I laid in the bed constantly thinking about everything. Even my dad; I decided to see what time it was. 11:49 pm. I have nobody right now. Then I came across Eleanor's contact. Should I call her? Hmm why not? I have nothing to loose.. I clicked on call, then it started ringing. Wow, I was starting to get really nervous now. I haven't spoken to her in years. Then somebody answered.

"Hello?" She answered.
"Hi is this El *cough* I mean Eleanor?" I asked.

"Yeah, and who is this." She asked annoyed.

Did she delete my number?

"Um this is Bree. Bree Johnson."
"Bree?" She said so softly it almost came out as a whisper.

"Hey I miss you. El I need you right now. More than anything in the world." My voice cracked with a tear down my face.

"El." Some girl said in the background.

Nobody called her El but me.

"Look. I have to go right now. But I miss you too. Bye." She hung up.

And I cried to myself. Then started thinking. Should I go back to England? For just a couple weeks. Just to see everybody and El. I walked out of the room, and went to the living room to get my purse. Once I walked in there, everybody started shouting "Come join us." or "Sit by me!" But I ignored them all. When I got to the foyer, I grabbed my bag. Then walked back to his room. On my way, I felt a hand on my back. I turned to see who it was. It was Taylor. She smiled, then got up and followed me. We sat on the bed, and I started going through my wallet. Finding every dollar I could possibly find. Then started counting. Taylor, by this point was utterly confused. Then I was finished with the counting. I have 6 thousand dollars. Seems like a lot. It really isn't to be honest. Taylor finally spoke up.

"Okay, what are you doing?" She laughed. "Going to Homes Chapel." I smiled while gathering my things. Then walked to the living room to make my announcement.

"You guys, I think I want to go back to Holmes Chapel. Just for a couple weeks, just to see my family." Ashton got up, and we stood face to face.

"When are you leaving baby?" He asked while lancing his fingers in between mine.

"Planning on leaving tomorrow morning." He looked confused, and started thinking.

"Okay." He looked into my eyes.

"Okay." I smiled, and he smirked.

Everybody looked confused, but Ashton knew what was going on. It was something Hazel Grace and Augustus Waters did in the novel The Fault in Our Stars. It's about a girl, Hazel Grace. Who has lung cancer, and a boy, Augustus Waters, falls in love with her. Best book ever. I cried so hard when I first read it.

"Okay, well I'm staying here tonight." I smirked at him.

"Fine with me." He smirked back.

"Can I use somebody's car-" I was cut off by Harry.

"I can take you." He spoke up.

"Um, why not Ash-" Then I was cut off by Ashton.

"Harry, thanks man." He smiled.

'Omg Ashton you're so stupid what the hell . After what I just told you about Harry wtf.' I thought in my head. But just let out a smile. Harry guided me to the door, and I got in the front seat of his shiny black Range Rover. I'm assuming its the same one he had a while back. Harry sat in the passenger side, and I drove. He turned on the CD player. Playing was Best Song Ever. That's really the only song I've heard from him. Other than What Makes You Beautiful.

"And we danced all night to the Best Song Ever, we knew every line now I can't remember. How it goes but I know that I won't forget her cos' we danced all night to the Best Song Ever. I think it went oh oh oh, I think it went yeah yeah yeah. I think it goes oh." I sang, then I realized Harry was right next to me.

"You listen to our music?" He asked astonished.

"Not really, I've just listened to that song on the radio." I defended. Which was the absolute truth.

Once we got to Taylor's house, I got off and so did he. Great. I opened the door, and saw Bradly with his friend.

"Hey Brad, this is um Harry."

"Wait, that guy that broke up with you?"

"Yeah sure."

"Ha ha! Okay I love you!" He smiled.

I nodded and walked to my room. I grabbed some clothes and shoes stuff I would really need. Then grabbed The Fault in Our Stars. Then I headed out. This time harry drove. I didn't really mind, I mean it is his car.

"That was weird.. What the guy said." He chuckled.

"He's drunk." I laughed.

"Wanna go get something to eat?" He asked.

I looked uneasy at him.

"We could really talk about what hap-" I quickly cut him off.

"There's nothing to talk about. You left, and nothing can change that you did. But I don't want to fight with you since your working with Ashton. and yeah lets go get some McDonald's." I said while looking out the window.

"Okay." He said.

He pulled up at a McDonald's. Luckily nobody was there. Just us. He ordered himself 2 Big Macs with fries. Typical Harry. Hasn't changed. Then I ordered chicken nuggets with a coke.

"You haven't changed." He smiled.

I smiled back, and we looked into each others eyes for quite a while. The the lady gave us our food. I quickly snapped out and then sat on a table.

"So what type of music do you sing at Mia's Cafe?" He asked with his mouth full.

"Lorde, and Lana Del Rey." I answered. He nodded.

"What's you favorite book?" I asked.

"I don't really read.. and you?"

"The Fault in Our Stars by John Green." I smiled.

"Oh cool. I heard they're making a movie about that book."

"Grand." I winked at myself for the joke. He looked confused. "Oh it's nothing Harry." I laughed.

"You should read it to me." He smiled.

"Okay." I smiled back.

Next Day:

I woke up, in Ashton's arms. He smelled great. Shit, I'm 30 minutes late. I ran to the living room, and grabbed my suit case. But before I could look for them; I saw Harry. He smiled at me.

"Harry, what the hell are you doing here?" I asked.

"Came here to pick you up, so we can go back to England." He smiled.

"Um.. We?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Yes. Us. You and I." He smiled. "Ashton said it was best if I went with you."

"He did?" I asked.

"He did." He nodded and gave a smirk. "So lets go now?"

"Where's my stuff?"

"I took it down already." He smiled AGAIN. WHY IS HE SO FUCKING HAPPY?

"Oh thanks."

On The Plane:

I silently read my book, as Harry listened to his music humming. Damn it was annoying. But it was part of his job I guess. But I continued to read The Fault in Our Stars. I was at the part where Augustus and Hazel go to Amsterdam to met Van Houten. The drunk, yet amazing author. I felt a light tap on my right shoulder. It was Harry obviously.

"You said you would read me that book." He pouted.

"From the begging?" I asked.

"Yep." He smirked.

I grunted and put my book mark in place. Then I flipped to page one. I cleared my throat then started reading a loud.

"Late in the winter of my seventeenth year, my mother decided I was depressed, persumably because I rarely left the house, spent quite a lot of time in bed, and read the same book over and over."

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Within the next couple hours of reading I decided to go to sleep. I gave the book to Harry and he finished reading it. I then woke up, and saw him rubbing his eyes.

"Harry, are you okay?" I asked.

"He loved her, and he died. He said he would fight for her. But he lost.." His words trailed off.

"Harry you finished the book?!" I asked surprised.

"Yeah.. It was beautiful."

"I know! You just never get tired of it." I smiled.

The plane had just landed, and we were ready to get off it. Of course, there were a lot of papprazzi's and screaming girls. But oh well. Whatever. We drove to Holmes Chapel which would take nothing more than just 20 minutes. Funny how we were in Harry's car. Impossible right? Whatever. We drove, and drove. Then stopped by somebody's house. We got off, and he knocked. The she was. El. She looked so beautiful. She hasn't changed. Not one bit. She let out a few tears, then greeted us in. She got us some tea. Turns out we'll be staying at he house. We have to share the same room. Ugh Harry. He went to the guest room and then fell asleep. I started telling her everything about Ashton.

" I think Harry likes you." She smirked.

"Why do you say that? He's with Kendall."

"Okay, yeah maybe he likes Kendall. But he loves you Bree."

"How do you know that?" I asked defensivley.

"I mean come on phase it Bree. He put all these songs he wrote for you on his CD-" I cut her off.

"What?"

"You didn't know that? Did you buy Midnight Memories?"

"No." I laughed.

"He wrote Happily, Right now, You and I, and Half a Heart." She smiled.

"You and I?" I asked. "Sounds familiar."

"Okay lets hear it."

She played it from her phone. It sounded hella familiar. Niall and Liam started singing. Then Harry.

"That's the song he sang for me at our anniversary!" I shouted.

"I knew you'd remember." She smiled then turned it off.

"Wow.. Maybe he still does love me."

"Not 'maybe' he does. And I know you still love him."

"Oh really? How do you know that?"

"Because every time you hear his name you smile. With pure actual happiness. I've seen you on Google and shit with Ashton. But you never look as happy as you are with Harry."

And I thought to myself: What the hell did that mean? Was I still in love with Harry? What about Ashton? I don't know exactly what to think right now. Maybe I don't like Harry. I mean, I don't think so. I rubbed my head.

"I'm gonna take a nap." I told her then went upstairs to the guest bedroom. Harry was asleep, and I climbed into bed. I kinda moved him, but he was knocked out.

I laid down and heard him mumble. " I love you Bree."

"What?"

"I said I-.." He realized what he said.

"I said I love the book Bree."

"Oh me too.. Night Harry."

"Night Bree."

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