Lindsay’s POV

I talked with Kacie for a bit. She was a very nice girl and we were interested in a lot of the same things. She told me that she always had a crush on Niall, ever since Harry introduced them but was too afraid to tell him. I thought it was cute and told her that I thought her and Niall would get along really well, especially because she loved food so much.

I decided to go look for Harry since I hadn’t seen him in a while. I headed to the front door and opened it, I could hear Harry and Amanda talking and I listened in.

“What’s wrong love?” he asked her.

“Oh it’s nothing really…” She said.

“No, please tell me what’s bothering you.”

And after that there was silence, I stepped outside and saw it. Amanda and Harry kissing. I stood there in shock. My heart hurt and I could feel tears starting to form in my eyes.

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” Harry yelled and quickly pushed her off of him.

“What? I know you’re not over me Harry. That girl you have in there is nothing compared to me.”

What did she just say? That she knows Harry wasn’t over her? That means they dated, or at least had a thing. Harry hadn’t told me anything about an Amanda in his past, and I thought we had shared everything with each other about our pasts.

Harry pushed her aside and walked past her heading back towards the house. He looked up and saw me standing there. He froze. I just stood there, unsure of what to do.

“Lindsay!” He says walking towards me. I turn and grab my purse from the living room.

“Very nice meeting you all! Thank you so much for having me!” I say to the group and I walk back out the door. Harry is sitting there and I walk past him.

“Lindsay!” he calls from behind me. I pull out my phone and ask Danielle to call me a taxi. I told her where I was and that I would explain later why I needed a taxi.

“Lindsay!” Harry said finally catching up to me. He turned me around to face him and saw the tears that were pouring down my face.

“Babe, I swear it’s not what it looks like.” He said moving his hands to wipe the tears from my face.

“What do you mean Harry. I saw you kissing her!” I said between my tears. I took a step back from him and tried to catch my breath.

“No. Lindsay. She kissed me. It means nothing I swear.” Pain was in his eyes and I could tell he was trying not to cry as well.

“Danielle called for a car for me. I’m going to head back to my apartment.” I told him and he looked like his heart just broke in half.

“You’re leaving? Babe please don’t leave me.” He said trying to grab my hand, but I pulled it away.

Amanda came up behind Harry and put her arms around his waist.
“Let her go babe, you and I can go have some fun. Like old times!” She said and Harry quickly whipped around.

“Are you serious right now?! We’re over Amanda. We have been for over 2 years now. LEAVE ME ALONE!” he says and turns back to face me.

Just then a car pulls up. I look at Harry and give him a kiss on the cheek before getting into the car. I knew this would happen. I knew I shouldn’t have gotten involved with a celebrity, especially one that’s in a world famous boy band. I was just going to be hurt in the end and that’s where I am. Hurt, broken, crying and desperately wanting to forget what I had just experienced.

The ride back to Holmes Chapel was rough. I turned my phone off because I was constantly getting texts/calls from Harry and the rest of the group. I somehow managed to fall asleep and was woken up by the driver saying we had arrived at my apartment. I thanked him and tried to pay him, but he said it was already taken care of. Harry. I thought and the pain came rushing back.

I ran into my apartment and flung myself on the bed. I began crying hysterically into my pillow. I loved Harry. I was completely in love with him. Seeing him kiss someone else was unbearable. I changed into some sweats and cried myself to sleep.

The next morning I was woken up by a ding at my doorbell. I looked at my clock and realized it was 11am. I threw on some clothes and went downstairs.

“Who is it?” I yelled, annoyed that I had been woken up.

“Delivery for Lindsay Shaw.” A man answered from behind the door. I opened it to see a huge bouquet of tie-dye roses with a note.

“Thank you.” I saw as the man hands me the roses. They were beautiful.

I turn around and set them on the counter and looked at the note.

Lindsay,

I love you so much. You mean the world to me and I can’t loose you. Please give me a chance to explain.

All my love,
Harry xx

I sigh. Looking at the letter, then back at the roses. Tie-dye was my absolute favorite and he knew that. I went back to my room and turned my phone on. I ignored my missed calls and texts and began to type a message to Harry.

Lindsay: You know tie-dye is my favorite…

Harry: I know it is baby. I love you so much. Please let me come over and explain what happened. I’m a mess without you. xx

Lindsay: Come to my place tonight at 7.

Harry: Thank you babe. I’ll be there. I love you. <3 xx

I put my phone back down on the dresser and go back to sleep. When I wake up its 4pm and I decided to take a shower and start to get ready. I picked out a semi casual outfit and tried to make myself look nice. I straightened my hair and put on a little amount of makeup. Before I knew it, it was 7 and there was a knock at my door. I opened it and Harry stood there looking so handsome.

He had on a white V-neck shirt, jeans and some white converse. His hair fell perfectly on his face and he had on my favorite necklaces. I stood there looking at him and he looked back at me.

“Hi.” He said still staring at me.

“Hey.” I said and extended my arm for him to come in. I led him over to the couch and we both took a seat. I moved so I was facing him and he took my hand into his. I didn’t pull away this time and it seemed to surprise him. He gave a small smile as he looked down at my hand, then back up at me.

“I don’t really know where to start so I’ll just start at the beginning.” He said. “Amanda and I used to date. It was before I went on The X Factor. We dated for a year and I even took her to Prom with me. We broke up a few months before I went to try out. We just weren’t meant to be with each other. We didn’t really talk much after that. Yesterday was the first time I had seen her. She looked upset, so I took her outside to ask what was wrong. That’s when she just kissed me. I was just trying to be a good friend and she completely faked the whole thing about her being upset and needing to talk. I love you Lindsay. You’re the only girl I want, I promise. Amanda means absolutely nothing to me.” He said intertwining his fingers with mine and looking back at me.

I didn’t say anything. I just sat there and took it all in. I kept searching his eyes. Those eyes that I had fallen in love with. After a while I broke the silence.

“So you don’t like her?” I asked.


“No! Not at all.” He said squeezing my hand.

I moved my hands to his face and gazed into his eyes. I slowly moved my head towards him and brought my lips to his. He moved his hands to my waist and pulled me close to him kissing me back with more force. I pulled back and rested my forehead on his.

“I love you Harry.” I say smiling. And he pulls back looking at my eyes.

“I love you too Lindsay. I have never felt this way about anyone before and I couldn’t stand the idea of loosing you. I just want you. Forever.”

He pulls me back in and we kiss again.

“Forever.” I say smiling into our kiss.

We stayed on the couch the rest of the night, watching movies and cuddling. I rested my head on his chest and played with his fingers. This is the most at home I had felt since being here in London. Right here, in Harry’s arms.

The next few weeks seemed to fly by. I hung out with Harry and the gang almost everyday and I absolutely loved it. My grades were great and my parents kept telling me how proud they were of me. There had been a couple nasty rumors come up about Harry and I put he quickly shot them down on Twitter or in interviews. I still had yet to speak publicly about my relationship with Harry and we hadn’t exactly announced, to the media, that we were in fact in a relationship.

Harry was doing a lot of interviews lately to promote the upcoming tour. One Direction had also been doing some charity performances with various artists and I loved going to the shows with Danielle, Eleanor and Perrie.

My birthday was coming up and I was excited that Mia would finally be joining me in London. We had been skyping and texting each other constantly, but I couldn’t wait to finally have my best friend here with me. Harry was also excited, because he’d grow to like Mia. We would Skype her sometimes and he was exciting to finally be meeting someone from my home.

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I woke up to my alarm going off at 7AM. I fumbled for my phone and turned it off. I ran my hand along Harry’s jawline and gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek.

“Harry babe. Wake up!” I say gently rubbing his arm.

He stirred a little and finally opened his eyes. He blinked and rubbed his eyes.

“Good morning my love.” He said giving me a kiss.

“Mia flies in this morning! We have to get up and get ready to get her!” I said pulling the covers off heading to the bathroom.

I put my hair in a ponytail and applied some makeup before going back out to the room and searching my closet for an outfit. I decided upon a light denim shirt with a beige chunky button up sweater over it. I wore black pants with black oxfords. I added a white Chanel infinity scarf with a gold chain design, a tan slouch bag and I threw my Ray Ban wayfer sunglasses in my bag.

I went downstairs and put my bag on the counter while I poured cereal for Harry and I. He came downstairs while I was starting to eat. He wore a black crew neck sweater, jeans and some white converse. He grabbed his cereal and joined me at the table.

“Are you excited to finally see Mia?” he asked.

“I am so excited!!! Almost 4 months without seeing my best friend is way too long! She’s going to love meeting you all too!” I say smiling.

“Niall’s really excited to meet her. From the pictures he’s seen he thinks she’s gorgeous!” This caused us both to laugh.

We both finished our cereal and we got into Harry’s Range Rover and drove to the airport. On the ride there it started to get sunny and I put on my Ray Bans from inside my purse. I looked over to Harry and he had also put his Ray Bans on.

“Oh my gosh, babe. We match!” I say laughing.

Harry looked over to me and suddenly realized we were both wearing matching sunglasses.

“Well you have great taste!”

We soon arrive and the airport. Harry parks and we have some time to kill before Mia arrives.

“Let’s take a picture in our matching shades!” I say and harry leans closer to me. I pull out my phone and turn on the front camera. We take a cute on of us smiling and then we start to take funny ones. We ended up taking a lot of pictures and we even did the clique couple one of us kissing and it was so cute. I pulled my phone and scrolled through all the pictures as Harry watched. I set the one of us kissing as my background picture and Harry took my phone to send them to himself.

I opened Twitter and wrote a new tweet:

@LindsayShaw: @Harry_Styles makes me so happy :) Glad we’re both here to welcome @PrincessMia101 to London!!!

Attaching the cute photo that Harry and I had taken. I pushed send and I heard Harry’s phone go off from the notification. I looked at him and he smiled when he read it. He typed something on his phone and I got a ding on my phone.

@Harry_Styles: Can’t wait to finally meet you in person @PrincessMia101! @LindsayShaw and I are having fun waiting here for you. XX

He attached the photo of him kissing my cheek and me crinkling my nose laughing. It was so cute.

I looked at him and smiled. He took my hand and gave me a kiss.
“You are so cute.” I say to him kissing his nose.

“It’s almost 9am! You ready to head in?” I say and he nods. We get out of the car. Harry takes my hand, intertwining his fingers with mine and we walk into the airport. Lots of paparazzi were waiting outside and didn’t hesitate to take our photo.

“Are you two official?” “Who are you picking up?” “Lindsay! Harry! You guys look great together!”

I smiled at the last one. I always loved when the paps had nice things to say about us. It was refreshing. Security escorted us to the terminal so we could wait in peace for Mia. About 20 mins later Mia’s plane had finally landed. Harry and I both sat sipping our Starbucks. People started to file off the plane and I scanned them searching for Mia. I finally saw her!

“MIA!!!” I screamed running towards her. She dropped her bags and pulled me in for a huge hug!

Notes

Extra Long! Thank you for all the support! Love you guys XX

Directioners FOREVER :)