Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

Oh my god. I pull up to the big building and take a look around. It seriously looks like I'm about to go into an insane asylum.

On one side of the building there is a juvienial detention center.

There are kids playing in the fenced in yard well having shackles on the ankles. how do you live like this! I drive around a corner where there is a court room side. What the hell. This place has a million things. Then as I pull over I see a sign that says anger therapy.

This is my stop. I pull out my phone to text Louis.

me: I'm at this place. I'll be lucky if I make it out alive.

louis: Get in there! Your going to be late. And your going to make it out alive so shut up.

I put my phone away and step out. I make my way slowly inside not knowing what to expect when I go inside.

I mean I am Harry Styles and this is a public kind if event. I just hope they are older people and don't notice me.

Inside there are white walls everywhere. If I wasn't insane before I sure am now! I wonder around a little not sure of where I'm going.

" Harry! You made it come on in. I'm Kevin." A younger lad says behind me peering out of a doorway.
" Hi." I say walking through the door. There are about 15 people sitting in chairs.

I go to take a seat but then I hear a slight cry and whimpering sound. I look and see id say about a 17 year old girl crying. Her face is red.

" Oh my god! Harry! i love you so much! I love you music and-"

" Thank you. Love you too ." She is crying more now.

" Alyssa why don't you go into the bathroom take a break." Kevin says. She stands up and looks at me one more time.

" Can I have a hug?" She says. I don't say anything just stand up and hug her.

" Thank you so much." She then goes to step out.

" So we are all here today for the same reason. We have trouble hiding our anger." Kevin looks around as some people nod in agreement.

" So who would like to share what they did that was out of proportion?"

" I hit my sister and gave her a black eye..." A man says then looking at the ground.

" And you arnt proud of it are you?" Kevin asks. the man just shakes his head.

" I cussed out my professor." A woman says with black hair. Doesn't look to friendly.

" I'm not proud of it either." Keving nods and listen to the other people then it's my turn.

" Harry?" He asks looking for my reason. I don't really want to share it.

" I.. Uhm well... It was the paparazzi.. And I.. I just...Yeah." I say hoping he won't push me to say more.

" And what Harry?" He's pushing. Just like I hoped he wouldn't.

" Well I punched a pap in the face." I look at Kevin.

" Why?" Oh my fucking god.

" Because he was being annoying!" I say a little to loud.

" I know that but in which ways?" he leans in staring into my eyes prying I formation from me.

" He was asking me questions about my best friend..Who died." my eyes water up remembering his last moment.

* flashback*

" What would you do if I died?" Liam asks sitting by me and Niall.

" I would cry! And I would probably turn into a little rebel without your guidance." I joke. Liam laughs. Niall just sits there thinking.

" Earth to Niall." Liam says waving his hand in his face.

" If you died Li... I would probably hope for lots of food at your funeral. And upbeat music. Because I would know you went to heaven." I hold back my laughter at Nialls response.

Liam just stares at him.

" That's comforting.. I guess." Liam says.

" What would you do if i died!" I ask looking at them.

" Cry... Starve maybe because I can't cook." Liam lunches me in my arm. I laugh.

" Well I would starve to. And I would probably have no one to sing in the garden with!" Niall says. " so don't die on my harry!" He laughs and hugs me.

" I promise I won't. And you to Liam! Come here!" I call Liam over to join the hug. It was a warm hug. And it was a nice hug. If I would've known it was going to be one of my limited hugs from Niall.. I maybe would have hugged longer.

* end of flashback*

" Harry? Harry? Are you okay? Harry? You don't have to talk if you don't want to." I feel Kevin pushing on my shoulder. I must have spaced out.

" Sorry I was ... I.. I need to go." I stand up and ignore him telling me to come back. I walk out into the hallway. I lean on the wall slowly sinking to the floor. My face in my palms.

" We miss him too..." I hear a girl say. I look up and see it's Alyssa.

I place my face back in my palms letting the tears flow.

" It's okay. You will see him again. But .. Just know you arnt alone in this." She surprisingly places her hand on my back.

She isn't crying or fan girling which I'm thankful for right now.

" Yeah.. I know. It just is a part of me left.. And I won't be able to get it back." I say looking up at her.

" Well.. Life's a bicth." She smiles a little causing me to smirk. I met out a little laugh.

" Thanks.. But I don't think I can go back in there.." I look toward the door.

" You can. It will be fine.. Come on.. Let's go together." she helps me to my feet and I stand there for a moment. Then we walk I through the doors and I see smiling faces glad of my return.

" Glad you came back." Kevin says in to welcoming voice.

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