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That L word

The kiss

Whole story told in Harry's pov:)

we were sitting on the bed.. Just Louis and I. The boys are at something for the fans and I decided to stay back with Louis so we could cacth up. We havnt talked much since the whole larry stylinson thing broke out. He's taking it really hard and I feel bad. But I've read some of the things people say about it and they honestly feel it's there. Louis and I are no doubt close but we arnt like "that" close you know? But anyway he's just taking it hard and wants to stay home today.
" so what are we suppose to do Louis. We are going to bored ourselves to death!" He just laughs and pushes me off the couch. I stay there and sprawl out. " come lay by me Louis I'm cold!" Yes we cuddle all of the time. Were just really good friends.
" no sir! If you want my body heat you must come by me!" He sticks his tongue out and I flick my wrist on his schin. His phone beeps and he looks down at it with a continuous stare. I've always liked Louis eyes and every chance I get I look at them and go away into his the ocean his eyes are keeping bottled up. To be honest I do kinda like Louis. I mean everyone knows I'm bi but.. Louis is just someone I fancy. I don't know.
I move up to the couch and put my arms around Louis and he gasps.
" Can't breath haz!" I just laugh and let go. He moves over a little. He never does that.
" Louis?" He just looks at me.
" What?" I look at his eyes again.
" You have been avoiding me!" I laugh and say it again but louder. " Lou's been avoiding me! Lou's been avoiding me!" I kind if sing it.. Or chant it whatever.
" Have not!" Louis blurts. Whatever he has. Does he believe that Larry could happen! Hah he's scared he's gunna like me. Well what can I say I'm hard to resist. I scooched over by him.
" Louis what's wrong afraid of loving the styles." He just laughs.
" Never in a million years harry! I have a girlfriend." I don't know why but whenever he said girlfriend it cut me like a knife.
" Oh yea... She wasn't your girlfriend at first!" I say wanting to argue.
" Know shit! We were set up because if larry. But it turned into something real." I can't help but ignore his words and stare at his beautiful eyes and wonder what secrets he has. Without thinking I lean in toward Louis and kiss him. He must have not cared because he full on kissed back. I felt it. When we kissed I felt it. I know it's real now... Larry... The touches the feels, the looks... The LOVE. It was all making sense. We were in love.
He abruptly pulls away. " no harry! Why did you do that!" I honestly didn't know.
" I don't know it was an act of..." I stop realizing he would not find that a good answer.
" And act of what styles?" He retorts.
" LOVE! And act if love Louis." It felt good to be able to say what I've been feeling all these years. I just wish I would have kissed him sooner.
" just face it Louis. The kiss ... you felt what I felt why are you so scared of love! Are you ashamed of me Lou.. Is that it!" The tears fill up my eyes blurring my gaze. Why doesn't he just say he loves me. I know he does and he knows it. I will do anything to make him relize I'm all his.
" No harry.. I didn't feel anything.. Just please leave me alone..I love el!" I can't believe he would even say that... They set them up.. Management because of me and him and now he's saying it's not real. What the fuck ever! I just get up and go to my bed and lay there. I can hear Louis get up and leave. Good. My heart is broke and I've only known I've been in love for four year for like hmm... Two fucking minutes.