Looking Forward

Harry p.o.v

she slowly reached up to touch my neck. for some reason I don't know why, but that simple gesture sent shivers down my spine making me feel warm inside. I took her hand in mine admiring her beautiful features. God was she beautiful, a word I don't typically use to describe girls. unless I was trying to get in her pants, but with her was different.

yes I'd LOVE to sleep with her but not in this moment. All I wanted was to make her mine. I wanted to kiss her lips and feel her warmth on my bare skin. All I wanted at that moment was to make her mine. a wave of guilt came over me as I recall my conversation with dom earlier.

god this is going to be harder than I thought it would. I put that thought aside for now. I wanted to enjoy this moment while it last, cause I knew it wasn't going to happen again. she deserves better,yet is my bargain to not let her have what she deserves.

I was taken back when i felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I looked at it to see that I had received multiple texts from Louis and niall.

L- dude were are you? you weren't at lunch or in 4th block. niall getting pissed cause you're his ride home and your not here.

N- you better get your ass up here. school ends in 15minutes, don't forget that you're liam and i ride home.

L- Harry were the fuck r u? you better stop fucking who ever your doing right now and get your but over here.

N- man were the fuck are you? school over and I still ain't seen your ass.

I replied to both of them saying I'll be there.

I put my phone back in my pocket and carefully laid took jenna off to lay her on the seat. I thought I was careful when I laid her down but apparently not since she woke up in the process.

"um sorry, I didn't mean to wake you"i said.
"it's okay" she said laughing and giggling a bit.

I furrowed my eyes at her. I couldn't figure out what was so funny until I realized what position we were in. her legs were spread out (happened when she woke up) and I was in between her legs. I laughed at how childish she was.

"wat"? she asked.
"nothing" I said laughing.
"then why are you laughing"?
"because your legs are open and I'm in between them" I whispered in her ear. This made her blush really hard.

"well this won't be the first time you find yourself in this position" she said. for some reason her comment actually hurt me but I shook it off.

"I'm sure you do a whole lot when you're in this position" she continued. again her comment affected me but I shook that feeling away.

" now if our clothes were off, I'd show you what I can do" I whispered seductively in her ear.

I knew she was blushing without even looking at her. I slowly kissed her neck leaving wet trail marks everywhere. I expected her to moan or something but, she really took me by surprise when she told me to stop.

see I've never had that happen before.

"wats wrong" I asked her a bit shocked and concerned.

"I don't want to be just another girl" she said looking straight at me.

" but your not" I said getting closer. our faces now only inches away.

" you sure about that" she asked getting closer also, making our noses touch. her lips getting more and more inviting.

"yes" I whispered before I kissed her. damn her lips were soft. I've never felt so happy kissing someone. I was really happy when she kissed back.

her lips made me feel so complete and loved. but most importantly, she made me feel wanted. which is something I've always wanted to feel.

needed.

Notes

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