That L word

" what the fuck is aboulomania?" Zayn said aloud after the doctor said that is what Louis had.
" Well you see it is more a disease of the mind and mental state. It makes the brain more vulnerable to seizures. It also makes it very very hard for the host to make decisions without changing their minds over and over. It can cause massive stress and enable them to sleep at night. It is a vey serious condition but can be slowed with medication." The doctor finishes slowly. ( btw this is a real disease )
" shit... This is all my fault!" Liam mutters.
" Well.. I'm going to give him a prescription and it should be ready by tomorrow morning. You can pick it up then. Also MR. Tomlinson needs plenty of rest. He is at a very sensitive state right now. And depending on if his condition gets better or worse he may begging to forget little things. If this occurs call us. We are sending him out." With that the doctor walked away and I turned my attention back to Liam.
" How is this your fault none if us saw it coming." I pat his arm.
" no he had seizures and I knew about them. But he refused to go to the doctor when I asked." He is very timid. zayn looks at Liam.
" Really Liam? You should've have- no it's fine just think. I'm not going to fight with you guys." Zayn says.
we all go sit back down. I guess this disease is why Louis is so goddamn I decisive. Now I feel bad because I called him mental and crazy and now... Well now he has a real disease. I see him walk out. Niall jumps up to get him.
" Tell Paul to pull the van out back." Liam says. I walk over to Louis. I wrap my arm around him.
" Hi." He says groggily.
" Hey... I want to say I'm sorry about... Last night I did-"
" stop harry it's fine. I'm getting the help I need to get my mind straight." Louis says half smiling. I just let it go and Help him out to the van. We pile in letting Louis sit in the middle.
" Well this is crazy..." Louis says breaking the silence of the ride.
" Yeah.. It is." Niall replys.
We finally pull into the driveway and we make our way to the house. Louis goes in with Liam first and I tag along with zayn.
" I know. About you and Louis." He says randomly making me stop in my steps.
" Oh." Was all I could manage.
" Niall told me."
" are you mad?" I say.
" No just... Confused. Because now that he has aboulomania or whatever how do you know if he want change his mind about., you?" Why is he saying this exactly?
" What are you trying to say Malik! That he doesn't love me." I am about to scream right now!
" I never said that all I'm saying is be careful. I don't want you to get hurt." He walks inside the house. I stay on the porch. what if zayn in right... What if I am just imagining this whole thing and tomorrow Louis will not love me anymore. The reality of this is all to real...

Notes

I added that so some of the story had more meaning and made more sense for Louis actions.