Yours

[Rebecca's POV]


Today's the day. Today's the day the boys perform at Madison Square Garden! Perrie, Danielle, Eleanor, and the boy's family haven't yet stopped saying how proud they are of them. I'm actually really happy for them as well. Louis told me before he left for rehearsals how they've been dreaming for this day since the beginning. He said We told ourselves that once we performed at Madison Square Garden, we knew we had made it. Seeing the smile on his face just talking about it was priceless. These boys are so psyched it's not even funny.
Since the boys are at rehearsals right now, i'm using this time to practice. The boys didn't want anyone to come today because they wanted to focus. I've been down here dancing all day. Eleanor is watching Lizzy for me. Lizzy was down here earlier, but she wanted to go see Daisy and Phoebe. Eleanor was taking out all the Tomlinson girls to lunch anyway, so she said Lizzy could go with them. That was a couple hours ago. Not sure if she's back yet or not.
I ended my danced once more and looked up.
"You're really good."
I turned around and sighed in relief. "Hello, Mrs. Cox."
She shook her head. "No, call me Anne."
"Alright, Anne." I smiled.
"I was walking to my room when Eleanor told me Lizzy wanted you, so I came down here after she told me you were here to tell you." She said.
"Well, thank you." I said walking to my duffel bag.
"I wish you luck at your audition." She said as I placed my docking station in my bag.
I zipped up my duffel. "Thank you."
I got up from my knees and walked towards Anne. "When are we heading to the venue?"
I got to her and we started walking to Eleanor's room. "In about two hours I believe."
I nodded. "Are you excited to see Harry perform?"
"Always." She smiled and looked down at the ground. "I still remember him running around the house in his knickers singing some silly song he had learned that day in music class."
I giggled at the thought. "He must have been a joy."
"Very." She said. "they grow up so fast though."
I nodded. "I bet my mom feels the same way. Two of three children are gone."
"Ah, before she knows it Lizzy will be walking out the door too." Anne said going into the elevator.
"Yeah, but she's got awhile." I said pressing our floor number.
"You don't realize it, but you kids grow up so fast. It's unreal." Anne said looking at me. "All we can do is hope for the best for you."
I smiled. "Yeah, we need it."
It became quiet. Just the soft elevator music playing. The doors opened and we walked out side by side walking down the hallway. I thought that was it until Anne asked me something I wasn't expecting.
"Do you fancy Harry?" She asked.
I stopped and looked at her. "He's nice."
"Would you ever consider dating him maybe?" She asked. In her eyes it was like she had something hopeful that I would say yes.
I shrugged and kept walking. "I don't know."
"Oh." was all she said as we reached Eleanor's door.
I knocked and Eleanor opened a minute later. She smiled and Anne and I walked in. "She's been wanting you for awhile now." Eleanor said.
"For what?" I asked placing down my duffel and walking to the bed area. She shrugged.
Lottie, Fizzy, Daisy, Phoebe, Lizzy, and Lux were on the two beds. I giggled. "Running a day care, El?"
She rolled her eyes playfully. "Seems that way doesn't it?"
"Re-re!!!" Lizzy squealed sliding off the bed and running to me.
I bent down and caught her in my arms. "What's up munchkin?"
"Braid my hair." She said.
"That's what you needed me for?" I asked.
She nodded. I shook my head and stood up. "Later."
She frowned and slowly walked back to the bed. Lottie helped her back up. "I'm going to go to my room, take a shower, then i'll braid your hair Lizzy."
She smiled once again. I turned around and picked up my duffel. I went out and went to my room. I got into my room and threw my duffel on my bed making my way to the bathroom. As I was getting ready to get in, I found myself singing the lyrics to 'Teenage Dirtbag'. Ever since yesterday i've been addicted.
I took a twenty minute shower. Washing my air, shaving my legs, and washing my hair. That is a new record if I do say so myself. I got out wrapping the towel around me. I walked into my room and picked out an outfit for tonight. I picked one and went back into the bathroom. I blow dried my hair and curled it. I brushed my teeth, and washed my face before applying a natural coat of make-up. It was light, not plied on. I walked into the room and slipped on my outfit.
Outfit
Make-up
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Hair (but brown)
I grabbed my phone and bag considering I don't expect to come back in here before we leave for the show. I left my room heading right to Eleanor's. I knocked and this time Fizzy answered. "Hello."
"Hi, come on in." She smiled opening the door for me.
"Thank you." I smiled and walked into the room.
When I walked in, Eleanor was sitting on the bed with Lottie. Anne wasn't anywhere to be found. I guess she left. I greeted everyone and sat on the bed with Lizzy and Phoebe. Fizzy and Daisy were playing on the floor with Lux.
We spent the rest of the time waiting to go to the venue in there. El and I did the girls hair, and Lottie's make-up. Since it was all girls, we did pick out everyone's outfits. We just really had a girl's day in about an hour. It was nice fun. Lizzy and Phoebe were great friends. They are like glued to the hip. Look's like Jay is going to have triplets on her way home back to Doncaster.
Jay called Eleanor and told her it was time to go, so we packed everyone up. Once everyone had their things, we headed out. All eight of us came out of the room and went straight to the lobby. Lou was with the boys at the venue. I was holding Lux and I was holding Lizzy's hand.
We were meeting everyone in the lobby.
As El and I came into the lobby, Jay, Patricia, Anne, Maura, and Karen laughed. El and I shared and look and then looked back at them. They shook their heads and we all went to the cars. We all got in separate cars sharing with certain people. Family or not, we just got in a car. I made sure everyone was in a car before I got in one.
We made it to the venue in about twenty minutes. As Lizzy, Lux, Anne, Jay and I got out girls were screaming. Man, these girls got here early. Well, duh Rebecca it's a One Direction concert what do you expect? I shook my head and we all went straight into the venue making our way backstage to see the boys. I was once again holding Lux and holding Lizzy's hand.
When we rounded the corner, we could tell the boys were in their stage costumes. Harry was the first one to notice us.

"Mum!!" He smiled going to his mum and hugging her. He hugged Gemma as well. He turned to my and smirked. "Well, don't you look like a mum yourself."
I looked at the baby on my hip and the six year old holding my hand and looking up. "I guess so."
"Here, let me take Lux to Lou." Anne said taking Lux out of my arms.
"Okay, thanks Anne." I smiled.
Harry looked from Anne to me multiple times. "Anne? you call my mum...Anne?"
Anne and laughed. "Yes dear, that's my name isn't it?"
He just nodded looking at her like 'I can't believe this is happening'. It's really no big deal at all. Anne and Gemma left with Lizzy and Lux.
"So, how did that happen?" Harry asked turning his focus back on me.
"I don't know. Earlier I called her Mrs. Cox and she said to just call her Anne, so I did." I said.
He nodded. "That's good."
We smiled at each other, but a body behind Harry soon had my focus. My mouth dropped once I realize who that was. "Oh my god."
"What?" Harry asked looking around.
"It's...," I stepped forward moving him out of the way. "Ed Sheeran."
He chuckled. "Yeah, he's kinda our opening act."
"Oh my god." I said hitting his shoulder. "why didn't you tell me?"
"I thought you knew." He shrugged.
"Well obviously not." I said staring at Ed who was talking to Zayn.
"You know now." He said.
I turned around and he was smiling. "Yeah." I huffed. "well, if you excuse me.." I trailed walking away from Harry.
I trotted over to Zayn and Ed. "Hey, Zayn." I smiled.
Zayn looked at me. "Hey, Becca."
I smiled and at Ed. "I'm Ed." He said putting out his hand.
"I know, i'm a fan." I said shaking his hand.
"Oh, cool." He said smiling at me and pulling away.
Zayn stood there awkwardly as Ed and I just looked at each other smiling. My smile faded when Harry stepped in front of me and did a bro shake with Ed. Cock blocker...
"So, Harry you got a fit one." Ed said gesturing to me.
Harry's smile kinda disappeared once he said that. Weird. "Yeah, she is beautiful isn't she?" he asked turning to me and putting his arm around my waist tugging me closer.
Shoot forget.. i'm his"girlfriend". Damn.
"Yeah, you're lucky mate." Ed patted his shoulder and carried on his conversation with Zayn.
Harry pulled me away from them and walked me towards the group of people in the center of backstage. "What was that?" Harry asked.
"What?" I shrugged.
"You were flirting with my best mate." He said.
"To my defense I forget we were.. us." I said looking up at him and smiling apologetically.
He rolled his eyes and brought me over to his mom. We all talked for quite awhile and Harry never once let me go. Either he was jealous because of the whole me and Ed thing, or he was jealous because of the whole me and Ed thing. I mean, it was quite obvious.
The families left to go to their seats, and the fans filled in. Ed went to go perform while us girlfriends stayed by our men, so we could wish them luck right at the last second. I'm just really here because Harry won't let go.
"Harry.." I whispered.
He turned to me. "Yeah?"
"I need to pee." I said.
He nodded and let go of my waist. I shook my head and went to find a bathroom. Once I found one, I did my business and got out within three minutes. When I walked out, I bumped into... Ed.
"Oh, hey." He smiled.
"Hey.." I smiled.
I snapped out of my daze remembering. Harry. "You're done?"
He nodded. "Yup, and the lads go on in a few minutes."
"Oh cool thanks." I said and we went in our separate ways.
I was almost to where everyone was when Harry came and took my arm. He pulled me to the side where no one could see us. I was confused.
We made it around the corner and he backed me to the wall. "Rebecca we need to talk."
"If it's about Ed, Listen I don--" He cut me off by placing his hands on either side of my head.
"No not that." He said totally serious.
"T-then what?" I shuttered.
He breathed on my face while taking a deep breath. "There's something i've been meaning to tell you."
"What is it?" I asked looking up.
His eyes read nervous. Why would he be nervous?
"Rebecca..I.." He looked down.
I felt uncomfortable because it looked like he was just looking at my boobs since we were so close. I knew wasn't though, but this brought me back to us back in the hotel in California when I caught him. I shivered at the thought.
He looked back up. "You alright?"
I nodded. "What is it, Harry?"
"Rebecca, I turned out caring about you so much more than I originally planned." He said looking in my eyes trying to read them.
"Um, I care about you too.." I said knitting my eyes. I don't really understand.
"No, Bec, like I care about you." He said emphasizing the word care.
I looked at him like I didn't understand. "I don't understand Harry."
He sighed. "Then I will show you exactly what I mean."
I was confused, but once he started leaning in everything made sense. Harry likes me. Like, he really likes me. Like not in fake like, like real like. Holy crap.
I guess it's the perfect time to show him how I feel back. With that thought, I leaned in as well. We both had our eyes closed. I could feel his breath as his hands made their way down my sides to my hips. He hesitated like the second time he tried to kiss me. Why was he so nervous? I mean, yes I was nervous too, but why him?
Our lips brushed and then. "HARRY TIME TO GO ON."
Harry opened his eyes and cursed under his breath. "Every time." He banged his fist on the wall and pulled away from me. "HARRY TIMES A WASTING." I could tell it was Louis doing the interruption this time.
Harry and I didn't kiss. He just took my hand and pulled me from the corner. We walked to everyone and the boys started heading on stage.
"Good luck." Dani, Perrie, El and I shouted.
The boys turned around, and smiled although Harry, he didn't. He looked like he was fighting himself about something. I wonder what?
I soon found out once he got everyone's attention when he said "Fuck it."
Us girls looked at each other and Liam, Niall, Zayn, and Louis looked at each other. They weren't all the way on stage yet, but Harry turned around and ran back to me smashing our lips together in the mean time. (The kiss looked like this , but not the guy pulling the girl. Just the kiss part.) I was taken back and the girls gasped.
I did kiss back, and Harry pulled away. "See," he breathed heavy "like that."
I was shocked. He's never kissed me like that before, with actual...passion. He smiled and turned back going to the boys. When he made it back to them, they all went on stage.
The girls giggled and bumped my hips. "Ohhh." Perrie cooed.
"He likey you." Dani poked my cheek.
I was still staring at the empty space Harry was standing in just seconds ago.
Holy shit I didn't expect that.
During the first song, the girls and I went to our seats. They would not shut up about the kiss. Eleanor said I was blushing the whole way to our seats. I'm not going to argue; I probably was. Through the whole concert I didn't look away from Harry.
I mean, do I like Harry the same way?
Did we both feel the same way about the kiss?
Does he really like me?
These were the types of questions running through my mind. All I could think about was Harry. Weird right?
The girls and I sang along to 'Teenage Dirtbag' along with the rest of the arena. Did I mention i'm in love with that song? I think I like to have died when Ed came out to sing 'Little Things' with them. It was great. Louis, Liam, Harry, Zayn, and Niall did questions, and just went crazy. For the rest of the concert we became just like the fans in the crowd. If you didn't know who we were, you'd think we were just fans. We kinda went crazy.
When Niall said it was their last song, Perrie, El, Dani and I ran backstage, so we'd be the first they'd see when they exited off stage. When we made it backstage, we got to the side stage and they were giving their thanks to everyone.
This was by far the BEST concert they've done. I'm so proud of every single one of them.
"THANK YOU MADISON SQUARE GARDEN, WE LOVE YOU!!!!" Harry shouted.
With that, they ran backstage. As they were running, my phone rang. Well, that's odd. I picked it up.
"Hello?"
I plugged my other ear with my finger as Zayn and Louis ran in crashing into Perrie and El giving them hugs and kisses.
"Is this Rebecca Grey?" A female British voice asked.
"Yes, this is she." I said confused.
Harry came into view and we smiled at each other.
"This is Heather from the Royal Academy of Dance," she started. Harry was walking towards me as Liam got to Dani who was right by my side. "i'm sorry to tell you since you didn't come to your audition you are not accepted. Your scholarship has been removed as well."
My face fell from the smile it held as she was talking. I was still looking at Harry. His smile faded as well and he became worried as he got closer.
"...What?" I barely made out.


****TEASER****



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