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Something To Live Up To

Cinquenta e Dois

"I can show you better than I can tell you." He said taking my pants off.

I was now only in my underwear while my beautiful boyfriend kept teasing me, kissing and nibbling my neck while rubbing my breasts.
I started unbuckling his pants, removing it too (It actually took longer than expected cause hispants are really tight!) and immediatly felt his boner under his boxers. I smiled sllightly realizing how turned on he was. He's probably expecting to go further and actually do it.

"Harry." I breathed. "I have to tell you something." I murmered against his lips.

"Humm." He kept his actions.

"I...well...I've..." He stopped to look at me curiously increasing my embarassement. "I've never done it." I confessed. He got off me slowly appearing to be guilty.

"I'm sorry. Am I pusshing you?" He said carefully.

"No, it's okay. You're just making it really hard to resist that's all." I sat on the bed more properly next to him.

"Is that supposed to be a compliment?" His eyes twinkled.

"I don't know." I shrugged even more embarassed looking at my hands.

"I'm sorry, that was very selfish of me." He touched my chin forcing me to meet his eyes. "We enever really talked about it did we?"

"No. But it's not a surprise for me. I didn't have to ask to know you're not a virgin anymore."

"Is that so?" he looked... hurt. I guess.


"And why?"

"Because you are... well you." I stated.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"I know you like that stuff and well girls would line up in a queue to do that with you." I rolled my eyes picturing a giant queue of girls craving for a piece of Harry Styles.

"Well I wish I was a virgin unfortunatelly."

"Why?" My head instantly snapped up to look at him.

"Because then I could loose my virginity with you and we'd share that perfect moment together." He sounded sad but perfect nonethless. It was one of the sweetest things anyone had ever said to me.

Are you serious?"

"Why would I lie?"

"What have I done to deserve you?" I caressed his cheek fondly.

"I ask that everyday." He smiled showing me his perfect dimples.

""Aren't you the sweetest thing?" I jumped to his lap attaching my lips to his making us fall oon the bed. He chuckled underneath me.

"Mia..." He trailed off placing both hands in my hips. "Maybe we should sleep."

"Why? Did you lose interest now that you know I'm still a virgin?"

"I did not, believe me." His eyes widened. "I just can't promise I'll stop in the right time if you keep kissing me like that."

"Who said you need to stop?" His eyes looked deep into mine searching for some sort of confirmation. I smiled enssurant, reaching for his mouth again but this time he didn't stop me. Instead he twirled me around hovering above me.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Y-yes." I swallowed confirming the truth. I did was sure.

With that he started kissing me very softly, carefully, lovingly.
I melted in his arms and let myself go, enjoying every second of this new experience with the boy I love most.

Harry's POV

I tried to open the door with my free hand, holding the tray in the other.
Mia was still sleeping, her bare back exposed while the grey sheets covered only her bum. She looked perfectly irresistible with her pieceful face sinked in the pillow.
I placed the tray on the bedside table and decided to wake her up by tracing kisses along her back and ending on her neck.

"Wake up sleepy head." I whispered in her ear while she growned cutely. "C'mon love it's time to wake up." I kept placing small pecks around her face.

"I'm awake." She said sleepily but turning around to face me more properly. I watched amused as she rubbed her eyes below me. Her lips were a bit swollen and she had a hickey in her beautifully white neck.

"Good morning." I kissed her lips.

"It is now." She smiled lightly pushing our lips together and switched spots so now she was on top wrapped on the sheets.

I kissed her eagerly enjoying the feeling of her fresh mouth pressed against mine as our tongues danced happily together.

"You're in a good mood today." I stated. "Is that the sex effect? Because if it is I know a good way to keep up your good mood." I joked... well kinda.

"Don't be so cocky." She tried to look serious.

"Now seriously, are you okay?"

"What do you mean?" She tilted her head.

"Did I... ehm... hurt you?"

"No. Well I guess not. I just woke up and you can be very distractive." She smirked.

"I love you." I said. "And last night was perfect." She just kissed me in response.

"You are perfect." She said pecking my nose. Fulfillment flood my heart, that was music to my ears.

"Believe me I'm not the perfect one here." I winked.

"I don't want to start that discussion then we'd go on and on and on... And I'm hungry."

"Thta's a good thing because I brought you breakfast." I pointed to the bedside table.

"Ohh that's so cute." She immediatly got off me sitting on the bed with the tray on her lap. She looked incredibly hot involved only on the sheets and nibbling the croissant. "If I knew you'd be that cute I'd have had sex with you earlier." She teased.

"I wouldn't complain." I confessed.

"Oh believe me I know."

"I'm gonna leave that conversation hanging till later so that we can discuss it better before we go to sleep." I winked standing up.

"Are you leaving?" She pouted.

"Yeah but it's just for a couple of hours we have an interview." I kissed her pout.

"Be back soon."

"It is very paintful to leave knowing you're naked under that sheets." I felt the excitment rising up under my pants.

"Hurry up and maybe you'll find me like this when you get back." She teased.

"That's what I'm hoping for." I kissed her forehead and left knowing the boys were already waiting ouside the building.

"Finally!" Niall rolled his eyes impatiently.

"Hello to you too mate. Why are you so grumpy? Have you eaten?" I questioned.

"He did." Liam patted Niall's arm playfully.

"But contrary to Niall you look extremely smiley. What happened?" Zayn pointed out.

"Nothing." I pretended everything was normal but it was too hard to disguise how happy I was with last night. It was absolutely perfect and Mia was amazing, I can still recall her exciting moans in my ears.

"Oh my God.." Louis covered his mouth. "Did you..." He stopped the sentence. I merely blinked knowing his point. Everyone just looked at us confused.

"Oh I got it!" Zayn said. "Did you and Mia...?"

Mia's POV

I stopped eating feeling completely full but not just of food. I felt fulfilled, last night was amazing and Harry was the most kind and sweet guy always worried if I was okay or if he was hurting me. I always told him no because he was being very gentle and it didn't hurt. But even if it did I can't recall because the pleasure he gave was beyond all that.
I wanted to tell that to my bestfriends but none of them picked up when I called so I remembered ringing my girls here. I just needed to share this big thing with someone I like, I need to say it out loud to feel real.

"Hey babe." Eleanor picked up at the second ring.

"Hi. What's up?"

"Not much, I just on my way to Danielle's. She's borrowing me some heels."

"Why don't you come over afterwards?" I suggested.

"That's a great idea. I'm gonna tell Dani but I'm sure she's in." She said happily like always.

"Excellent. Let me know then."

"Sure. Bye sweety."


I quickly stood up and immedatly noticed I was a bit sore but nothing major. I decided on a quick shower but noticed a huge hickey on my neck. Harry...
I grabbed my phone.

From: Mia <3
I have a giant hickey on my neck. How am I supposed to cover it? :o

From: Harry <3
It's easy, you don't.. :D

From: Mia <3
Imagine what the paps will think about you if they see it.. ^^

From: Harry <3
Just that I'm the luckiest guy in the universe ;)

I rolled my eyes and went for the well-deserved shower enjoying the hot water on my skin. It felt good.


"Oh my God!!" El squealed for the tenth time since I told her.

"Calm down, Harry has neighbours." I tried to shush her.

"Imagine what they heard last night." She winked and my eyes widened.

"She's kidding." Dani said laughing too. My expression soften.

"So now it is for real?"

"It always was." I said.

"I'm very happy for you." El clapped.

"Yeah, you're perfect for each other." Dani completed. "And you're practically glowing."

"I am?" I blushed slightly.

"You are." El answered. "So I assume he was good."

"Well let's just say he knows how to do it." I smiled shyly.

"We believe you."

"Do you want something to eat? It's luch time."

"Sure why not?" They both said.

I stood up directiong to the kitchen when I heard the door unlock and instantly laughter filled the house.

"You're home already?" I looked at the five boys.

"We miss you too Mia." Liam winked before pecking Danielle's lips cutely. I swear they're getting married soon!

"I'm sorry I was just not expecting you so soon. I was about to make lunch for me and the girls."

"Perfect, I'm hungry." Niall patted his stomach and sat on the couch followed by Zayn.

"Oh sure, be my guests." I rolled my eyes.

"Don't worry, I'll help." Harry volunteered walking to me in the kitchen.

"Thank you."

"I thought you were waiting for me on the bed." He hugged me for behind whispering against my shoulder while pushing me against the counter.

"You're insatiable." I murmured picking some pasta.

"It's your fault." He pressed his little harry against my bum allowing me to feel his erection.

"Harry we have company." I warned him getting red.

"We can send them home." He suggested.

"Oh get a room!" Zayn shouted.

"Is Perrie away again Zayny?" I teased.

"You'll have to get used to that Zayn now that they..." Louis started but immediatly shut up and looked at me wide eyed as everyone laughed loudly.

"You told them?" I turned to Harry as he looked at me worriedly.

"It's okay love, it's not not like we didn't know."

"Yeah he can't keep his dick inside his pants for long." Niall joked and everyone laughed again.

"I can't believe it." I ran upstairs shutting the door behind me as Harry kept calling me but I ignored it.

"Mia." He entered the bedroom short after.

"Get out." I turned to the window, anger building up underneath my skin.

"Mia please talk to me." He grabbed my arm.

"Let go of me." I took my arm abruptly.

"I'm sorry. It was not my intention to tell them." He sighed heavily.

"Wasn't it? So how did it happened? It just came out of your mouth all of a sudden «Oh you know what me and Mia just had sex last night, it was her first time»" I imitated his accent stupidly raising my voice.

"Of course not! I didn't tell them."

"Oh really? So they just guessed it?" I rolled my eyes at him. "Harry please..." I felt so embarassed.

"They're my brothers!" He shouted. "They know when something amazing happens just by looking at me, it's not like I can hide anything to them." He pointed out angrily. "I'm sorry if you regret it but don't throw it to me." He said. So that's what he thinks? It suddenly made me feel guilty.

"I don't regret last night." I whispered quietly.

"You don't?" He sounded worried.

"Not a single thing." I assured him. He brathed relieved. I can't believe he actually thought I regret having sex with him.
His insecurity was the cutest thing ever, I just wanted to hug him tightly and canoodle his curls. "I'm sorry maybe I overreacted." I admited taking a step in his direction.

"I'm sorry too. I could have hid it better." He reached for me taking me in his big and safe arms.

"No it's okay, I don't mind them knowing I was just took by surprise." I held him tightly.

"I don't wanna loose you!" He kissed the top of my head.

"You won't." I looked up and kissed his neck, the place I could reach in th moment. "Plus, I told the girls too."

"You did?" I felt him smiling.

"Yeah. They wanted to know how good in bed are you."

"And what did you say?"

"Let's just go downstairs, they're probably worried about us already." I pushed him out of the room avoiding the question.

"I'm waiting for an answer." He smirked not moving from his spot.

"You're okay." I shrugged teasingly.

"Okay? I'm more than okay!" He pretended to be horrified.

"Yeahh maybe." I pretended it was a normal thing.

"Keep saying that and I'll prove you how wrong you are.." He smirked.

"Is that a promise?" I laughed. He took two step and grabbed me taking me to the bed making us fall on it.

"It can be." He started kissing me eagerly putting a hand under my shirt making me shiver to skin-to-skin contact.

"Not now, they're all downstairs. And I need to cook them some lunch."

"Fine. But eat well, you'll need the energy for tonight." He pecked my nose pushing us up.

"I'll look forward to it Mr. Styles." I teased patting his butt slightly.

"Oh thank God you're done. We didn't hear anything cracking, is the forniture okay in the room?" Louis tried to soften the tension still present in the room.

"It's okay Louis, I didn't break anything. I'm sorry." I apologized to them.

"It's okay." He shrugged placing an arm around my shoulders.

"What took you so long.. Don't tell me you..." Zayn trailed off.

"Oh please you'd have heard it." Harry joked making me blush.

"You or Mia?" Niall winked, laughter filled the room.

"Very funny." Harry replied.


Sorry, it's been a while but I have thousands of things to study. I think it will be like that for a few more weeks but I'll try to update as soon as I can.
Hope you enjoy it! :D


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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