Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

We are all packed in the taxi heading over it this mall. We are having a hangout day with some fans who won this event.

" This is going to be crazy." Liam's says rubbing his hair.

" The fans always cry and you can't hold a conversation with them.!" He laughs. Zayn nods in agreement.

" Right.. They don't need us to talk for them to be happy... Christ sakes they shit there pants if we just touch them!" I laugh at Zayns comment and notice Louis looking unsettled in the corner.

" Aye.. What's up?" I say patting his leg.

" Nothing just not feeling to well today is all." He says touching my hand.

" I'll be alright though." Louis and I havnt talked a lot. After my session yesterday I just went straight to bed.

" Okay.. Okay." I say giving a smile.

" How did it go yesterday? Any fans?" He lightens up a little after asking.

" Yeah one... She helped me get my ass in there to be honest." He laughs a little and looks back out the window. Something's up with him and I'll figure out later.

" Aye look at this place. It's empty!" Brent screeches.

" Well it's a private meet so they closed down the store and it's just for us and the fans." I smiles nicely giving him the information.

" Niall would love this..." Liam says admiring the view.

" Yeah.. He would." Zayn outs his arm around Liam.

" I'm sure he sees it... Sees us right now.." Louis says.

" He's wacthing over us."

We sit for a moment in silence then exit the taxi. We make our way to the doors. Before every meet we have a little private meeting of what to do and what not to do.

We go into a little room with clear walls and I see the girls in the other room crying and covering there mouths. Brent is making funny faces and they freak even more. We will for sure see that picture on twitter later.

" Alright boys... I don't think I need to go over every guideline and procedure and whatnot. Because we have done this so many times before I expect you to behave. Now go have fun. And Paul will be here to take you around. The mall opens in about five minutes. Fans will be pouring in."

" Wait... This isn't a private meet?" I say.

I get a little nervous around the crowds that mob us.

" Heavens yes. It's just other people heard about it and they can't shut down the while mall." Alex says speaking slowly. Paul struts over to us.

" Let's introduce you to them. And don't worry they arnt that crazy." He winks.

We are shooed out of the room and tugged into the room with the fans.

" Hi guys!" Liam says holding his arms out wide. The one girl kind of wobbles over and falls into his arms as if this is all she's wanted in life. He hugs her and they make conversation.

" Oh my god harry please sign this." A ginger holds out a piece of paper from what seems to be from a magazine. It has a picture of me and Louis in it and it says something in Spanish. I blush a little and quickly sign it.

" Thank you so much." She hugs me and I give her a little squeeze before she struts on.

We've been wandering around the mall for over and hour and havnt done anything to exciting. The girls laugh at everything we do which I don't understand.

We are on our way to the questioning room will each fan will ask a question they want answered.

I sit down next to Liam and we make little conversation as the fans all get seated.

" Questions?" Liam says. Every ones hands shoot up quickly. I point to a blonde.

" Yes. My name is Anna and I was wondering how you guys are without Niall... Because we miss him a hell of a lot." She says then sits back down.

That was a pretty straightforward question. I shift a little.

" Well we live everyday as if he were here. We are just living out his legacy what he wanted.... Next question." I quickly move off the Niall topic. I point to another girl.

" Brent how hard was it moving into the biggest BOYBAND?" She sits back down.

" Wasn't easy... But they are really great lads and glad I met them." We all smile at him.

" Awh your such a sap Brent." Liam says making a heart to him. In return pretends to shoot it with an arrow.

" Haha moving on moving on.. We gotta keep this pg mates." Louis says pointing to another fan.

" Are you guys going to break up soon..?" She asks tears in her eyes.

" Because you are everything to us an we would hate to see you go.." She sits back down blowing her nose. We all look at each other.

" You know.. That's question gets asked a lot... And we don't plan on it. We wanna live on."
I say.

I smile at them all and feel little tears form in my eyes.

" There my best mates.." Zayn runs over and hugs me as do the other boys. The crowd goes Awh and how cute.

" We love you harry berry!" Liam says rubbing my hair making it go crazy. I push them all the way.

" Shut up you guys." I stick my tongue out at them.

" Your question?" Liam says pointing to a boy in the crowd. It wasn't everyday we saw this.

" Harry... We heard you punched a reporter and I wanted to say.. Good for you they are schmucks."

I stare at him dumbfounded. What the fuck just happened?! He shouldn't be telling me good job for that... It wasn't right! They can't think it's okay to hit somebody if they are annoyed with them.

Is that the message I'm sending across.....? I feel a heaviness set in my stomache and I feel myself falling. I hit the ground and I can't seem to move. They boys are all gathered around me yelling but I'm not listening.

Maybe it's time.. I stop listening for ever..

I just wish I could be with Niall again.

I could be happy.

I wasn't mean.

I didn't have anger.

All I want is happiness.

Then everything goes black.

Notes

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what do you think harry should do.?
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