Forever and Always
What if he is mine
Chaianne’s P.O.V
I’m on the couch feeding Colton and thinking about the news that we found out. It’s been three days since I found out that Harry may have a two year old son. It bothers me but then again it doesn’t. It doesn’t bother me because he was with her first and also I’m his wife and she’s not. It does bother me because why would she say that he’s the father now? She had two full years to tell him and she didn’t. She also involved Kayla.
“Hey babe can you get the door?” Harry shouted. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn’t even hear the doorbell ring.
“Yea babe.” I said standing up and walking to the door with Colton in my arms. When I opened the door I saw a lady standing there with a two year old on her hip.
“May I help you?” I asked. She looked at me with disgust. Ok who does she think she is? I have just met her!
“Is Harry here? I need to talk to him about our son.” She said trying to walk into our house.
“Excuse me but I do believe that I haven’t invited you into my home.” I said blocking her path.
“You don’t want to do that.” She said in a low voice.
“I believe I do. This is my home and you aren’t invited in.” I said trying to protect Colton. She looked in my arms and saw Colton and I saw a devilish smirk on her face. Before I could register what was happening she smacked Colton in the face and that’s when my mommy instincts kicked in I waited until Colton was calm to put him in the bassinet and then I smacked her.
“Chaianne! Why did you do that?” I heard Harry ask as he walked down the stairs.
“She smacked Colton on the face.” I said going and picking up my baby boy.
“No I didn’t Harry. Your wife just went crazy and slapped me.” Maria said making tears fall out of her eyes. I rolled me own eyes then looked at Harry who was looking at me with disappointment.
“Chai I believe Maria. Why would she hit Colton? God I thought you said you were fine with this.” Harry said raising his voice. I was happy that Gemma took the girls for today.
“What the hell Harry? I’m your wife not her! I am fine with it but she touched our son and I’m the one you’re yelling at!” I said as tears of anger and sadness fell from my eyes onto Colton’s head.
“I’m sorry Maria I don’t know what got into her.” Harry said. I stormed to our room with Colton in my arms as I was crying. When I reached our room I slammed and locked the door then walked over to my computer. I saw that Louis was on Skype so I called him. He answered it after two rings.
“Hey Chai!” he said smiling until he saw my tears. “What happened?” he asked me. I regained my composure somewhat before answering.
“Harry may have a two year old and the girl came to the house today.” I said beginning to cry again.
“What happened when she got there?” Louis asked me.
“She slapped Colton. So I slapped her and that’s when Harry walked in. He got mad at me for slapping her. He doesn’t believe that she slapped Colton.” I said as Colton looked at me wondering if he should cry also.
“That’s not like him. He should believe you. What’s the girl’s name?” Louis asked me as Colton finally decided to cry with me but his were in little whimpers. I wiped away some of his tears off of his cheek.
“Maria. I don’t know her last name.” I said trying to get Colton to stop crying. Louis’s mouth dropped open.
“Liam, Zayn, and Niall come here now!” Louis shouted behind him. When they saw me they waved and I waved back.
“What’s wrong?” Liam asked me.
“Harry dated a Maria right?” Louis asked them totally ignoring Liam’s question to me.
“Yea, she hated all of us. Why?” Zayn asked taking a seat next to Louis. Louis looked at me then turned back to them.
“She’s claiming that Harry and she have a 2 year old and she slapped Colton.” Louis said making it clear that he was pissed.
“She better not touch my god-son ever again.” Liam said through clenched teeth.
“Babe let me in.” I heard Harry say through the door. The boys heard him also. I shrugged it off and continued talking to them.
“Guys. I can’t deal with so much crap right now. It seems that one thing after another tries to tear us apart and its working! I love Harry but I don’t think this is what’s best for us. What do you guys think?” I asked looking at them. Zayn was the first to speak up.
“I personally think that you and the kids should get away from the house for a little while. I’m sure one of our mums would love to have you guys stay.” Zayn said.
“I agree with Zayn. Where are the girls?” Niall asked.
“They are spending the day with Gemma.” I replied.
“Pack bags for you guys and I just texted my mum and she said you guys can stay with her. I’ll text Gemma and tell her that you’re on your way to get them.” Liam said.
“Ok. I’ll talk to you guys later.” I said before ending the call. Colton had fallen asleep so I laid him in the bassinet while I packed my bag. Once my bag was packed I put my ear to the door and I didn’t hear anything so I picked Colton up and took my bag with me to Kayla’s room. I packed her bag then went to the twins’ room to pack their bags. When I finished their bags I took the bags downstairs and then I went back up and took Colton out of his crib. I then went and grabbed all of the bag the kids’ bags in the other hand and carried the out to the trunk and put them in and then I came back in. Harry had left sometime while I was Skypeing the boys. I took my bag to the trunk and then closed it and walked back int. I placed my wedding and engagement rings on the table in the living room in front of our couch. It’s amazing that my marriage ended in such a short time. I wrote a quick not and set it under the rings. I then grabbed my keys and walked to my car and put Colton in and drove off to Gemma’s house. When I got there I saw Gemma waiting by the door with the girls. When she saw me pull up she opened the door and Kayla ran to the car with Gemma walking behind her with Haleigh. I got out of the car and hugged Kayla.
“Mummy where are we going?” Kayla asked me as I buckled her in and Gemma buckled Haleigh in.
“We are going to see Uncle Liam’s mummy and daddy.” I replied before I closed the door and walked back to the driver’s side.
“It’ll get better trust me.” Gemma said trying to reassure me.
“Everyone keeps saying that but it seems to only be getting worse and frankly I have given up. I should have learned from my parents that love doesn’t exist.” I said.
“This is the darkness before the light. You one strong girl and I know you can handle this. Cam, the boys, and the mums and dads know this also, Harry also knows it too. Every time he screws up he goes and talks to mum and when he does he cries because he knows how much everything is hurting you.” Gemma said before hugging me.
“I need to clear my head.” I said before climbing into my car. I drove off as Gemma waved to us. I drove in basically a circles before all three kids fell asleep. I pulled over and took out my phone. My wallpaper on my phone was of all 5 of us the day the twins were born. I clicked on Karen’s name.
“Hello Mrs.Payne.” I said when she answered.
“Dear you can call me Karen.” She replied.
“ok. Karen the kids and I won’t be coming.” I said.
“Oh I didn’t know that you guys were planning on coming to begin with dear.” She replied. I’m so going to get Liam next time I see him.
“Oh ok. Talk to your son because he lied to me. I’ll talk to you later. Bye.” I said then hung up. I pulled back on the road but this time the road is leading me home.
Harry’s P.O.V
Chai wouldn’t let me in so I drove over to my mum’s house so I could talk to her about what happened. She told me that I should believe my wife over someone who I haven’t seen in two years.
“I know mum but why would Maria do that in front of our two year old son together?” I asked her.
“Harry you don’t even know if he is yours so until then focus on the three kids that need their dad to be there with them than with someone else. Think about your wife who is still hurting and we both know that this isn’t helping her. She has stood by you so many times its crazy. Now it’s time for you to be by her side.” Mum said. I nodded my head then drove back to my house. When I walked in it was quite so I assumed that Chai and the kids were taking naps. I walked into all of the rooms upstairs and didn’t find them. I walked down stairs to the living room thinking about where they could be. I sat on the couch and then I looked at the table and saw Chai’s wedding and engagement ring on the table with a not underneath it. I picked up the rings and began to cry. I then picked up the note and read it.
Dear Harry,
I’m doing what it seems I do best. I’m running form the hurt and pain. The fact that you chose to believe her over me and the hand print that was on your son’s cheek was what broke me. I’ll have Gemma bring the kids over sometime. I can’t handle your lifestyle. I love you and you know I do but I can only be broken so many times. It isn’t fair for the kids for me to mope every time something goes wrong between us. I always thought that my marriage would be better than my parents’ but it’s not. It’s turning out like theirs and I don’t like it. You may not abuse me physically but the emotional abuse is enough. I’m going to file for divorce. Who knew my marriage wouldn’t last. I’m doing what’s best for all 5 of us. I love you Harry don’t ever forget that.
Love Always,
Chaianne Styles <3
I just stared at the note with tears streaming down my face. How could I let this happen to my family? I need them. All 4 of them. I heard the front door open but I didn’t move. I heard whoever walked into the house walk into the living room and sit next to me. I looked over and saw it was Chai and she also had tears in her eyes.
“Where are the kids?” I asked her.
“With your mum and Robin.” She replied looking down at her feet.
“I’m sorry for not believing you. Please don’t leave me” I begged pulling her into a hug.
“I’m not this time. I know I said 3 strikes and you’re out well you’re on your 5 and I’m still here. Also Liam didn’t really call his parents.” She said lightly smiling. I pulled her into a kiss.
“That just means that he had faith that we would work it out. Also don’t worry we get the paternity test back tomorrow.” I said as she cuddled into my side. I heard her sigh. “I know this isn’t the ideal situation.” I said looking down at her.
“It’s ok. We’ll get through this and if he is yours I’ll love him like he was my own.” She said looking up at me. From the sparkle in her eye I knew she was telling the truth.
“Why don’t we go get the kids?” she asked me standing up. I pulled her back down on my lap.
“How about we have mummy and daddy time.” I said wiggling my eyebrows. She shook her head.
“Not until all of this is figured out.” She said kissing the tip of my nose.
“But I want another Styles with you.” I whined. She rolled her eyes.
“We will in time. Right now is just not the best time for us to have another.” She said. I nodded my head.
“Ok. Cuddle and Movies and then I could make dinner and the kids can stay with mum and Robin.” I said texting mum and asking if the kids can stay there for the night. She said it was fine. That night we did everything I said we would and then went to bed.
Next Day
“Babe you have to get up.” I heard Chai say as she was poking my cheek. I rolled over and pulled her closer to me.
“I don’t want to.” I pouted. She giggled.
“I don’t either but we have to. You do want to know if that is your son right?” she asked me. I nodded my head and sat up kissing her.
“I’ll make breakfast while you get ready.” I said getting out of bed. She nodded her head then stood up. 10 minutes later she walked down stairs fully dressed as I finished breakfast. I left her to eat while I went and got dressed then I came back and ate with her.
“Are you sure I should come?” Chai asked me for the 10th time on the way to the hospital where we were finding out the results.
“Yes. You’re my wife and you have every right to be there.” I said reassuring her. The rest of the ride there was silence. When we got there I just sat in the car not wanting to get out.
“Come one Harry. I know you don’t want to go in babe and I don’t either but we have to.” Chai said. I turned and faced her.
“What if he is mine?” I asked her. She smiled.
“Then we have another addition to our family. If he is that won’t change anything between you and I.” she said taking hold of my hand. I nodded my head then we both leaned in for a kiss then got out. I waited for her to walk around the front of the car so I could take hold of her hand. When we walked into the room we saw the doctor, Maria, and her son.
“What is she doing here?” Maria asked looking at Chai with disgust. I rolled my eyes.
“She’s my wife and I want her with me so can we hurry this up my mum is watching our children.” I said as Chai and I sat down.
“Mr. Styles…” the doctor began,.
I’m on the couch feeding Colton and thinking about the news that we found out. It’s been three days since I found out that Harry may have a two year old son. It bothers me but then again it doesn’t. It doesn’t bother me because he was with her first and also I’m his wife and she’s not. It does bother me because why would she say that he’s the father now? She had two full years to tell him and she didn’t. She also involved Kayla.
“Hey babe can you get the door?” Harry shouted. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn’t even hear the doorbell ring.
“Yea babe.” I said standing up and walking to the door with Colton in my arms. When I opened the door I saw a lady standing there with a two year old on her hip.
“May I help you?” I asked. She looked at me with disgust. Ok who does she think she is? I have just met her!
“Is Harry here? I need to talk to him about our son.” She said trying to walk into our house.
“Excuse me but I do believe that I haven’t invited you into my home.” I said blocking her path.
“You don’t want to do that.” She said in a low voice.
“I believe I do. This is my home and you aren’t invited in.” I said trying to protect Colton. She looked in my arms and saw Colton and I saw a devilish smirk on her face. Before I could register what was happening she smacked Colton in the face and that’s when my mommy instincts kicked in I waited until Colton was calm to put him in the bassinet and then I smacked her.
“Chaianne! Why did you do that?” I heard Harry ask as he walked down the stairs.
“She smacked Colton on the face.” I said going and picking up my baby boy.
“No I didn’t Harry. Your wife just went crazy and slapped me.” Maria said making tears fall out of her eyes. I rolled me own eyes then looked at Harry who was looking at me with disappointment.
“Chai I believe Maria. Why would she hit Colton? God I thought you said you were fine with this.” Harry said raising his voice. I was happy that Gemma took the girls for today.
“What the hell Harry? I’m your wife not her! I am fine with it but she touched our son and I’m the one you’re yelling at!” I said as tears of anger and sadness fell from my eyes onto Colton’s head.
“I’m sorry Maria I don’t know what got into her.” Harry said. I stormed to our room with Colton in my arms as I was crying. When I reached our room I slammed and locked the door then walked over to my computer. I saw that Louis was on Skype so I called him. He answered it after two rings.
“Hey Chai!” he said smiling until he saw my tears. “What happened?” he asked me. I regained my composure somewhat before answering.
“Harry may have a two year old and the girl came to the house today.” I said beginning to cry again.
“What happened when she got there?” Louis asked me.
“She slapped Colton. So I slapped her and that’s when Harry walked in. He got mad at me for slapping her. He doesn’t believe that she slapped Colton.” I said as Colton looked at me wondering if he should cry also.
“That’s not like him. He should believe you. What’s the girl’s name?” Louis asked me as Colton finally decided to cry with me but his were in little whimpers. I wiped away some of his tears off of his cheek.
“Maria. I don’t know her last name.” I said trying to get Colton to stop crying. Louis’s mouth dropped open.
“Liam, Zayn, and Niall come here now!” Louis shouted behind him. When they saw me they waved and I waved back.
“What’s wrong?” Liam asked me.
“Harry dated a Maria right?” Louis asked them totally ignoring Liam’s question to me.
“Yea, she hated all of us. Why?” Zayn asked taking a seat next to Louis. Louis looked at me then turned back to them.
“She’s claiming that Harry and she have a 2 year old and she slapped Colton.” Louis said making it clear that he was pissed.
“She better not touch my god-son ever again.” Liam said through clenched teeth.
“Babe let me in.” I heard Harry say through the door. The boys heard him also. I shrugged it off and continued talking to them.
“Guys. I can’t deal with so much crap right now. It seems that one thing after another tries to tear us apart and its working! I love Harry but I don’t think this is what’s best for us. What do you guys think?” I asked looking at them. Zayn was the first to speak up.
“I personally think that you and the kids should get away from the house for a little while. I’m sure one of our mums would love to have you guys stay.” Zayn said.
“I agree with Zayn. Where are the girls?” Niall asked.
“They are spending the day with Gemma.” I replied.
“Pack bags for you guys and I just texted my mum and she said you guys can stay with her. I’ll text Gemma and tell her that you’re on your way to get them.” Liam said.
“Ok. I’ll talk to you guys later.” I said before ending the call. Colton had fallen asleep so I laid him in the bassinet while I packed my bag. Once my bag was packed I put my ear to the door and I didn’t hear anything so I picked Colton up and took my bag with me to Kayla’s room. I packed her bag then went to the twins’ room to pack their bags. When I finished their bags I took the bags downstairs and then I went back up and took Colton out of his crib. I then went and grabbed all of the bag the kids’ bags in the other hand and carried the out to the trunk and put them in and then I came back in. Harry had left sometime while I was Skypeing the boys. I took my bag to the trunk and then closed it and walked back int. I placed my wedding and engagement rings on the table in the living room in front of our couch. It’s amazing that my marriage ended in such a short time. I wrote a quick not and set it under the rings. I then grabbed my keys and walked to my car and put Colton in and drove off to Gemma’s house. When I got there I saw Gemma waiting by the door with the girls. When she saw me pull up she opened the door and Kayla ran to the car with Gemma walking behind her with Haleigh. I got out of the car and hugged Kayla.
“Mummy where are we going?” Kayla asked me as I buckled her in and Gemma buckled Haleigh in.
“We are going to see Uncle Liam’s mummy and daddy.” I replied before I closed the door and walked back to the driver’s side.
“It’ll get better trust me.” Gemma said trying to reassure me.
“Everyone keeps saying that but it seems to only be getting worse and frankly I have given up. I should have learned from my parents that love doesn’t exist.” I said.
“This is the darkness before the light. You one strong girl and I know you can handle this. Cam, the boys, and the mums and dads know this also, Harry also knows it too. Every time he screws up he goes and talks to mum and when he does he cries because he knows how much everything is hurting you.” Gemma said before hugging me.
“I need to clear my head.” I said before climbing into my car. I drove off as Gemma waved to us. I drove in basically a circles before all three kids fell asleep. I pulled over and took out my phone. My wallpaper on my phone was of all 5 of us the day the twins were born. I clicked on Karen’s name.
“Hello Mrs.Payne.” I said when she answered.
“Dear you can call me Karen.” She replied.
“ok. Karen the kids and I won’t be coming.” I said.
“Oh I didn’t know that you guys were planning on coming to begin with dear.” She replied. I’m so going to get Liam next time I see him.
“Oh ok. Talk to your son because he lied to me. I’ll talk to you later. Bye.” I said then hung up. I pulled back on the road but this time the road is leading me home.
Harry’s P.O.V
Chai wouldn’t let me in so I drove over to my mum’s house so I could talk to her about what happened. She told me that I should believe my wife over someone who I haven’t seen in two years.
“I know mum but why would Maria do that in front of our two year old son together?” I asked her.
“Harry you don’t even know if he is yours so until then focus on the three kids that need their dad to be there with them than with someone else. Think about your wife who is still hurting and we both know that this isn’t helping her. She has stood by you so many times its crazy. Now it’s time for you to be by her side.” Mum said. I nodded my head then drove back to my house. When I walked in it was quite so I assumed that Chai and the kids were taking naps. I walked into all of the rooms upstairs and didn’t find them. I walked down stairs to the living room thinking about where they could be. I sat on the couch and then I looked at the table and saw Chai’s wedding and engagement ring on the table with a not underneath it. I picked up the rings and began to cry. I then picked up the note and read it.
Dear Harry,
I’m doing what it seems I do best. I’m running form the hurt and pain. The fact that you chose to believe her over me and the hand print that was on your son’s cheek was what broke me. I’ll have Gemma bring the kids over sometime. I can’t handle your lifestyle. I love you and you know I do but I can only be broken so many times. It isn’t fair for the kids for me to mope every time something goes wrong between us. I always thought that my marriage would be better than my parents’ but it’s not. It’s turning out like theirs and I don’t like it. You may not abuse me physically but the emotional abuse is enough. I’m going to file for divorce. Who knew my marriage wouldn’t last. I’m doing what’s best for all 5 of us. I love you Harry don’t ever forget that.
Love Always,
Chaianne Styles <3
I just stared at the note with tears streaming down my face. How could I let this happen to my family? I need them. All 4 of them. I heard the front door open but I didn’t move. I heard whoever walked into the house walk into the living room and sit next to me. I looked over and saw it was Chai and she also had tears in her eyes.
“Where are the kids?” I asked her.
“With your mum and Robin.” She replied looking down at her feet.
“I’m sorry for not believing you. Please don’t leave me” I begged pulling her into a hug.
“I’m not this time. I know I said 3 strikes and you’re out well you’re on your 5 and I’m still here. Also Liam didn’t really call his parents.” She said lightly smiling. I pulled her into a kiss.
“That just means that he had faith that we would work it out. Also don’t worry we get the paternity test back tomorrow.” I said as she cuddled into my side. I heard her sigh. “I know this isn’t the ideal situation.” I said looking down at her.
“It’s ok. We’ll get through this and if he is yours I’ll love him like he was my own.” She said looking up at me. From the sparkle in her eye I knew she was telling the truth.
“Why don’t we go get the kids?” she asked me standing up. I pulled her back down on my lap.
“How about we have mummy and daddy time.” I said wiggling my eyebrows. She shook her head.
“Not until all of this is figured out.” She said kissing the tip of my nose.
“But I want another Styles with you.” I whined. She rolled her eyes.
“We will in time. Right now is just not the best time for us to have another.” She said. I nodded my head.
“Ok. Cuddle and Movies and then I could make dinner and the kids can stay with mum and Robin.” I said texting mum and asking if the kids can stay there for the night. She said it was fine. That night we did everything I said we would and then went to bed.
Next Day
“Babe you have to get up.” I heard Chai say as she was poking my cheek. I rolled over and pulled her closer to me.
“I don’t want to.” I pouted. She giggled.
“I don’t either but we have to. You do want to know if that is your son right?” she asked me. I nodded my head and sat up kissing her.
“I’ll make breakfast while you get ready.” I said getting out of bed. She nodded her head then stood up. 10 minutes later she walked down stairs fully dressed as I finished breakfast. I left her to eat while I went and got dressed then I came back and ate with her.
“Are you sure I should come?” Chai asked me for the 10th time on the way to the hospital where we were finding out the results.
“Yes. You’re my wife and you have every right to be there.” I said reassuring her. The rest of the ride there was silence. When we got there I just sat in the car not wanting to get out.
“Come one Harry. I know you don’t want to go in babe and I don’t either but we have to.” Chai said. I turned and faced her.
“What if he is mine?” I asked her. She smiled.
“Then we have another addition to our family. If he is that won’t change anything between you and I.” she said taking hold of my hand. I nodded my head then we both leaned in for a kiss then got out. I waited for her to walk around the front of the car so I could take hold of her hand. When we walked into the room we saw the doctor, Maria, and her son.
“What is she doing here?” Maria asked looking at Chai with disgust. I rolled my eyes.
“She’s my wife and I want her with me so can we hurry this up my mum is watching our children.” I said as Chai and I sat down.
“Mr. Styles…” the doctor began,.
I missed this story! Definitely continue this story!:)
6/26/14