That L word

Four days now since I kissed Louis. I'm such a dweeb. I shouldn't have kissed him. Now he wi t talk to me and he is spending successive time with el. Uh I can't stand her. Always snogging what's mine. I know most people would be over so done if they didn't have a chance but I'm not over Lou. I never will be. These last few days my love for him has only grown stronger.
We are in the cab and Niall is ordering KFC. All the food is brought to us directly. Ten piece chicken wings. Ten piece chicken breast. Potatoes macaroni. And potato wedges. Oh yea did I mention nialls the only one who is eating from KFC.. Yea I know. We stop the cab to take a bathroom break and I notice Louis didn't go so this was my only chance.. Possibly my last one.
" Louis.. We havnt talked lately." He looks up and just silently nods.
" why.." I see the aggravation grow in him.
" Why.. You are letting the fans get to your head harry! Larry stylinson isn't real I dont love you like that! I'm not gay." I'm surprised. The more he talked the more I was wounded.
" Louis.... I am in love with you! I'm not letting the fans go to my head. I've loved you since the day in the bathroom." I can see his eyes watering.
" Harry.. I'm sorry but you can't just kiss me like that... I have a girlfriend and I have friends who won't kiss me." Woah that hurt.
" ey that was kinda rude I reckon Lou." I look at him sternly. He just looks right back at me. I see the boys coming back.
" We will talk about this later harry. Just not now." Louis layed back down and I turned around thinking as we drove on and on. I have been rejected by the love of my life. I'm lonely and stuck. If I hadn't kissed him we would still be hugging and cuddling and sharing the flat. We would have looks touches feels. But no because I fucking told him what I felt. I'm such and idiot. Liam won't shut the fuck up about some new girl. Zayn won't shut the fuck up about perrie. Niall won't shut the fuck up about some awesome cheeseburger he had and Louis just wont shut the fuck up. I'm the only one who's not happy. And it seems like they don't even care.
we finally reach the flat. I just climb out ignoring the boys conversation and I go to my room. I begin to look at pictures of me and Louis. Not even noticing he was right behind me a little while later. I jump and turn around.
" What?" I stare at him still crying that there will never be an us.
" Nothing." Then why the fuck are you standing there!
" Oh.. Do you want to talk now...?" He nods and goes to sit on my bed.
" Harry.. I have been doing a lot of thinking. And I know how you feel. I just I don't know what to do."
" About what Louis I told you how I felt and you need to do the same." A tear fell from his eye. I hated seeing him distraught. I walk over to him and just wrap my arms around him. A few moments later he speaks up again.
" Harry.. I think .. I like you.. No I love you." He smashes his lips onto mine. I wanted this. I wanted him to be mine and I was finally getting it! But what made him change his mind.... Oh well it doesn't matter he's mine now! We kiss for a few then I pull back hearing zayn yell from the too of the stairs for us.
" One minute!" Louis yells. he looks at me. Smiling.
" Louis what are we going to do." He touches my hair and moves his hand to my chin and pecks my lips.
" I think we should just see where life takes us harry." He gets up and goes upstairs. I can't help but feel overjoyed. I go upstairs and see them all at the table.
" Sorry el broke up with you mate your a great guy." Liam touched his back.
" Thanks guys.. I just miss her already." Louis spit out. I quietly go back downstairs. Great I'm being used. My heart goes to my feet. I want to punch something ! God I could kill so done right now! I run frantically around my room looking for something to do and I see a few razors lined up in the shower for shaving. No harry don't... But it has to be better than this.. Right. They won't disappoint me...

Notes

No harry!:(