Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

" ITS WITTY! It sounds completely ridiculous Harry." Louis shouts ripping off his shirt and chucking at me out of anger or frustration I suppose.

" Don't be a jack ass. We've always wanted to say goodbye and now Brent has presented us with that chance." I say dropping his shirt to the ground.

He just ignores me and keeps brushing his hair.

" I just don't know." He finally speaks.

" Well think about it Louis. If it was you... and we never said goodbye. You would want us to at least try to make amends wouldn't you?" I say trying to make it a little more personal.

" You would want me to come back for you..." I quickly strip down to my boxers and get little goosebumps everywhere from the chilly air. I manage to crawl between the covers and get warm again.

" Your right. I'm being quite an arse arnt I..." Louis drops his brush and comes over to the bed. I sit up and place my hand on his back. he sighs.

" it's okay to try and fail Louis.. If that's what your afraid of.. Not being able to get to Niall.?" I leave it more as a question.

" You know Harry.. Sometimes at night I roll over awake and I stare at the ceiling and think about Niall. If he's wacthing listening. If he's a ghost floating about. I wonder what he's doing. Is he happier now. Is he sad is he angry. I sit and wonder what he feels. If anything. And I'm afraid he will be angry. Angry none of us went with him to the game and his life ended because of it." Louis looks at his feet kicking off his shoes and just rolling up into a ball on the bed.

" We have to try. We have to. Liam needs clarity more than all of us and I'm in it for him and Zayn and me. And Niall. And you Louis." I say wrapping my arms around him as he curls into a tighter ball.

" We can do it.. Tomorrow like Brent said. But if it doesn't work then we are never doing it again.. Promise?" Louis asks touching my hand that's wrapped around him.

I nod into his shoulder and close my eyes.

Focusing on the positive things I have in my life right now.

Like Louis. A Great and funny bloke. The bloke I love more than anything. I will do anything to make Louis happy. Anything. He's my best friend. Maybe even more than that now.
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" HEY! " I hear Louis shouting in my face. I groan and roll over.

" What?" I cry out. He just throws some clothes at me.

" Get dressed we have and hour before we go meet this other side communicator." Louis says prancing out if the room.

Shit I would have forgot.

I stand up abruptly and throw my pants on and my state sweater. I shake the fringe in my hair away and pull it out of my face.

I brush my teeth and run downstairs.

" Why wouldn't you wake me up sooner!" I say passing Louis in the kitchen drinking his morning tea.

" Because you looked so at peace in your sleep. Like nothing was wrong and I didn't wanna ruin that for you." He smiles.

I smile back and pour some tea for myself. Adding about three sugars because I need that right now. I feel a hand touch my shoulder.

" Maybe I should drive yeah?" Louis says staring me down.

" Your shaking quite badly mate." He says.

I look down and notice I have been shaking and I spilled some tea on the counter.

" I'm just nervous. Is all. But yeah.. You drive." I say setting my tea down and rinsing my hands that have been soiled by my morning tea.

" Did you talk to the other boys?" I question as we make our way out to the car.

" Yes they are all coming. Liam sounded really anxious about it. he even said if any of us opted not to go and he had to go alone he would." We climb into the car and start out journey to this mysterious house.

We pull into the driveway and I see Zayns car is already here. Brent won't be here because he said it wasn't for him it was for us and we should be the ones to do it.

We climb out of the car and walk over to Zayns. I see him and Liam In The front seat. They jump out almost right on seeing us.

" Hi." Zayn says giving us each a small hug.

" You guys ready..?" Liam says as he pulls away from my hug. I look at Louis then Zayn then the house.

" More than I'll ever be." We all begin to walk up and I was first to knock. The door swings open.

" Hello?" It's an elderly lady with a pink dress on.

" We are here to uhm." Louis stutters while speaking.

" We have an appointment with mrs. Clarkson." Liam says perfectly like he's practiced it. She simply smiles and shoos us inside.

It's a big house with many rooms. We follow her up the stairs and turn right.
" In there. Enjoy." She says opening the door.

Liam walks in first and we all follow. I'm astounded by the architectural work of this house. It's truly magnificent.

" Ah take a seat. Brent said you would be coming by today." A woman I am assuming is Mrs. Clarkson speaks from a chair.

She's sitting at a table. A round one with seats all by it. We go and sit down.

" I'm Mrs.Clarkson. My understanding is you wish to contact a lost friend?" She asks.

" Yes. We are." I say. I can literally feel my stomache coming up my throat.

I'm so nervous.

" Well let's waist no time for he could pass if not already so." She says holding out her hands.

" Now we all need to hold hands. Then we go around starting with the left on down saying one characteristic you distinctly remember about him then his full name. Understood?" She finishes we all nod.

Liam starts since he is first.

" Yes uh.. Happy. Niall James Horan." It goes over to Zayn.

" Prankster. Niall James Horan." It goes on down to me.

" Irish. Niall James Horan." Now it's Louis turn.

" Caring. Niall James Horan." We don't say anything more but instead we look over and her head is facing down toward the table. She is humming something then she lifts her head up.

" Yes good. Now you must each feel. And call out to him in your mind. You must want him here. You need to use everything in your power to bring.. No attract him to us." I look down and think as hard as I can.

I go back to the times we played in the gardens together making up songs and telling jokes.

To the time I talked to him at the stars.

To the time when he ordered so much KFC he puked the next day and we all though it was the funniest thing.

Then I feel it. I can feel him. I know he's here. I can tell.

I look up to see if I'm the only one and when I see there faces I know I'm not. Liam is on the verge of tears but he's holding back being tough.

" He's here. Will be communicating through me, he will possess my body for a short amount of time, you must be quick about this. I am going to go under and when Niall has left my body I will return." With that she lays her head down and inhales.

Within seconds she lifts her head back up. But it's not her.

It's Niall. I gasp and so does everyone else.

It is Niall. He's really here! It looks just like him. Blonde hair everything. It's like the lady was Niall the whole time.

" NIALL! Niall. Niall. It's you man! It you!" Liam is crying at this point and leaps over to him.

" You guys, you came for me." Niall says hugging Liam back.

" We miss you." I manage. he looks over to me.

It's Niall but with a glow around him. He looks beautiful. Covered in light so to say.

" I miss you guys like mad too." He smiles.

" It's really you. Isn't it?" Louis says looking him up and down.

" Yes it is. Me mr fatty watty!" He jokes. Liam Laughs as Zayn stands up.

" Well I guess I better make this quick." Zayn says.

" You said you goodbyes to me zayn." Niall says. Which is true. Him and Louis both did. It's me and Liam who didn't get hi to hear ours. Zayn just smiles and tears roll down his face.

" It doesn't hurt to say goodbye again. I love you. I hope you can see my wedding from where your at." They embrace eachother in a warm and loving hug.

" I love you too Zayn. and I wouldn't miss it for the world." Niall replys.

" Well... I guess this.. This is goodbye. I love you so much and I would've gone to your game if-" he shushes me.

" I can feel your guilt. Your frustration harry. It's a burden. Be happy. I'm happy." He takes me in for a hug.

" I love you Niall. I will stay up talking to the stars knowing your listening." I say.

" I know. I love it when you do that. I love you." He pulls away and smiles at me. He has been listening to my late night conversations with him at the stars.

I feel the tears but I don't let them fall. Louis goes up and gives him a big hug.

" Bye Niall. Miss you tons. And I love you. I wish you could stay." Louis pouts.

" Oh shush you. You know we will meet again someday. You make me sound like your long lost lover!" Niall teases.

" Love you to by the way."

Liam is sobbing uncontrollably while he walks up to him. He hugs him so tight. Niall closes his eyes taking Liam in for the best hug yet.

" I miss you. It's hard without you... Life's not easy. I love you so much! Stay with us please." Liam begs.

" Li. You know I can't stay. But I'm always in your heart and I'm always wacthing you. And I saw that punch you did to Zayn. You need to accept Brent. He's a good guy. Sure he's no me but he's trying to be your friend and your pushing him away. I want you to move on Liam. For me." Niall says as he releases Liam.

" love you." He says. Liam manages a smile and pulls away joining us as we wrap our arms around eachother.

Then Niall sits back down.
" I feel it. I'm going. Remember guys I'm always with you no matter what. I love you all bunches and Liam be nice. Zayn I saw the spray painting you did to your cranky neighbors garage. Nice! Louis.. Harry stay with eachother you guys are more than what you think. And somebody eat a taco for me?" He smiles and we smile too.

I can see him leaving her body. It's like all that light that was around her moved off I to a little ball and floated of disappearing.

Then it's her again. Nobody is crying now. Instead we are smiling and I can feel it. We are all so much happier.

" thank you again." I say to mrs. Clarkson at the door as we leave. She close it and we walk out.

" Let's go out to eat guys. For old times. And invite Brent." Liam suggests. I smile and look over.

" somewhere with tacos. For Niall. His request." We all walk to our cars and I sit beside Louis.

" Love you Louis." I say.

" You too harry. Glad we got to do that whole thing with Niall. I feel better knowing he's wacthing." Louis says as we turn out of the driveway.

Notes

Love me or hate me! Ahhh. There's a little bit of a dilemma next chapter and it want he as long. I'm sorry this one was kind of long!:) but rate comment subscribe. Luffa you all.