Wished I Stayed
tonight, don't leave me alone
His eyes roamed over her sleeping face, and his finger traced the outline of her lips. They were a beautiful pink color, and he couldnt help but brush his own lips against hers. She always made him feel like this. He was giddy and was slowly turning to mush every time he was around her. He wasnt like this with other people, but Clarissa was different.
She stirred lightly, and her lips perked up into a smile as she murmured his nickname, Li-bear.
He chuckle lightly and kissed her nose as he whispered back, Clare-bear. Her eyes slowly opened to reveal her beautiful pale blue eyes, and he couldnt help but stare back into them.
Why arent you asleep, Li-Bear? she placed her head into the crook of his neck, and he let his eyes fluttered close as he felt the fluttery kisses she was planting along his skin. Its three in the morning, she whispered gently.
His arms snaked around her as he pulled her even closer to him as he whispered, I was just memorizing all of you. He chuckled softly, and he could hear her giggles join him.
It was probably his favorite memory of them together. It was right after their first time making love, and it was such a beautiful time. He loved the aftermath the most though. The feeling of her close, and the warmth that radiated off her was something he could never forget.
He felt himself frown lightly as he stared down into the sink. His grip on the sink was making his knuckles turn a deadly white, and he took a deep breath as he slowly released them from the white sink. He only had a few minutes left before his shift was over.
He hadnt been allowed to go and see Clarissa after she fell asleep in his arms and was taken away to the ambulance. His lieutenant wasnt easygoing on him, and Liam didnt want to explain the situation he was in to the wanker anyway. Running a hand through his hair, he went to exit the bathroom and went to slip his shoes on his feet. His shift was officially over, and he wouldnt have to be back for a few days either.
Liam grabbed his coat and slipped it on before he headed out into the cold weather. The cold weather always seemed to remind him of when he walked out on Clarissa. He had been regretting that for the past few years, and he wanted to go back to her.
He always had some excuse ready when he was so close to seeing her again. It was either, Maybe she has a boyfriend, or, Maybe she moved. He just couldnt get the balls to go and see her, but he would now.
The hospital reeked of cleaning supplies and sadness with a hint of death. He briefly closed his eyes for a moment before he asked for Clarissa Richardss room. He was directed upstairs to the second floor. For a moment, he just stood outside the door and tapped his foot as he bit his lip lightly. Maybe he should turn around and leave.
No, he wouldnt do that. He entered silently, and there she lay. She had a big gash on her forehead when he had picked her up, and it was now wrapped up. He could see one purple bruise on her cheek, and there were burns on various parts of her.
She was sleeping silently, and her hair framed her head perfectly as he went to sit in a chair next to her bed. He watched her sleep like all of those many times she had fallen asleep around him. Even now, she was still as beautiful, and he felt like his breath had been taken away from him.
Only a few minutes had past when he saw her eyes fluttered softly, and her hand twitched lightly. Clarissa? he murmured gently. Her eyes opened a bit, and she turned her head to look at him.
She blinked before she furrowed her eyebrows. Then, she winced from the pain that had caused. Why are you here? she asked. She seemed confused, and he bit his lip lightly.
Liam felt himself bite down on his bottom lip because he really wasnt sure how to tell her that he missed her, and he regretted leaving her. I was worried about you, he told her with a slight sigh.
Um, okay, she said in an awkward manner, thank you? I guess. She shrugged, and Liam found this strange. Oh, um, how do you know my name exactly? she asked, and his eyes widened at this remark.
She couldnt have forgotten him, but the look on her face meant she did. As he opened his mouth, he could feel sadness overwhelm him, Im your ex-boyfriend, Clare-bear.
She stirred lightly, and her lips perked up into a smile as she murmured his nickname, Li-bear.
He chuckle lightly and kissed her nose as he whispered back, Clare-bear. Her eyes slowly opened to reveal her beautiful pale blue eyes, and he couldnt help but stare back into them.
Why arent you asleep, Li-Bear? she placed her head into the crook of his neck, and he let his eyes fluttered close as he felt the fluttery kisses she was planting along his skin. Its three in the morning, she whispered gently.
His arms snaked around her as he pulled her even closer to him as he whispered, I was just memorizing all of you. He chuckled softly, and he could hear her giggles join him.
It was probably his favorite memory of them together. It was right after their first time making love, and it was such a beautiful time. He loved the aftermath the most though. The feeling of her close, and the warmth that radiated off her was something he could never forget.
He felt himself frown lightly as he stared down into the sink. His grip on the sink was making his knuckles turn a deadly white, and he took a deep breath as he slowly released them from the white sink. He only had a few minutes left before his shift was over.
He hadnt been allowed to go and see Clarissa after she fell asleep in his arms and was taken away to the ambulance. His lieutenant wasnt easygoing on him, and Liam didnt want to explain the situation he was in to the wanker anyway. Running a hand through his hair, he went to exit the bathroom and went to slip his shoes on his feet. His shift was officially over, and he wouldnt have to be back for a few days either.
Liam grabbed his coat and slipped it on before he headed out into the cold weather. The cold weather always seemed to remind him of when he walked out on Clarissa. He had been regretting that for the past few years, and he wanted to go back to her.
He always had some excuse ready when he was so close to seeing her again. It was either, Maybe she has a boyfriend, or, Maybe she moved. He just couldnt get the balls to go and see her, but he would now.
The hospital reeked of cleaning supplies and sadness with a hint of death. He briefly closed his eyes for a moment before he asked for Clarissa Richardss room. He was directed upstairs to the second floor. For a moment, he just stood outside the door and tapped his foot as he bit his lip lightly. Maybe he should turn around and leave.
No, he wouldnt do that. He entered silently, and there she lay. She had a big gash on her forehead when he had picked her up, and it was now wrapped up. He could see one purple bruise on her cheek, and there were burns on various parts of her.
She was sleeping silently, and her hair framed her head perfectly as he went to sit in a chair next to her bed. He watched her sleep like all of those many times she had fallen asleep around him. Even now, she was still as beautiful, and he felt like his breath had been taken away from him.
Only a few minutes had past when he saw her eyes fluttered softly, and her hand twitched lightly. Clarissa? he murmured gently. Her eyes opened a bit, and she turned her head to look at him.
She blinked before she furrowed her eyebrows. Then, she winced from the pain that had caused. Why are you here? she asked. She seemed confused, and he bit his lip lightly.
Liam felt himself bite down on his bottom lip because he really wasnt sure how to tell her that he missed her, and he regretted leaving her. I was worried about you, he told her with a slight sigh.
Um, okay, she said in an awkward manner, thank you? I guess. She shrugged, and Liam found this strange. Oh, um, how do you know my name exactly? she asked, and his eyes widened at this remark.
She couldnt have forgotten him, but the look on her face meant she did. As he opened his mouth, he could feel sadness overwhelm him, Im your ex-boyfriend, Clare-bear.
That's so sad!!!
Please tell me there's going to be more soon??!!
10/28/12