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Something To Live Up To


"And the feeling I forget, I'm in love now. Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love, falling in love, falling in love." I sang happily spreading the butter on the toasts. Harry and Louis were still fast sleeping so the the house was pretty quiet, something we don't see everyday around here, specially when all the boys decide to sink on the couches of the house. I was currently making the boys breakfast/luch since it was 1 p.m already, kind of thanking them for letting me stay in the house for this two weeks.

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved, you wanna be lov..." My voice was shut down by some lips on my mouth. I instantly shut my eyes recognizing to whom they belonged to. His lips were unmistakable.

"Not that I'm complaining but what was that for?" I asked when we pulled away. He looked at me confused, with messy hair and no shirt, he had just woken up probably.

"You told me to kiss you."

"I was singing!" I told him.

"Was that Ed Sheeran's song?"

"Yeah." I shrugged handing him a piece of toast.

"You did breakfast for me?"

"Yes. Eat it."

"Jeez you're always so demanding." He complained but chewing nonetheless.

"But you obeyed." I winked turning to the sink to wash my hands. Harry pressed me against the counter and started placing soft kisses on my bare collarbone making me melt meanwhile. "You just finished your toast, your mouth is full of butter and now your passing it to my shoulder." I turned to face him.

"Maybe you should take a bath," He suggested approachin my lips.

"Yeah I should." I pressed one finger against his pout. "Alone." I raised my eyebrows.

"That is not fair." He protested in his perfect accent. I just rolled my eyes pretending it didn't affect me. "Now seriously I didn't know you like Ed."

"I do." I replied not understanding his persistence. Maybe it's because they're pretty close I don't know.

"Nice." He bit another piece of toast and pecked my lips immediatly heading to the couch with the plate.

"I'm gonna kill you." I followed him licking the butter from my lips. "That was not nice." I sat with my legs on his lap, arms crossed.

"Oh c'mon love." He caressed my tigh but I slapped his hand away.

"Don't 'c'mon love' me." I tried to remain very serious but his face made me break down in laughter. "I should have recorded your face." I kept laughing but he just gazed at me. "Oh c'mon love." I imitated his british male accent making him chuckle slightly.

"That was terrible you know?" He shook his head. I placed my head on his lap shrinking on the couch while we remained in a confortable silence watching cartoons for the next hour.

I was almost sleeping again if he wasn't tracing slight patters in my hip under my pj making me shiver every now and then. But I tried t stay focused on the tv.

"Are you sleeping?" He asked when the Tom and Jerry's credits came up.

"Not even if I wanted to." I informed him. In that moment he pushed me up and leaned me down on the couch, hovering above me.

"Good." His dimples popped up. He pressed his lips to mine kissing it eagerly. I corresponded wrapping my arms around his neck while his tongue caressed mine. I felt his cold hands travelling under my shirt causing chills dowm my spin. He then procceded to lift my pj, placing soft kisses on my belly, from my pants to right bellow my breasts, moving quickly to my neck pressing his wet lips against it. Giving in to pleasure I held his butt and pushed him so I was now supporting his weight while he was on top of me.
He viewed this as an answer and kissed my lips again forcefully but I it was my turn now to be in control. I inserted my tongue in his mouth first catching him by surprise exploring his mouth till axhaustion, enjoying his taste. He started complaining and tried to push his tongue to my mouth, fighting for dominance but I bit his lip refusing it.

"Ah." He complained.. or moaned, I couldn't distinguish. I smiled triumphantly and attached our lips again.

"Ehrm." Some cleared their throaths. I instantly pushed Harry away and looked up to see Louis on the stairs facing us. "Sometimes I think you forget I live here too."

"Where's El?" I asked sitting up more properly as Harry did to with a huge grin on his face.

"She didn't stay for the night. She has something from college to do today" He shrugged looking a bit down.

"So what are you doing today?" I asked.

"Nothing... watching tv." He sat on the other couch grabbing the remote. I looked at Harry who just stared back.

"I have an idea." I started. "Why don't we do something together.. The three of us."

"What?" Harry asked from beside me but I ignored it.

"We could go to the movies." I suggested.

"Oh please you only want to go to the movies to eat popcorn." Louis rolled his eyes. It was partially true but I also enjoy going to the cinema for the actual movie.

"No." I defended myself. "I need to go clothes shopping. So you come with me and then we pick some movie."

"Go shopping with a girl? That sounds trouble." Louis pointed out.

"It's not. C'mon." I pushed him out of the couch lazily. "Harry love?" I looked at him asking for help.

"I'm not sure about this idea."

"Yes you are." I gazed at him while pointing at a depressed Louis.

"Okay okay." He threw his arms in the air assuming the defeat.

"Yay." I clapped. "Now let's all get dressed okay." I pushed them upstairs, ushering Louis to his room and me and Harry to the other one.

"I'm not sure if that's a good idea." Harry admitted directing to his wardrobe.

"Why not? I was not letting Louis home all day depressed, did you see his face?" I opened my suitcase.

"He did that on porpuse in order for you to feel sorry for him. And why do you still have your stuff there, you're here for 4 days now."

"First, it will be fun! And second: Where do I put my stuff then?"

"You can use this wardrobe, is free." He opened another empty wardrobe.

"Oh." I said looking at it.


"Okay guys what do you think of this one?" I turned to them showing my dress.

"Ehm.." Harry stared wide eyed stuck in his words till Louis slap him on the head. "It looks perfect." He said snapping out of his transe.

"I'm buying it." I entered the changing room.

"Can you just please pick something? it's the 100th store we're in." Louis complained.

"It's only the second one!" I argued.

"Does it matter?"

"Yes." i got out fully dressed. "Let's go the movies then, little princess is upset." I narrowed my eyes at Louis.

"Oh God save me." Harry complained giving his card to the shopgirl.

"What are you doing?" I pushed his hand away.


"No way! Why would you pay? It's my dress." I handed the girl my card who just bouced her eyes between me and Harry.

"Because I want to offer you something." He shrugged insisting on giving his card.

"You already payed for my flight. I'm not letting you pay for my expenses here." I fought back annoyed.

"But I can pay for that." He raised his voice a little.

"And so can I."

"I'm sure I can afford it better."

"Don't be such a girl." I rolled my eyes. "Put it on this card." I turned to the shopgirl as Harry sighed frustratingly next to me. I held the bag with the dress and exited the shop with the boys behind me. Harry's behavior was not good back there and I was slightly annoyed by that. But he knew that so he searched for my hand holding it tightly. I looked at his worried face. Debating on that I gave in and packed his cheek earning a smile from him.

"So what movie are we watching?" The three of us stand in front to the cinema.

"What about safe heaven?" I suggested.

"No way I'm watching a romantic comedy with you two!" Louis refused it. From the corner of my eye I spotted a flash in our direction. "But I suggest you choose fast." He pointed at the papparazzi.

"What about 'I give it a year'?" Harry said.

"That sounds fun. Let's choose this one." I let Harry buy my ticket and the popcorn, I didn't want to fight with him again so I didn't complain. I sat between the boys on the room as we received some looks from time to time.

"I'm sorry." Harry rubbed my arm confortingly.

"It's okay. The movie is starting so they will focus on the screen." I told him, resting my head on his shoulder as the movie started.


Sooo, fifteen chapter left... Some things will change around here, be ready ;)
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Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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