Sweet Disaster
Chapter Seven
I was listening to Concrete Angel by Martina Mcbride while writing this so listen to it while you're reading this chapter. It's a great song and goes well with this story. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtNYA4pAGjI
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Emma's P.O.V
Everything hurts. My head, arms, back, stomach. Everything. It feels like my legs have been chopped off and sewed back on. My head feels like its been cracked open. I think I may have even broken a couple of ribs. I can't believe this is happening to me. I'm such a fuck up, if I hadn't gone out with Matt in the first place none of this would've happen. I would be at Lily's house right now, doing each others makeup and laughing at the stupidest things. I feel so disgusted with myself.. How could I let Matt ruin my life like this. I wanted to die. I wanted the pain to end. When that car hit me I was so happy. I thought that all my problems would end, but here I am lying in this uncomfortable bed with agonizing pain. I was going to end my life cause of a guy. How dumb can I get? I should've known that my problems cant be fixed that easily. I've got to tell someone about this, it's going to eat me up alive. Worst of all, I can't let Matt control me. No. I won't let it happen. My thoughts were interrupted by a voice I thought I would never have to hear again.
"Well well well looky here. Sweet little Emma's awake. You got us worried there for a second. Thought you wouldn't wake up." That's when I hear that menacing laugh again.
"Matt..." I say slowly fearing for the worse
"Yes. Matt! You didn't think you could get away from me that easily did you?"
"You cant hurt me anymore you know that right? We're in the hospital. You touch me and I'll scream," I say with confidence
"Oh you'll scream? Right cause that helped you so much last time. Don't worry though I'm not going to hurt you. I just came here to say that if you tell anyone about what happened between you and I, I will not think twice to hurt your mother and that bitchy little friend of yours." he says with pure evil in his voice.
"You wouldn't dare.." I mean he may be crazy but he wouldn't go that far.. Would he?
"Babe you have no idea what I'm capable of." That self-centered, psychotic son of a bitch.
"Do what you want with me but don't bring my family into this. They haven't done anything to you! I won't tell anyone what you did but please just leave me alone," I beg him.
"Oh my god!! Emma, you're awake." Oh shit. Lily. She rushes to my side and holds my hand. I look over at Matt and hes got a blank expression on his face. What if she heard our conversation.. He'll hurt her and I can't let that happen.
"Lily, I'm okay. I'm in pain but I'm alive and that's what matters right? By the way were you standing there the whole time?"
"Yeah of course, I was so worried about you, Emma. Don't ever do that to us again. You're lucky that your mom went out of town today, if she was here than you would wish you hadn't woken up. No I wasn't I just got back from walking Harry out." I see Matt roll his eyes from the corner of my eye. I chuckle at Lily's lecture which I realize isn't a good idea because now my stomach hurts.
"Oww." I groan
"OMG! Are you okay? Where does it hurt? What are you doing standing there, Matt, go get a damn doctor."
"No. No need for a doctor, I'm fine. It just hurts sometimes. Don't worry too much, Lily. Wait who's Harry?" I feel like I've heard that name before but I can't remember from where.
"Harry Styles. That famous guy from that band, One direction. Want to know the funny part? He's the one who hit you with his car. Well to think of it, it's not that funny.. but still," she explains.
Ohhhh that's where I've heard that name before. Wow. Wait.. No this is not good. Everyone's going to hate on him for hitting me with his car when it's my fault. I should've moved out of the way. Can this day get any worse?
"Lily, do you have his number?" she nods
"Okay good can you call him and tell him to get here asap? I feel so bad. None of this is his fault, it's my fault but he's still going to get blamed for it. I need to fix all of this now!
"I'll call him but what do you mean by it's your fault? How is it your fault that you got hit by his car. Speaking of which, I need to talk to you about something."
"Can we please talk about it later? Call him and get him down here." I'm starting to feel tired by the minute. It must be the medicine they're giving me.
"No. This can't wait."
"Alright, what is it?"
"Uhh I need to talk to you in private so Matt can you leave?" she asks him. Well this isn't going to end well. He's going to give her attitude and not leave.
"Fine, but I'll be back later." Woah. He actually agreed with her. Before he leaves he puts his finger to his lips to warn me not to tell her anything. Well no fucking shit I'm not going to tell her anything he basically threatened to kill her.
"Emma, I want you to be honest with me. Is Matt hurting you in anyway?"
I lay there shocked. What am I supposed to say? I know I cant tell the truth but what if she realizes that I'm lying?
"Excuse me? How dare you think that way of my boyfriend. Of course he's not hurting me. I can't believe you, Lily."
"Hold up. Emma, why are you talking like this to me? I'm your best friend. Not him. So why are you yelling at me when all I am is concerned for you." I can tell she's on the verge of tears. If she starts to cry than I'm going to start crying but I need to stay strong or else she's going to become suspicious.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell, but how can you accuse Matt of hurting me? You have no right to accuse him like that. You know I would never stay with a guy who hurts someone else," I try to convince her.
"You know what? I honestly have no idea what I know about you anymore. I'm just trying to figure out why you have bruises on your neck and why there's a cut on your stomach. I'm just going to go now. I'll be back later when Harry's here. Get some rest." With that said she walks out the door leaving me here all alone. Alone once again. I feel myself drift into sleep with tears on my face.
"Please let tomorrow be a better day." I whisper while going into a deep sleep.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtNYA4pAGjI
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Emma's P.O.V
Everything hurts. My head, arms, back, stomach. Everything. It feels like my legs have been chopped off and sewed back on. My head feels like its been cracked open. I think I may have even broken a couple of ribs. I can't believe this is happening to me. I'm such a fuck up, if I hadn't gone out with Matt in the first place none of this would've happen. I would be at Lily's house right now, doing each others makeup and laughing at the stupidest things. I feel so disgusted with myself.. How could I let Matt ruin my life like this. I wanted to die. I wanted the pain to end. When that car hit me I was so happy. I thought that all my problems would end, but here I am lying in this uncomfortable bed with agonizing pain. I was going to end my life cause of a guy. How dumb can I get? I should've known that my problems cant be fixed that easily. I've got to tell someone about this, it's going to eat me up alive. Worst of all, I can't let Matt control me. No. I won't let it happen. My thoughts were interrupted by a voice I thought I would never have to hear again.
"Well well well looky here. Sweet little Emma's awake. You got us worried there for a second. Thought you wouldn't wake up." That's when I hear that menacing laugh again.
"Matt..." I say slowly fearing for the worse
"Yes. Matt! You didn't think you could get away from me that easily did you?"
"You cant hurt me anymore you know that right? We're in the hospital. You touch me and I'll scream," I say with confidence
"Oh you'll scream? Right cause that helped you so much last time. Don't worry though I'm not going to hurt you. I just came here to say that if you tell anyone about what happened between you and I, I will not think twice to hurt your mother and that bitchy little friend of yours." he says with pure evil in his voice.
"You wouldn't dare.." I mean he may be crazy but he wouldn't go that far.. Would he?
"Babe you have no idea what I'm capable of." That self-centered, psychotic son of a bitch.
"Do what you want with me but don't bring my family into this. They haven't done anything to you! I won't tell anyone what you did but please just leave me alone," I beg him.
"Oh my god!! Emma, you're awake." Oh shit. Lily. She rushes to my side and holds my hand. I look over at Matt and hes got a blank expression on his face. What if she heard our conversation.. He'll hurt her and I can't let that happen.
"Lily, I'm okay. I'm in pain but I'm alive and that's what matters right? By the way were you standing there the whole time?"
"Yeah of course, I was so worried about you, Emma. Don't ever do that to us again. You're lucky that your mom went out of town today, if she was here than you would wish you hadn't woken up. No I wasn't I just got back from walking Harry out." I see Matt roll his eyes from the corner of my eye. I chuckle at Lily's lecture which I realize isn't a good idea because now my stomach hurts.
"Oww." I groan
"OMG! Are you okay? Where does it hurt? What are you doing standing there, Matt, go get a damn doctor."
"No. No need for a doctor, I'm fine. It just hurts sometimes. Don't worry too much, Lily. Wait who's Harry?" I feel like I've heard that name before but I can't remember from where.
"Harry Styles. That famous guy from that band, One direction. Want to know the funny part? He's the one who hit you with his car. Well to think of it, it's not that funny.. but still," she explains.
Ohhhh that's where I've heard that name before. Wow. Wait.. No this is not good. Everyone's going to hate on him for hitting me with his car when it's my fault. I should've moved out of the way. Can this day get any worse?
"Lily, do you have his number?" she nods
"Okay good can you call him and tell him to get here asap? I feel so bad. None of this is his fault, it's my fault but he's still going to get blamed for it. I need to fix all of this now!
"I'll call him but what do you mean by it's your fault? How is it your fault that you got hit by his car. Speaking of which, I need to talk to you about something."
"Can we please talk about it later? Call him and get him down here." I'm starting to feel tired by the minute. It must be the medicine they're giving me.
"No. This can't wait."
"Alright, what is it?"
"Uhh I need to talk to you in private so Matt can you leave?" she asks him. Well this isn't going to end well. He's going to give her attitude and not leave.
"Fine, but I'll be back later." Woah. He actually agreed with her. Before he leaves he puts his finger to his lips to warn me not to tell her anything. Well no fucking shit I'm not going to tell her anything he basically threatened to kill her.
"Emma, I want you to be honest with me. Is Matt hurting you in anyway?"
I lay there shocked. What am I supposed to say? I know I cant tell the truth but what if she realizes that I'm lying?
"Excuse me? How dare you think that way of my boyfriend. Of course he's not hurting me. I can't believe you, Lily."
"Hold up. Emma, why are you talking like this to me? I'm your best friend. Not him. So why are you yelling at me when all I am is concerned for you." I can tell she's on the verge of tears. If she starts to cry than I'm going to start crying but I need to stay strong or else she's going to become suspicious.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell, but how can you accuse Matt of hurting me? You have no right to accuse him like that. You know I would never stay with a guy who hurts someone else," I try to convince her.
"You know what? I honestly have no idea what I know about you anymore. I'm just trying to figure out why you have bruises on your neck and why there's a cut on your stomach. I'm just going to go now. I'll be back later when Harry's here. Get some rest." With that said she walks out the door leaving me here all alone. Alone once again. I feel myself drift into sleep with tears on my face.
"Please let tomorrow be a better day." I whisper while going into a deep sleep.
Notes
IMM BACK! :) That was a much needed break. I want to thank everyone who subscribed and voted. Also, thanks to those people who messaged me about my grandma. You guys really helped cheer me up! <3
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Chapter 11 was soo good and definitely a nice touch with the gifs Ugghh how are the others going to react? I love how supportive they are of his situation. This chapter was emotional I loved it!
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