Sweet Disaster
Chapter Eight
Harry's P.O.V
Damn the management. When I got home last night they called me to talk.. more like yell. Who do they think they are? Telling me I'm not allowed to go see the girl I hit.. Emma. How can they expect me not go see her, to say sorry. I know that she's awake Lily called me last night. I should be doing something, but I can't. Ever since I got back from the hospital I haven't been allowed to leave my house. Apparently the management have taken care of the cops, something about no one pressing charges against me so I don't have to worry about that but now I have to stay home and not be seen by the paparazzi for a while. I need to go to the hospital tomorrow though so I got to come up with a plan on how to get out of the house without being seen. I really cant skip that appointment.
"Harry, honey do you want anything to eat? I made you tacos. I know how much you love them," she's trying to persuade me to leave my room. Well good try, mom but it's not happening.
"I'm not that hungry, mom. Thanks though maybe I'll eat it later."
"First of all, can you open up this door so it doesn't seem like I'm looking to a door." I get up and unlock the door and go straight back to my bed. I put the duvet over my face and I feel my bed sink meaning she sat down next to me.
"Listen to me, love. This is not your fault. How many times do I have to tell you this?"
"That's not why I'm upset," I toss the duvet onto the floor and sit up straight "It's the damn management. The damn paparazzi. The whole damn world. Everything is falling out of place and I don't know what to do anymore. I had this goal set for me. I had everything planned out and now.. Now I have no plan. No motivation. No hope."
"Harry, nothing is set in stone. You'll find your way around this you always do. This is just a set back but you'll make it out alive" If only you knew the truth than you wouldn't be saying this.
"Just don't ever lose hope its the only thing that can help you survive this and trust me when I say this, Harry. This will pass and you will be the happy boy I once knew. I've never seen you this upset, hun" she looks at me with sympathy. No. I don't want sympathy. "Is there something you're not telling me?"
"There's nothing wrong, mom. If there was I would tell you! I guess the stress is getting to me, but don't worry I'll be okay. You really helped me, but can I be left alone for a while? I'm really tired and I just want to sleep."
"Of course. I just want to say I'm so proud of you, Harry. You've come so far and yet you're still so strong." she gets up to leave but not before giving me a hug and whispering into my ear. "There's always hope, love. You just got to believe in it." With that she leaves me alone in my own personal cage.
The next day at the hospital.
"Okay Mr. Styles, we've got everything we need. The results will be here in a day or two so I suggest you come back on Saturday. Will that be okay?" says Dr. Green.
"Yeah that'll be fine, doc. I'll come in the morning. There's less paparazzi in the morning. Good thing too, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to come today."
"Okay that's fine. See you than, Harry" we shake hands and he leaves the room. It's only 10:30 and moms probably not awake yet. Louis is with Eleanor, so maybe I should go talk to Emma and get it over with so I don't have to worry about it later.
Room 218, room 219, room 220. Here it is. Room 220.
Maybe I should knock first.
*Knock Knock*
"Come in" I hear a very tired voice say. I walk in and stand in front of her bed. Wow, she looks really bad.. I mean not like in an ugly way she's very beautiful but her bruises they look really bad. It must really hurt.
"Yes actually they really do hurt." She says. Shit did I just say that out loud?
"Yeah you did" she laughs, I laugh along with her.
"I'm sorry I haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Harry."
"Don't worry you don't need to introduce yourself. I know who you are" She's a fan. Great. This just got 10 times worse than it already was.
"You're the dude that hit me with his car. By the way, I know you're here to say sorry but you don't need to. I should've moved out of the way. I'm sorry for all of the trouble I caused you" Well than. I wasn't expecting that at all.
"No I need to apologize. I was stupid and drove while being drunk, I thought I would make it home but obviously I didn't. I'm really sorry that this happened to you"
"Okay how about this. If you accept my apology than I'll accept yours," she says smiling
"Alright. Deal. I accept your apology."
"Great now don't just stand there. Sit down" she pats the chair next to her bed. Well, mom probably won't notice that I'm gone so might as well. I sit down and ask her,
"So how long do you have to stay here?"
"Uhm I've got no idea. They still have to do some more tests so probably a while." I look down.
"Hey don't even worry about it. I like eating hospital food so it's all good," she winks at me while throwing her head back laughing. I cant help but laugh along with her. She has a contagious laugh. Just like Niall.
"Now lets not talk about all that sad stuff. Tell me. Did Lily actually slap you?" asks Emma while pointing at me
"Oh my god. Yes! It hurt real bad." I say while remembering that moment again
Narrator's P.O.V
And that's the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
Damn the management. When I got home last night they called me to talk.. more like yell. Who do they think they are? Telling me I'm not allowed to go see the girl I hit.. Emma. How can they expect me not go see her, to say sorry. I know that she's awake Lily called me last night. I should be doing something, but I can't. Ever since I got back from the hospital I haven't been allowed to leave my house. Apparently the management have taken care of the cops, something about no one pressing charges against me so I don't have to worry about that but now I have to stay home and not be seen by the paparazzi for a while. I need to go to the hospital tomorrow though so I got to come up with a plan on how to get out of the house without being seen. I really cant skip that appointment.
"Harry, honey do you want anything to eat? I made you tacos. I know how much you love them," she's trying to persuade me to leave my room. Well good try, mom but it's not happening.
"I'm not that hungry, mom. Thanks though maybe I'll eat it later."
"First of all, can you open up this door so it doesn't seem like I'm looking to a door." I get up and unlock the door and go straight back to my bed. I put the duvet over my face and I feel my bed sink meaning she sat down next to me.
"Listen to me, love. This is not your fault. How many times do I have to tell you this?"
"That's not why I'm upset," I toss the duvet onto the floor and sit up straight "It's the damn management. The damn paparazzi. The whole damn world. Everything is falling out of place and I don't know what to do anymore. I had this goal set for me. I had everything planned out and now.. Now I have no plan. No motivation. No hope."
"Harry, nothing is set in stone. You'll find your way around this you always do. This is just a set back but you'll make it out alive" If only you knew the truth than you wouldn't be saying this.
"Just don't ever lose hope its the only thing that can help you survive this and trust me when I say this, Harry. This will pass and you will be the happy boy I once knew. I've never seen you this upset, hun" she looks at me with sympathy. No. I don't want sympathy. "Is there something you're not telling me?"
"There's nothing wrong, mom. If there was I would tell you! I guess the stress is getting to me, but don't worry I'll be okay. You really helped me, but can I be left alone for a while? I'm really tired and I just want to sleep."
"Of course. I just want to say I'm so proud of you, Harry. You've come so far and yet you're still so strong." she gets up to leave but not before giving me a hug and whispering into my ear. "There's always hope, love. You just got to believe in it." With that she leaves me alone in my own personal cage.
The next day at the hospital.
"Okay Mr. Styles, we've got everything we need. The results will be here in a day or two so I suggest you come back on Saturday. Will that be okay?" says Dr. Green.
"Yeah that'll be fine, doc. I'll come in the morning. There's less paparazzi in the morning. Good thing too, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to come today."
"Okay that's fine. See you than, Harry" we shake hands and he leaves the room. It's only 10:30 and moms probably not awake yet. Louis is with Eleanor, so maybe I should go talk to Emma and get it over with so I don't have to worry about it later.
Room 218, room 219, room 220. Here it is. Room 220.
Maybe I should knock first.
*Knock Knock*
"Come in" I hear a very tired voice say. I walk in and stand in front of her bed. Wow, she looks really bad.. I mean not like in an ugly way she's very beautiful but her bruises they look really bad. It must really hurt.
"Yes actually they really do hurt." She says. Shit did I just say that out loud?
"Yeah you did" she laughs, I laugh along with her.
"I'm sorry I haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Harry."
"Don't worry you don't need to introduce yourself. I know who you are" She's a fan. Great. This just got 10 times worse than it already was.
"You're the dude that hit me with his car. By the way, I know you're here to say sorry but you don't need to. I should've moved out of the way. I'm sorry for all of the trouble I caused you" Well than. I wasn't expecting that at all.
"No I need to apologize. I was stupid and drove while being drunk, I thought I would make it home but obviously I didn't. I'm really sorry that this happened to you"
"Okay how about this. If you accept my apology than I'll accept yours," she says smiling
"Alright. Deal. I accept your apology."
"Great now don't just stand there. Sit down" she pats the chair next to her bed. Well, mom probably won't notice that I'm gone so might as well. I sit down and ask her,
"So how long do you have to stay here?"
"Uhm I've got no idea. They still have to do some more tests so probably a while." I look down.
"Hey don't even worry about it. I like eating hospital food so it's all good," she winks at me while throwing her head back laughing. I cant help but laugh along with her. She has a contagious laugh. Just like Niall.
"Now lets not talk about all that sad stuff. Tell me. Did Lily actually slap you?" asks Emma while pointing at me
"Oh my god. Yes! It hurt real bad." I say while remembering that moment again
Narrator's P.O.V
And that's the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
Notes
They've finally talkeeed. I'm so excited for you guys to read the next few chapters. Secrets are going to be revealed. ;) Tell me what you guys think. Why is Harry meeting with the doctor? What's he hiding? :O
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Chapter 11 was soo good and definitely a nice touch with the gifs Ugghh how are the others going to react? I love how supportive they are of his situation. This chapter was emotional I loved it!
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