Dear Diary,

The tour has begun and it is so exciting! Everywhere we go, the boys are greeted with screaming fans. It is most definitely overwhelming, but still an adventure. We have been to several cities and even though it is the same show, it feels magical everytime. It is so much fun to get to experience the whole show from behind the stage.

What's even better is the hug and kiss I get from Liam every time the boys come off of the stage. It makes me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world! Which, considering I'm dating 1/5 of the world's biggest boyband currently, I would say I just about am! Tonight the show was in Kingston. The boys are getting ready to come off the stage as they are wrapping up the show right now. I will write more later.

~Shay

The boys came running off the stage as hot and sweaty as ever. Liam came straight for me and picked me up, spinning me around. I kissed his lips as he slowed and I slipped until my feet touched the floor.

Louis: Would you two just get a room?

Liam shot him a look, but I just laughed.

Me: Lou, are you telling me that you don't want me around anymore?
Louis: No I'm saying I don't want to have to watch you two make out every time we leave the bloody stage.

I laughed again and this time Liam joined me as Louis continued on into the dressing room. I looked Liam in the eyes.

Me: You should probably go change.

He acted hurt and put a hand to his chest.

Liam: You don't want me here?
Me: Of course I do, but if you don't hurry along, we are all going to be ready to leave and you will still be wearing that, but looking very sexy I must say.

I smiled slyly and he chuckled a bit.

Liam: Then maybe I should leave it on...
Me: Nonsense. Go change.
Liam: Not if this makes me look sexy!
Me: You always do.
Liam: Prove it.

I kissed him somewhat quickly.

Me: Now get in there! I bet the others are nearly finished!
Liam: Anything for you, my dear.

With that he left me in the hallway. My eyes followed him to the door and saw him wink at me as he slipped inside. I stood just looking at the door and shook my head, talking to myself.

Me: That boy...

A voice behind me nearly scared me out of my wits, seeing as I thought I was alone.

Voice: Yeah he's such a dork. Who would date him?

I spun around to see Brooke and Rose! I squeeled with excitement and they did the same as we all met in a group hug. For a short while there was a mess of chatter from all of us that made it hard to hear or understand any of us. It didn't calm any when the boys came out and joined us.

It was pretty much pure chaos in the hallway as everyone tried to catch up in a matter of seconds and talked over each other. After about 5 minutes, management came out and told us to quiet down or take it outside, a regular request. As we walked towards the exit to get on the bus, I looked around.

Me: Where are the Big Time Rush guys?
Niall: They had some promo stuff to work on so they left after their part of the gig.

I nodded as we stepped onto the bus with Liam's arm wrapped around my waist. We sat down on the loveseat and his arm didn't budge. Rose sat close to Niall, holding hands, and Brooke sat on Louis' lap in the armchair. We all slowly got caught up, laughing and enjoying each other's company.

Brooke and Rose had a hotel room so I joined them for the night. We watched romantic comedies all night long while talking about the boys and everything that had happened since I left. Naturally, this led to talks of marriage.

Rose: Do you think you are going to marry Liam and Louis?

She looked between Brooke and I questioningly.

Me: I would like to think so. After all we've been through, I don't think there is anyone better for me.
Brooke: I don't know. I mean, I would love to be married to Louis, but I'm not 100% sure he is the one, you know?
Me: Yeah. What about you, Rose?
Rose: I know Niall is the one for me. It may be a long time before we move forward in our relationship, but I know it's him.

Brooke and I 'awwe'd and Rose just rolled her eyes and giggled.

Brooke: Do you think they'll propose any time soon?

We all just pondered for a while. "Doubt it" was the resounding answer. After a long night of chatting and reunion, we all fell asleep.