Yours

[Rebecca's POV]


"...What?" I barely made out.
"I'm sorry, but since you failed to show up for your audition you are not accepted."
I shook my head. "B-but this doesn't make sense, they said.. t-they said the sixth."
"No, our auditions were held on the 3rd."
"That can't be because.. they said the sixth." Harry came up to me and tried to hug me, but I backed away way too caught up in the conversation. By now, Dani and Liam were looking at me as well.
"I can assure you the auditions were the 3rd."
"But," my eyes were watering. "it can't be.."
"I'm sorry."
"Um," I sniffled. "thanks.." I whispered hanging up.
I looked up too see Harry, Dani, Liam, Niall, Louis, Eleanor, Zayn, and Perrie looking at me. Harry came up to me and tried to hug me again. I put my arms up making space between us. "How.. how.. they said the sixth."
"Rebecca, who was that?" Harry asked.
I put my hand on my temple trying not to cry. "It couldn't have been today, he promised."
"Bec, are you alright?" Dani asked looking at me worried.

"Who promised?" Harry asked.
I looked at everyone again. "I didn't get in."
"What?" Harry asked.
"I didn't get in to my dance school." I said clear.
"Of course you didn't, you haven't auditioned yet." Dani said thinking nothing of it.
"No," I nearly yelled. "They just called me saying my audition was today and I missed it."
"Oh my god." Dani said getting out of Liam's arms and going to my side.
Harry was just shaking his head. "What about the sixth?"
I looked at him. "There is no sixth. The auditions were today and today only.. and.." I couldn't even finish.
Dani was rubbing my back by this point. I was still fighting tears.
"But Simon said you could audition the sixth too." Niall said walking up to Harry.
Wait what?
"Yeah." Zayn said agreeing.
Liam nodded his head.
"Wait.." I said looking at all of them. "you all knew my audition was today?"
They all nodded slowly.
"What?" I said breathing fast not believing any of this.
"You all knew?" I chocked.
"Becca, breath." Dani said calmly.
"NO." I yelled getting out of her arms. "They all knew my audition was today and failed to tell me."
"Bec, to our defense Simon did say you would be able to audition again." Harry said holding his hands up stepping closer to me.
I shook my head. "I can't audition again Harry. They have one day auditions for everyone." he stopped.
He looked so confused. He turned to Niall. "Simon did say she could audition again right, Niall?"
He nodded. "He told me before we agreed." Niall then widened his eyes.
"Agree to what?" I asked pushing past Harry walking right up to Niall.
"To, erm... " we were face to face. He gulped. "to.." He looked past me with pleading eyes.
"To let you miss your audition, so you could be here tonight for.. support." Harry said.
I turned around and Harry had his hand on the back of his neck looking up to me. "What?" I looked all around at all the boys. "You all," the first tear slipped. "did this?"
By now El, Dani, and Perrie were backed away from Louis, Liam, and Zayn standing next to each other shaking there heads.
Each of the boys looked down shaking their heads slowly. "How could you do this to me?" I asked hurt.
Harry's eyes shot up. "Simon said you could audition again." He argued.
"That's not the point, Harry." I cried. "You knew how important this was to me."
"Simon said.." He trailed.
The families made their way to backstage.
"I don't care what Simon said, Harry." I looked around at Louis. "Louis, how could you?"
Everyone's eyes went to Louis. He just looked down; he knew exactly what I was talking about. "You knew everything."
"What is she talking about, Louis?" Harry asked. You could hear his voice growing louder.
"He knew I only had one audition. He knew it. He also knew it was the 3rd apparently." I said shaking my head in disbelief.
"LOUIS!" All the boys screamed. Liam and Zayn slapped him up side the head.
He shot his head up this time. "I did it for Harry. He needed you tonight."
A couple more tears fell. "You of all people would know I would be here for Harry if I could have. This was my only chance Louis." I cried.
"What's going on?" Jay asked stepping next to her son.
I turned around facing Harry again. "Were you just stringing me along this entire time?"
"What, no." He said shaking his head.
"You said you cared about me Harry." I said looking at him with tears.
"I..do." He whispered.
"Clearly." I sarcastically said wiping my tears. " I can't believe you all right now, you all knew."
"Becca.." Zayn said putting his hand on my shoulder.
"No," I said shoving it off. I looked at all of them. "to think I actually thought you were nice people. Apparently Harry wasn't the only one who needs to change."
I walked away from them and turned around one last time. "Do you all realize how selfish this was? congratulations, you just ruined my dreams in about five minutes. I hope you're happy."
Lizzy came to me and I picked her up. "Don't expect either of us when you get back."
I turned around and started walking. "Rebecca, wait." Harry said.
I turned around holding Lizzy. "I was there for you since the beginning. For everything and this is how you repay me."A tear fell. "I hate you Harry Styles." I flicked my eyes to Niall, Zayn, Louis, and Liam. "I hate you all."
I turned around and walked. "Rebecca.." Harry cracked.
"I'm done, Harry. I'm so done." I said walking around the corner and out of the venue.
I just... can't believe it..



[Harry's POV]


I put my hand down. Rebecca went around the corner and it was so quiet. I turned around and Liam, Zayn, Niall, and Louis all had their heads down shaking them. I was next.
"What just happened?" My mum asked.
No one answered.
"Harry?" My mum asked.
"Anne," Danielle started. We all picked up our heads and looked at Danielle. "I would like you all to know exactly what your boy's have just done."
"Go on." Jay said crossing her arms.
"Well, Rebecca as you all know, had an audition for the Royal Academy of Dance. The real audition was tonight, the 3rd. You should also know that this school is very strict about their auditions that they only have one day for everyone's auditions. If you don't go, you don't get in. Simple as that." Dani glared at me. "Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, and Zayn had agreed with Simon to let her miss the audition, so she could be here tonight." She then glared at Louis. "Everyone expect Louis thought she could audition again on the sixth because that's what Simon said. Louis knew exactly that she could only audition on one day. He knew that day was today." She looked down shaking her head. "Long story short, for their own selfish reasons, they've ruined that girls life."
"What?" Karen asked stepping up next to Anne.
"Yup." Eleanor popped.
"Harry Edward Styles!" My mum yelled. "I did not raise you like this."
I felt a sudden wave of anger that I hadn't felt in awhile. "Who cares?" I spit.
"What?" My mum asked taken back.
"Who the fuck cares about Rebecca anymore?" I yelled.

Dani, El, and Perrie all sent me a glare.
"Harry language." My mum scolded.
I rolled my eyes. "She was just a fake anyway." I shrugged. "It's not like she actually cared about me, right?" I pushed past the lads. "I got what I wanted. The press did; Simon did. We're all happy. She was just getting paid for all this. Nothing was real. The feelings, the actions, the words. All fake."
"Harry you think she didn't care?" Louis asked turning me around.
"She just said she hated me." I yelled at him pointing to the empty space that used to be Rebecca.
"Mate, if she didn't care she wouldn't have been here at all." He said.
"She was paid. She had no choice." I argued.
He shook his head. "No, she's wasn't paid. Never once."
I was taken back. This whole time I thought she was paid. "She did this for you and for Simon and you both betrayed her, we all did. I feel absolutely horrid not telling you lot about anything, but it's over now. She's gone, but don't ever say she didn't care because I know she did, Harry."
"Maybe if you would have told us this wouldn't be happening, Louis." I spit sending my anger towards him now.
"I know, I should have, but I was thinking about you and how crushed you would have been if she wasn't here. I know you fancy Rebecca, Harry." Louis said.
"Louis because of you we ruined her life." I said.
He looked down. "I know."
"Harry, don't blame Louis. If you weren't such a prick to begin with, then none of this would have happened." Zayn said stepping next to Louis.
"Oh, so now's it's all my fault?" I asked crossing my arms.
"Yes it is." Zayn barked.
"Zayn, I am this close to about hit--" I was cut off.
"BOYS!" Jay screamed.
We turned to her. "Harry, go get Rebecca. Maybe one of us can explain this entire thing to her."
"She heard it all. She's done." I said.
"Harry, go get Rebecca." My mother warned.
I groaned and went on my way. I started walking towards the door. "RUN HARRY! STOP WASTING TIME JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE A LITTLE MAD RIGHT NOW." Niall shouted.

I rolled my eyes and I ran out of the venue and into the SUV that was suppose to take all of us back to the hotel. While riding to the hotel, I decided to call Rebecca. Rinnnng rinnnnng rinnnnnng rinnnng. "Hey, you've reached Rebecca. I'm busy right now, so leave a message after the beep." Beeep.
All I did was groan. Those twenty minutes to the hotel took forever. Once we actually did get back, I casually got out of the car and into the lobby. I ran up the stairs not even thinking about the elevator. I made it to the sixth floor. Oh, how ironic. Anyway, I went through the door and walked to her hotel room. I banged on the door.

"REBECCA OPEN UP."

"REBECCA SERIOUSLY WE NEED TO TALK."

"REBECCA!"
I banged for a good ten minutes until I got a call. I picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Eh... yeah Harry... Rebecca just called me saying she went to the airport..." Paul said.
"Shit." I breathed hanging up and running back down the stairs. When I made it to the lobby, I had to catch my breath. I looked up and saw the person behind the desk looking at me.
I stood up. "By any chance, would you know of when my girlfriend had left here?"
He nodded. "She checked out about ten minutes ago."
She was here when I was? Holy.......... Geeeeeeeeeez. "Thanks." I said and went out the door. I got back into the SUV and Paul drove us to the airport.
"Now Harry, since the airport is huge, you'll get recognized--" I cut him off.
"Do you honestly think that's important right now?" I asked.
He didn't answer he just drove.
We made it there in about thirty minutes and I for sure thought it was over. I mean, thirty minutes. I quickly went inside. Okay, so she must be going to London right? Yeah. I looked at the boarding information as I got to it. I scanned the board. It said the London flight isn't leaving for another hour. Great!
I walked to the terminal number and went through security and everything. I got to were people would be waiting and she wasn't there. Where could she be? I sat in a chair and thought.
Wait... she's from Florida. Groaning as I got up and I went right back to the flight boarding information. It took five minutes to get there. As I looked up, Florida said it was boarding now. Oh my god.
I can't tell you how fast I ran to that terminal. I ran skipping security after telling them. They actually understood this time. I was close to the waiting area when I saw her wiping her face. She stood up and together her and Lizzy dragged their suitcases in the terminal after handing their tickets. It was a sad sight that broke me.
I caused that.
I did.
I snapped out of my gaze and cursed myself for not calling her name. I walked to the lady who was collecting tickets.
"Ticket please." She said.
"Oh, I don't have one." I said trying to get on.
"Well, then I can't let you on, sir." She said letting someone go in.
"But my girlfriend is on that plane and I need to get her off." I basically yelled.
"Well, seems to me she doesn't want to get off if she went on." She said.
"Lady look," I started, but was cut off.
"No ticket; not entry." She simply said.
I glared and went to go get a ticket.
"LAST CALL FOR FLORIDA BOARDING."
Ahhhhhh. I ran to one of those self check things. When I got there, it was out of order. You've got to be kidding me. Panicked, I ran about a meter down to another one. Works! I quickly paid for a ticket. I got it in my hand and ran back to the terminal except the lady had closed the doors.
I was too late.
I walked to the window seeing the plane running up the runway. I dropped my ticket and hit the glass. This is fucking bullshit. I slid down the glass and sat on the floor.

You know how those days where you are just so stressed out and overworked and angry that you could cry about anything? well.. my eyes started watering. Not because of her, just because my mind was so screwed right now. At least I think. So many emotions are going through me right now I don't even know how to handle them. I guess, my eyes thought it'd be nice to cry them out.
I lived my dream, but ruined another. Life sure can screw you over.
My phone started ringing. I picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Harry? are you crying?" Louis' voice asked.
"No," I sniffled. "what do you want?"
"Did you get Rebecca?"
"No, I was too late. She's going to Florida."
"Oh.."
"Louis.."
"Yeah, Harry?"
"I'm done."
"What?"
"I'm done with Rebecca, i'm done with everything. If no one likes my attitude, so be it. I don't need her; I don't need anyone."
"Harry, just calm down."
"No, Louis. Maybe this was a sign."
"A sign?"
"Yeah, this was suppose to happen."
"Harry you can't honestly think that."
"I can and I will. She's said she's done, so now I am. She's not even worth it anyway."
"Harry, stop saying that you don't mean any of it. You're just tired."
"No, I mean it. I mean everything. She hates me, I hate her."
"Har--" I cut him off.
"Bye Louis." Then I hung up.
This was suppose to happen. She wasn't suppose to make that audition. I wasn't suppose to catch her. I'm not suppose to change. We were just suppose to hate each other just like the start.
She want's to leave; i'll let her.
Simple as that.


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