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Something To Live Up To

Cinquenta e Um

"Hey Dani!" I greeted on the phone.

"Hey babe. What are you doing tonight?"

"I'll be with Harry."

"Actually we have a better plan!" She sounded misterious.

"We as in..."

"Me, you and Eleanor."

"Ehm should I be scared?" I asked cautiously.

"Of course not, it's just a girls night. We need to talk."

"About what?"

"You'll see." She hung up. What could be so misterious she couldn't tell me on the phone. Well, I was about to find out tonight. I went upstairs to see Harry on the bed watching tv, sat on the bed with his back against the wall.

"Love?" I asked entering the room. He was too focused on the telly I think he barely noticed my entry so I needed to catch his attention.

"What are you doing?" He asked amused when I sat on his lap, one leg to each side of him.

"Calling your attention."

"You always have my attention." He placed both hands on my hips and tried to reach my lips.

"No." I replied moving my mouth to the side. He pouted. "Dani called me, we're having a ladies night. Do you mind?"

"Actually I do." He frowned. "I have plans for us tonight."

"Which is?"

"A surprise." He smiled.

"But I told her I was going."

"Call her back again and tell her you already have plans."

"Technically I don't have plans because you're not telling me!" I crossed my arms like a child.

"I'm being a good boyfriend and making you surprises. You're hard to please woman!" He joked.

"Yes I am." I pecked his nose. "Very hard." Before I could blink again he capture my lips with his, kissing it eagerly. I didn't fight back, allowing him to enter my mouth easily. I enjoyed the taste of his lips kissing him hardly. His hands travelled around under my top making me shiver to his touch. I rested my hands on his chest allowing me to fell his toned body. Suddenly he turned me around making me lay on the bed with him on the top.

"Let's see how hard." Dare filled his voice. I could feel my heart racing as our bodies heated to the intensity of our action. He reached for my top and took it off leaving me in my bra under him though I didn't mind. He started kissing my belly, my novel and then moving to the place between my breasts with a longer kiss. I tilted my head back enjoying the feeling of his lips on my skin. As we kissed I could feel the urgency onto the kiss, he wanted more.

I wanted more.

I reached for his own shirt and took it off admiring the view above me, swallowing to the beauty of his body. He lowered down kissing my lips again while his hands ran wild through my body.
Suddenly I felt the urge to command so I flipped us around and now I was on top.

"What's the surprise?" I asked straddling his waist.

"Very impatient aren't you?" He asked panting. I merely nodded attacking his neck while sweet moans escaped his mouth. My inner muse jumped inside knowing I could turn him on like that. Innocently I caressed his abs slowly till I reach for his pants and rested my hands there in a paintful waiting for him. He grabbed my butt showing me his impatience. I decided to tease him a little longer tracing patters around his V line while sucking and bitting his neck. "You're evil!" He breathed heavily switching places. He was making me suffer. I tugged his curls slightly and roamed my hands through his spine, stopping right below his boxers, inside it. In response he started skimming his lips on my bra and unclapsed it exposing my now bare boobs. He watched intentively for a few seconds before kissing and licking it in the most pleasurable way. I bit my lips hard trying not to moan too loudly.

"You're allowed to make noise, we're home alone." He whispered in my ear seductively sending chills through my spine. Never had I felt like this in my entire life, every nerve in my body was literally screaming for him, it was hard not to give in with such pleasure. But I knew if we don't stop now, we never will, only when it's too late and that's not how I want things to happen so it took me all I had to remove my lips from his.

"Can I at least guess what it is?" He sighed looking at me.

"You won't rest till I tell you, will you?" He asked.

"Not really." I smiled innocently.

"Okay." He stood up and opened on of the closet's door taking a bag from there. I watched intentivelly as he moved on the room shirtless with some elevation in his lower region. "Open it." He handed me the bag with a string sitting on the bed with me. I squeezed it and realized it was probably some piece of clothing. Opening it I saw a grey sweater with Ed Sheeran written on the front and a little drawing printed.

"That's so cute." I looked at him.

"I want you to wear it tonight." He said.

"Why tonight?" I asked confused.

"Because we are watching his concert tonight." He winked.

"We are?" I asked incredulous.

"Surprise!" He shouted happily.

"Oh my God I love you!" I launched myself in his arms making him fall on the bed. "You.are.the.best.boyfriend.ever" I said inbetween kissed as he chuckled.

"There's some rules though."

"Rules?" I sat straight.


"Like what?" I raised my eyebrow.

"No fangirling allowed or flirting with Ed! I know you like him but I am the one who's your boyfriend so try to remember that while we're there."

"Is Harry Styles jealous I may found another boy more attractive than him?" I stroke his cheek.

"No." He said in a very unbelievable tone.

"Oh my baby is jealous. Well just so you know I like his voice, not his face." I assured him.

"What about me?"


"Yeah, do you prefer my face or my voice?"

"None." I shrugged as he looked at me serious. "I prefer everything." I kissed his lips softly.

"Who knew you could be like that." He said when we separated.

"What do you mean?" I said reaching for my top in the middle of the sheets.

"Well since we met it was pretty hard to make you say something nice to me so everytime I hear you say something like that it just... I don't know it gives me a sense of fulfilment that I can't explain."

"You need to stop being so cute otherwise I won't be able to leave next week."

"Exacly." He winked dressing up his shirt again. "Now I need to call Ed and tell him you said yes so he can save us seats."

"Okay I'll prepare something for us to eat before we go." I pecked his lips leaving the room to cook some food on the kitchen. I can't believe I'm going to a Ed Sheeran's concert. Not only am I watching him live but I'm going with Harry which is extra better! It was really sweet of him, he remembered what I told him the other day when I was singing one of Ed Sheeran's songs. There's someone who'd like to know that.
I instantly dialed a very familiar number and waited.

"Hello?" A voice came from the other side.

"Ana! It's me!"

"Hey Mia. What's up?"

"You have no idea!" I spoke with the most exciting tone.

"Tell me!"

"Harry bough us tickets to Ed Sheeran's concert!" I almost shouted.

"No way! You love Ed Sheeran!"

"I know!"I tried to contain my nerves. "Well he didn't exacly bought us tickets, he just spoke to Ed himself and he got us in."

"They're friends. So does this means you'll get to know him in person?"

"I don't know. But Harry is jealous." I laughed.

"How are you two?"

"Good... Well actually better than good! Everything is scarely perfect." I admitted.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know, it just seems to good to be true you know? I'm dating the most amazing guy and I'm having the time of my life at his place. It's just weird to think my boyfriend is someone that big..."

"Mia please don't do it again!" She sighed. "You have this weird hability to ruin everything when you're living a perfect moment, please don't do it this time."

"I won't. I'm just saying it's scary how things are working so well."

"Have you been harassed by any fans lately?"

"I haven't really checked any social networks lately precisely to avoid that but I saw some magazines and stuff. They take photos and report our activities."

"I know! I read you, him and Louis went to the movies!"

"You read that?" I was shocked.

"I did. I think you have no clue how famous you are now." She said.

"Are you serious?"

"Dead serious. Even here they talk about you everywhere, you always come up on the front page even if it's in the little corner of the front cover."

"I didn't know that."

"Well the new Harry's Styles girfriend is something that interests everyone so..."

"I'm only afraid of when I get back to Portugal. I won't have him there to be with me."

"You'll have me and InĂªs and Vicky, we'll all be there for you."

"I know." I assured her. "Well I have to go now, we need to leave soon but I'll call you later."

"Call me when the concert is over if you have time."

"Of course. Send kisses to the girls."

"I will. Bye honey."

"Bye Annie." I hung up sighing happily. I was really having the time of my life.


Harry and I were ushered inside by some security guard who lead us to some sort of VIP spot.

"Actually we're going somewhere else." Harry informed the guy.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him.

"We're watching the concert from the crowd, I want this to be a completely normal experience." He said seriously.

"Oh." Was all I said. It was very thoughful of him.

Leading us to the middle of the people we stopped at what seemed to be the 4th row giving us a perfect view of the stage. I was wearing my new piece of clothing so I was confortable and more than ready for the next hour and the half.

When Ed came in everyone cheered and whistled as he sat in a chair in the middle of the stage with a guitar.

"Hello everyone. My name is Ed Sheeran and I'll be singing for you tonight so please sing along if you know the words." He said on the mic preparing his guitar.

"The first song I'll perform is the perfect one to kick off the show because I wrote it thinking one day I'd be playing for an audience like you." He admitted causing a loud noise in the room. Harry held on to my hand as the first chordes started. "This is The A Team." He started singing and everyone joined soon singing, even Harry and I.

Then a very special music came in.

"Settle down with me, cover me up cuddle me in. Lie down with me and hold me in your arms." Harry came behind me hugging me from behind. "Your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck." He kissed my neck slightly. "I've fallen for your eyes but they don't know me yet." He placed both hands inside my sweater's big pocket. "And this feeling I forget" His chin resting on my shoulder. "I'm in love now." Harry repeated with Ed in my ear giving me chills. "Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved." He sang in my ear at the same time. "This feels like falling in love, falling in love, falling in love." He sang perfectly. I inserted my hands on the pocket too holding his, boucing us slightly to the rythm of the song as we both sang it lowly, kind of to each other.

I enjoying the feeling of his voice in my ear as he sang along with Ed the most romantic songs for the next hour and a half.

When the concert ended Harry took me backstage to meet the ginger guy.

"Ed pal, how are you?" Harry greeted him entering a small room.

"Hey man. Did you watched the full concert?" He asked boucing his eyes between me and Harry as we held hands. I tried to breath twice.

"Yeah, awesome as always." Harry patted his arm friendly.

"Thanks. So who's the lovely girl?" He pointed at me.

"This is Mia," He turned to me smiling. "My girlfriend."

"The famous Mia, I've heard a lot about you." He kissed my cheek making me blush.

"You did?" I asked looking at Harry.

"Your boyfriend here told me a lot about a foreign girl who took his heart."

"Well there's a thousand possibilities for that characteristics." I answered.

"Actually there's only one." Harry stated making me melt.

"You're even prettier than my mate told me." Harry cleared his throat holding my hand tighter.

"Thanks." I blushed darker.

"Will I see you on the after party?"

"Actually we need to go." Harry spoke very quickly.

"Oh. Another time then." He smiled at us.

"Sure." Harry replied shooking his hand.

"Bye." I told him kissing both cheeks.

Harry led us again outside, he seemed to know this place very well.

"Damn it." He said when we reached the outside doors. A few papparazzi were waiting and started taking pictures when we stepped outside. "Don't leave my sight." He said putting a protective arm around me as I hid my face in his chest avoiding the cameras pointed at us. They started shouting thousands of questions about me and our relationship but none of us opened our mouths to answer any, Harry only asked politely to let us through. I let Harry led us as I couldn't see anything. Soon enought we were on the car, paps free. Thank God.

"It's always like that?" I asked when we were safe inside the car.

"Yeah, welcome to my life." He said sarcastically.

"You don't really like it do you?"

"Well I try to think of it as the bad side of what I do. There's a bad side of everything."

"I see."

"In the begining it was kinda funny, none of us were used to it so it was cool to have people wanting to know about us all the time."

"I know, your life is very exposed."

"It is, now we want some privacy but they don't provide us that. Be alone for a while or have a proper date with girfriends." He shrugged eyes on the road.

"I don't really mind you know." I told him after a while of silence.

"Uhh?" He asked confused.

"I know you're worried I might leave because of that. Aren't you?" He just swallowed not answering but giving me the answer nonethless without saying a word. "I'm not leaving because of that, I'm here." I caressed his hand assuring him of what I'm saying.

"That's what you say now." He frowned.

"Harry I won't go anywhere okay? I promise." I caressed his curls whilst he parked the car.

"I hope so." He circled the car to kiss my forehed.

"I need a shower." I informed him when we reached the bedroom.

"I'll be here waiting," He jumped to the bed. I smiled entering the bathroom to have a quick shower. I still needed to process everything. The concert was perfect though it was hard for me to focus properly when Harry was singing in my ear leaving tingles in the spot of his breathing against my skin.

After the shower I dressed my pj's, not bothering to dry my hair. When I oponed the door Harry was still on the same exacly where he was when I left, probably sleeping. I tip toed to my phone on the bedside table to tell Ana I'd call her in the morning.

"I'm awake babe." He said moving slightly to face me.

"Sorry. I'll go downstairs grab a glass of water, do you want some?"

"Sure." He smiled.

I went downstairs were everything was dark, only the reflex of the moon lighting the floor. I directed to the kitchen and filled two glasses of water for us both, drinking mine straight away.

"What's taking you so long?" He appeared from behind wrapping his arms around my waist. I was facing the sink so I was not able to see him.

"N-Nothing." I tried to say whilst he placed wet kisses on my neck.

"I missed you." He said turning me around, pressing me against the counter.

"I'm here." I assured him attaching my lips to his. He kissed me softly, our lips moving in perfect sync. My whole body reacted when he roamed his hands under my shirt. I wrapped my arms around his neck and jumped to his lap as he led us upstairs to the bedroom, not once breaking the kiss. It took us a while longer to reach it as we ran against the wall every now and then.

When we reached the bedroom I opened one eye to see two candles on both bedside tables.

"You did this?" I asked breaking apart.

"Yes." He answered looking nervous. I smiled and kept kissing him, Suddenly I felt my back hit the bed as Harry placed me there carefully.

I removed his shirt kissing him even harder, not fighting against my desire.
His hands removed my shirt and immediately kissed every bare spot in my body.

"How much did you miss me?" I whispered nibling his ear slightly.

"I can show you better than I can tell you." He said back taking my pants off.


Sorry for the late update, it's been pretty busy days for me. But here it is! :)
14 chapter to go..


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

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