Tongue Tied *some sexual content*

Lindsey's pov:

Its been two days. Ive called Harry a lot and have texted him. I hope everything's okay. I am actually trying to be his friend regardless of what everyone else tells me. Because being who I am, I try to find the good in people.

I wonder where he could be? I am worried. Sure we arnt like best friends or anything but I care for him and worry for him.

He seems like a fragile guy underneath his tough guy act. And he's cute and all. He's so tall and damn. He's a good kisser. I try to remember our kiss at the bar the first day we met. I sort of wish I never pulled away but I had to. I pull out my phone and try again. it rings until it gets to the voicemail.

" I may or may not call you back. Depends on if I like you. Beep."

" Well hope you like me enough to call me back." I hang up.

What if Rachel was right though? What if he's not talking to me because I won't sleep with him. Fuck. I hope not. I thought me and him were becoming friends and all but who knows. Maybe it was just another act.

But Im determined to find out who he really is inside. I find my self drawn to him for some reason. I mean I do like him but I don't want to get hurt if he's nothing but evil on the inside...

Harrys pov:

Its been two days since I went to the bar and left that girl. I'm laying in bed staring out the window.

I can't help but think back to the day Courtney cheated on me. I didn't understand. I have given her everything she ever wanted. I mean she helped me to not cheat on her and then she's the one cheating! Talk about how tables fucking turn. I sigh and roll over to face the ceiling.

" Open up the door! Come on harry! Sorry I laughed really!" I hear Louis pound on my door. I told him Why I was crying in the bathroom at the bar and he laughed at me.

What a good friend. I mean it's probably weird to see me like this. I try not to show any emotion really. But I can't help it. My heart acts like this sometimes at random.

I try to think of something different. But my mind only wanders off to Lindsey or Courtney. And I don't want to think of either of them.

" GO AWAY LOUIS!" I shout. I hear a rustling and I figured he has walked away. Then a sudden turn of my doorknob and he walks in.

" Hey there Boy Scout." He says smiling and drops the key on the stand. Fuck I forgot I had spare keys. I roll over to avoid eye contact with him.

" Listen I'm sorry I laughed! But you can't hide away like some animal for two fucking days." He sits at the foot of my bed. I stay facing the wall.

" You fucking laughed at my feelings Louis!" I shout rolling up to see him.

" And I said sorry. I get it if you still love the bicth or whatever."

" She wasn't a bicth." I say sternly.

" I just don't understand why you are so hung up on her... Over something that happened ages ago." He fiddles with his hands a little before making eye contact with me.

" Because I thought I loved her.." I feel like a fool sharing my true emotions Of what I'm really feeling.

" See.. You thought. That doesn't mean you did. Love isn't real. And it never works out." He stands up as I hear a knock on the door.

" Who the fuck is here!" I say hopping out of bed.

" Uhm... I didn't know what to do with you acting weird an I-"

" Who is here..?" I say cutting him off. He stands for a moment biting his bottom lip.

" Gemma." is he fucking kidding. I havnt talked to her in like two fucking years. She knew Courtney was cheating on me so I chucked her out like the trash she was.

" Louis the fucking idiot you are! Fucking ass hole!" I shout. He just runs down stairs and I follow after him angry by this point.

I push him out of the way and yank open the door. To my astonishment there is Gemma. She looks surprised to see me.

" Har-"

" Save it." I hold up my hand to her.

" If you think you are going to be of any help for what's going on... Well your not. Your a big part of it." I say in my best angry whisperey kind of voice. She stands with her mouth open a little bit.

" I.. I'm sorry for what happened.. You know that." Her eyes are filled with water and I stare at her intently.

" Oh your sorry that my girlfriend cheated on my and you knew but you didn't tell me until after I Had found out! Oh you sound terribly sorry." I mutter in disgust to her. I don't want anything to do with her.

" You need to hear me out. I'm here to fix things." We are still standing out side and I'm in only my sweat pants. It's a little chilly but I hold up. She looks at me scanning my face for some sort of reaction.

" No Gemma. Just no. I pushed you out of my life for a reason! So I don't have to relive what happened!" I shout this time.

" No Harry! Your keeping this whole situation bottled up like a little boy! You need to move on." She try's to shout but ends up talking normally instead.

" If I move on the same thing will happen and you know it. I'm saving myself another heart break." I hold my anger as hard as I can inside.

" Not all of us are like that! Your being close minded. You know maybe if you tried again you would be happy!" She stares at the ground for a moment.

"Your right.. I shouldn't have come." She is crying and is walking off my porch.

I stand there in awe as she walks frantically to her car.

" You can't say I- I didn't try to help." She climbs into her car and drives off.

Maybe she's right... I need to forget. I need to try to be happy.

I need to look at woman differently.

But is there somebody out there who will be willing to cacth my falling heart...
and accept me for me?

No.. No.. Woman are nothing but toys. Nothing but toys.

Notes

Awh Harrys suffering from a heartbreak.
how sad. What do you think Harry should do..?
thank you all for reading for real. Love you all so much.
;) comment rate and subscribe. And I'm taking sexual content out of the title because well there's going to be sexual content obviously hhah and it doesn't need to be in the title.