stops but then had to return to their homes. I was really sad to see them go, but we all still talk every day either by Skype, texting, or calling. I wish I still lived by them.

Liam and I are still going strong. Our relationship has only strengthened over this tour time. He loves telling all of these stories about the shows and what those crazy boys do almost as much as I love hearing about them, even though I'm just backstage every time.

The only thing that worries me is the fact that I will be returning to the States again soon. It scares me to death to think about because the last time I left these boys, my heart broke. I lost an amazing boyfriend and best friend. I don't want that to happen again.

The upside is that the BTR boys scheduled 2 weeks off in England as soon as the tour ends. That means we all get to stay and hang out together with nothing to do but enjoy ourselves for 2 weeks! That time starts once the One Direction boys get off the stage, which, by the sound of it, is very soon now. I will write more later.

~Shay

I slipped my journal into my bag as I heard them singing the final verse of "I Want" on stage. I was going to miss hearing them sing these songs nearly every night. It was hard to believe that it was really over. Time goes way too fast.

The song ended and after an awkward goodbye from Louis, they came running backstage. Liam caught me with one sweaty arm.

Liam: Its all over!

The other boys hollered. They were excited now, but I know they will be missing it by the time they have to get back to the studio.

Me: Well congratulations on one awesome tour!
Liam: Thanks babe.

With that he kissed me on the lips, nearly knocking me over. I pulled away giggling.

Me: Liam!

He just smiled at me and kissed my cheek before leaving to change.

Liam: Be right back.

The BTR boys started talking to me and we goofed off and chatted until all of One Direction was ready to go. They came out in nice outfits.

Me: Why do you all look so nice?
Niall: To celebrate the end of one kick ass tour, we are going partying tonight!
Me: What am I supposed to wear?

As I spoke I looked down and my tattered old tshirt and jeans. Being backstage, my outfit didn't much matter.

Liam: You look perfect to me.

He slipped his arm around my waist and gave me one heck of a seductive smile. I chuckled a bit as I shrugged his arm off, still concerned about my outfit if we were really going partying.

Me: Thanks babe, but I'm not wearing this to a club.
Harry: Don't worry, Shay. I've got you covered.

Harry spoke as he walked out of the dressing room with a dress and heels folded in his arms. I was glad that Harry and I were actually kind of good friends again.

Me: Thanks Haz!

I grabbed the dress and headed for the dressing room. Then I paused. With a thought of who gave it to me, held it up to look at it. Just as I thought. Definitely a Harry pick.

Me: Really?

He shrugged and smiled cheekily, while trying to act all innocent.

Harry: It's all I could find in your size.

I gave him a look and he knew there was no way I was buying that blatant lie.

Harry: Ok so I picked it, yes, but don't worry, you'll look gorgeous in it.

I looked questioningly at Liam. He seemed rather happy with the choice, to my surprise.

Liam: Go put it on!

He said that with a sly wink. I rolled my eyes and decided that it was better than nothing, though I would have prefered to be a bit more modest.

I slipped it on and it didn't look half-bad. I flipped my long curls behind my shoulder, thankful I had curled my hair this morning. I looked at myself and bit my lip. I pulled the top all the way together so that it was minimally revealing, considering what dress I had on. I put the heels on and walked out to join the boys.

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All of them looked a bit shocked at what I was wearing, but Liam's face was priceless. He looked like he was so shocked yet happy at the same time, I couldn't help but giggle a little.

Me: You ok, Li?

He blinked and clearing his throat, focusing on my eyes.

Liam: Um, yes. You look stunning!

He spoke breathlessly, making me smile. I leaned over and gave him a peck on the lips. I heard Carlos whisper to Harry.

Carlos: Nice pick, Haz!

I whipped my head around, sending my hair flying around my shoulders, and shot him a glare. He put his hands up defensively.

Carlos: Just a compliment.

I rolled my eyes. Boys will be boys.

Me: So are we going or what?

They all agreed and we left to get cabs, seeing as the bus wasn't going anywhere tonight. Liam and I got our own cab and met the others up at the night club.

When we got there, there was minimal paparazzi, so we got inside fairly quickly, fortunately. We instantly hit the dance floor and had a blast jumping around like fools! The night seemed to be endless fun with the best guy friends and boyfriend that any girl could ask for.