Chaianne’s P.O.V
Today is my birthday but it is also the day that the boys and girls go on tour. It has been exactly a year since I first met Harry and the boys. I have been awake in bed staring at the celeing for an hour before I got up and got dressed. When I was done I went to get Kayla ready. When I walked into her room I sat next to her on her bed.
“Bug. It’s time to wake up.” I said shaking her. She rolled over and rubbed her eyes.
“I don’t want to mummy.” Kayla said cuddling into my side.
“I know baby but we have to.” I said. She nodded her head then we both climbed off of her bed and walked to her closet. I picked out jeans and a sweatshirt for her. I then gave her a bath and got her dressed. She ran downstairs as I went and woke Harry up.
“Babe. Time to get up.” I said kissing his lips gently.
“I don’t want to go.” Harry said pulling me into bed with him. I laughed.
“I don’t want you to go either but you have to.” I said. He opened his eyes and looked at me.
“Happy birthday baby. It’s crazy how so much can change in one year.” Harry said pulling me closer.
“Thanks babe. Now you have to get ready while I make us breakfast.” I said standing up and pulling him up with me. We hugged and he went to get dressed while I walked down stairs to see Kayla playing with her Barbie. I turned on the TV for her also and walked into the kitchen to see what we had that I could possibly make for breakfast. I opened one cabinet and there was nothing. I did the same for the others and got the same result. Looks like Harry forgot to go to the store before he came home last night. Looks like I’ll have to later. I walked to Haleigh and Colton’s room and saw them both smiling up at me. I picked Haleigh up and she giggled. It is the cutest giggle ever.
“Hi baby girl. Ready for mummy to get you dressed?” I asked tickling her stomach. She gurgled and then I felt the arms that feel like home wrap around my waist.
“I thought you were making breakfast.” Harry said walking over and getting Colton so he can dress him.
“I was but then I looked and saw that all we had was cake batter and icing.” I said throwing away Haleigh’s dirty diaper.
“I knew I forgot to do something last night. Sorry babe.” Harry said.
“It’s fine. Gemma said she will be over in 10 minutes.” I said pulling Haleigh’s shirt over her head and making a funny face at her.finished getting Colton dressed. I picked Haleigh up and we walked down stairs.
“I’m going to miss this. Are you sure you guys don’t want to come?” Harry asked as he
“Yes babe. I want to but the twins need somewhere stable right now.” I said kissing his cheek. He nodded his head in understandment.
“Well I want pictures, videos, phone calls, text, and Skype every day.” Harry said. I nodded my head since we already went through this. Gemma walked into our house since we gave her a key.
“Happy birthday Chai.” She said hugging me.
“Thank you.” I said.
"You and my wife aren't aloud to get your hair done together anymore because when you do you both always come back with dyed hair." Harry said. I rolled my eyes while standing up and taking Haleigh and Kayla out to the car while Gemma carried Colton and Harry carried his bags. Harry drove us to the airport while Gemma drove her car to give us a little bit of family time together.
“You know I hate that I’m leaving you on your birthday. Right?” Harry asked reaching for my hand.
“Yea.” I said looking down at our hands.
“Daddy can I come?” Kayla asked from her seat. Harry and I shared a quick look before he put his eyes back on the road.
“Remember mummy needs you to help with Colton and Haleigh. Also you, Aunt Gemma, and Uncle Cam are going to come visit daddy for a week.” Harry said parking in the parking garage. Gemma pulled into the spot next to ours. We decided that it would just be easier to just carry the twins on our arms. I held Colton, Gemma held Haleigh, and Harry held Kayla. Harry also held my hand. When we got closer to the fans Gemma and I put the baby blankets over the twins’ heads to the flash from the cameras won’t mess with their eyes. When we got in we saw the others standing there. When we walked up Louis gave me a hug.
“You do realize today is a Friday right?” he randomly asked me.
“Yea..and?” I asked him.
“It’s your birthday. The 13th. Hence Friday the 13th.” Louis said. I rolled my eyes.
“I know Lou.” I said frowning.
“Aw what’s wrong?” he asked me.
“You guys are leaving…and on my birthday.” I said crying. Louis pulled me into another hug.
“I know. Harry tried to see if we could leave tomorrow but management said no.” Louis said.
“Really?” I asked looking up at him.
“Really.” He said smiling down at me.
“Umm Lou I have to tell you something.” I said pulling him off to the side. When we were away from the others he nodded his head telling me to continue.
“I could possibly be pregnant again.” I said looking up at him nervously.
“If you are we’ll be here for you like we did with the twins.” He said.
“The twins are almost 4 months. It is too soon for us to have another one.” I said sitting in a chair with my head in my hands.
“You don’t know if you are or aren’t we still have 2 hours before we board. Why don’t you buy a test and take it quickly.” Louis said. I nodded my head and we walked to the others.
“I need you to come with me.” I whispered in Gemma’s ear. She gave me a questioning look. I gave her a look telling her I would explain later. We were able to slip away without Harry noticing.
“Are you going to tell me now?” Gemma asked as I took her to the isle where the test are. When she saw me pick one up her eyes got huge.
“How? Do?” she asked not completing her sentences.
“Shhh.” I said as we walked up to the counter to pay for it. I then ran to the bathroom to take it. I sat in there for the 5 minutes that it said to and then I nervously looked at it. It was positive. I walked out. I hadn’t noticed that I was crying until Gemma wiped away my tears.
“Are you?” she asked me. I nodded my head as we walked back to the others. I wiped away my last tear as I stood next to Harry.
“Babe? Are you ok?” he asked wrapping his arm around my shoulders. I nodded my head. Gemma gave me a look telling me that I should tell him.
“Umm Harry I need to talk to you.” I said. He nodded my head and we went and sat in chairs away from the others. He looked at me telling me to go on. “I’m pregnant again.” I whispered looking down. I then looked back up at him.
“It’s too soon babe. I can’t handle it.” He said standing up.
“And you think I can. I’m going to be the one left alone with 3 kids and pregnant at the same time while you are touring around the world.” I said standing up also. He turned and looked at me.
“Well maybe you should get rid of it then. I know that’s what I want.” He said with fire in his eyes.
“Umm nice to know you feel that way. I don’t. I think the kids and I are going to go home now. Guess I’ll talk to you later.” I said standing up and walking to the others.
“Umm I’m taking the kids home. Love you guys and I’ll miss you. Have fun.” I said taking hold of the twins and beginning to walk back to the car.
Harry’s P.O.V
“Well maybe you should get rid of it then. I know that’s what I want.” I said.
“Umm nice to know you feel that way. I don’t. I think the kids and I are going to go home now. Guess I’ll talk to you later.” She said walking away. What I said came out all wrong.Of course I wanted the baby but we just had the twins and I won’t be there for her. I watched her leave the building as I sat and put my head in my hands.
“What did you do?” Louis asked as he sat down next to me. I shook my head.
“I told her to terminate her pregnancy.” I said looking at him. I could tell he wanted to punch me but he didn’t. He just shook his head and walked away. I sat alone until it was time to board the plane. I even tried to text Chai but she wasn’t replying to me. When I got on the plane I turned my phone off and slept. When I’m worried I either stay up or sleep.
Chaianne’s P.O.V
When the kids and I got back to the house I laid them down for their naps. I then changed into sweats and decided to clean the house. I turned the music on my phone on and began to clean the bathroom. I was cleaning the sink when I thought about all that Harry said. What if he really didn’t want the twins?
“Chai?” I heard both Anne and Gemma shout. I walked down the stairs with my phone and found them standing in the doorway.
“Hi.” I said giving them a weak smile.
“Louis texted me and told me what Harry said and I told mum.” Gemma said coming and hugging me. Anne came and joined our hug and that’s when I began to cry again. We all walked over to the couch and sat down. I laid my head on Anne’s lap while she stroked my hair.
“Happy birthday from Robin and I.” she said smiling down at me. I weakly smiled up at her. I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up Anne, Gemma, Robin, and Kayla were singing happy birthday to me with a cake in Gemma’s arms and the twins in Anne and Robin’s arms.
“Make a wish mummy.” Kayla said sitting on my lap.
“Help me blow them out.” I told her. She nodded her head and I counted to three and then we blew out the candles. Everyone clapped and Gemma began to cut the cake. That made me remember that I had to go to the store.
“Would you guys mind watching the kids while I go to the store?” I asked them.
“I already went while you were asleep dear.” Anne said. How long was I asleep then?
“Oh for almost 3 hours.” Gemma replied handing me a piece of cake. I must have said that out loud.
“Yes you did.” Gemma said laughing.
“Harry called.” Anne said carefully. I nodded my head. “He wanted to Skype. I told him you would call him once you were awake.” She said nervously. I nodded my head and walked over to my laptop and logged into Skype. When I called Harry he accepted it. When his face popped up on the screen a smile took over both of our faces. Well that was until I remember what he said earlier.
“Hey baby girl.” He said smiling at me.
“Hi.” I said fiddling with my fingers. His smile faded.
“I’m sorry about what I said earlier. I really want the baby. I just wish I could be there.” He said. The look on his face told me he was telling the truth. I nodded my head.
“I know.” I said. He looked at me and smiled which made me smile.
“So what is my lovely family doing without me?” he asked as I heard the door to his room open.
“We are having cake. Which I would love to get back to eating. I’ll call you later with the kids ok?” I asked him.
“Ok love you.” He said blowing a kiss at me.
“I love you too.” I said blowing one back before I ended the call and joined the others.
“I’ll be cooking dinner tonight.” Robin said handing me Colton. We sat around and talked until Robin finished cooking diner. After we ate Gemma, Anne, and Robin all had to leave since they had work tomorrow. I gave all the kids baths and I took a shower before our Skype call with Harry. As I was putting my hair in a bun my laptop began to ring. Kayla ran into our room and took the twins out of their bassinets and placed them on my lap.
“Hey” he said smiling at us.
“Hi daddy I miss you.” Kayla said blowing him a kiss. Harry blew on back.
“I miss you too. Were you good for mummy on her birthday?” Harry asked. Kayla nodded her head.
“Good girl. I think it’s time for all three of you little ones.” Harry said. I nodded my head in agreement.
“Goodnight daddy. I love you.” Kayla said waving.
“I love you too.” He said as she ran out of our room and to hers.
“I’ll be back. Let me put these two in their cribs and then tuck in little miss first.” I said standing up and walking to the nursery. I put them in their cribs, turned on the night light, and walked out and closed the door. I then walked to Kayla’s room. When I got there she was already asleep so I just tucked her in. I walked back to my room and looked at the screen and saw Louis and Harry talking.
“Hey Louis!” I said waving at him.
“Hi how are my nieces and nephew?” Louis asked me.
“They are all in bed and asleep.” I said.
“I think I’m going to follow their example.” Louis said and then he left.
“The bed feels empty without you.” I said frowning.
“I agree. I miss you.” Harry said frowning also.
“This is going to be a long year.” I said looking down so he wouldn’t see me cry.
“Baby don’t cry. I get breaks. I’ll be home for two weeks every two months.” Harry said trying to help me.
“I know, but you won’t be here when peanut is born.” I said sadly.
“I’ll try to babe. Trust me. Also you have decided to call it peanut?” he asked me. I shyly smiled.
“Yes. It’s better than calling it “it”” I replied smiling. Harry yawned.
“Why don’t you go to sleep?” I asked him.
“I’m fine babe. Trust me.” He said trying to hide another yawn.
“What time is it there?” I asked him as I cuddled with the panda Harry won me.
“It’s 4:00 A.M” he said yawning.
“Go to sleep babe. I’ll talk to you later. I love you Mr. Styles.” I said blowing him a kiss. He said he loved me too and then we hung up. It took me a while to fall asleep since I was used to having Harry’s arms wrapped around me. Once I fell asleep it was a deep sleep.

Notes

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