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That L word

Just a little love

The other boys all went out. El has been hanging out with zayn a lot lately. I havnt asked about it. I don't know if she hangs out with him and perrie. Because if el try's anything perrie will kick her ass. Louis is home he's up in his room. I'm wacthing some t.v. Show about crabs. It's quite gross. I lift my feet onto the couch and lay my head back. Louis perfection quickly fills my mind. His body is so hot. And his blue eyes make him drop dead gorgeous. The things I could do to him. I've wanted to just make out with his little lips for a long time! I relize that imam running myself through my jeans and quickly stop.
" Shit." I say under my breath. I really need Louis. I stand up and walk up the stairs quietly. I peek into Louis room he's awake. I can't believe what I'm about to do.. I don't think he will agree but I have to. My urges are to strong right now.
" Louis.." I say as I walk In.
" Yeah harry?" He says sitting up. He is in boxers and his bare chest is exposed. I feel myself growing in my pants but I ignore it.
" You.. You uhm.." I shouldn't.. I should just go and toss.
" Harry? What?" He stands up now. Oh my fucking god he needs to lay down or else I will fuck him so hard right into the wall. I'm silently screaming to myself. I look at the ground.
" Uhm.. Ahem. Well you said you didn't know if you Lov- liked me. I think I know a way to see if you do........" I spit out.
" Shoot." I'm surprised he is actually willing to find out himself. I smile and shoot my head up.
" Ah.. Yeah okay. Come here." I say. He looks kinda awkward. But he walks over. He is literally inches from my aggressive touch right now. But I need to take it slow.
" Now what.." He smiles. I kind of think he knows where this is going.
" Well.. Can I.. Can I ki-" my words are shoved back in my mouth when his lips are roughly pushed against mine. I deepen the kiss as I insert my tongue into Louis mouth. He moans when I do this. I feel his hands traveling to the hem of my pants. My erection has grown really hard. Louis suddenly pulls away.
" I.. Well I.. I don't know what I'm doing." My heart falls to the floor.
" I'm so sorry Louis. I shouldn't have asked you. With your indecisiveness and I'm sorry. I wasn't-"
im cut off.
" No harry. I want to do this. But I don't know how.. I've never .. You know shagged a guy." He whimpers out.
" Oh.. If it helps.. I uhm.. Read about it.." I lie.
" So.. You mean to tell me you know how it goes from reading.." Louis laughs. I don't say anything.
" Harry., have you watched.. Was the porn before." He laughs. I stick my tongue out.
" Why don't we just keep it simple for now?" Louis asks. For now? Did he think we were going to go somewhere. I smile.
" Okay!" I crash my lips back onto his. I moan as our erections rub together. He teasingly grinds his hips into mine and I growl demanding more.
" I've.... I've never." Louis is trying to manage through breathless kisses. " never seen ... You so.. So.. Sex..sexy harry." He says. This turns me on more. I throw us into the bed and grip the sheets around us.
" I need you Louis." I suddenly feel like crying. The tears are already falling and I relize what I've done. I'm crying and we were about to have some fun or whatever. I'm such a cock sucker! I roll off and bury my face into my hands. Louis suddenly wraps his arms around me.
" Harry what's wrong... We don't have to do this." He says cradling me.
" you don't understand Louis.." I say as I cry more. I stand up. " I should go. I'm sorry." I say.
" Wait harry.. Why?" Louis crys out.
" Because Louis.. I love you and.. I love you okay! And I know you'll never feel the same! It doesn't feel right knowing there's a chance you might change your mind tomorrow.. My heart can't take that!" I nearly shout. I see his eyes fill with slight tears too.
" Har.. Harry.. I.. I'm sorry.." He pouts.
" Your sorry.."
" For not loving you." His words stab I to me like a thousand needles to the heart. He said it. He doesn't love me.