Looking Forward

Jenna p.o.v
I rushed out of starbucks and got in my car. I looked at my watch, I still have another 45 minutes before I go back to school. I sigh as I kept driving to god nows where.

I looked around realizing that I drove myself to a park not far from my house. I parked my car rolled down the window. I saw a group of kids playing together. this made me think of Charlie. suddenly I felt this huge pain in my chest.

why her? why couldn't she be like those kids who played and smiled without a care in the world. I felt a tear roll down my face as I saw a little being picked up by her father.

he threw her up in the air making her laughed showing her beautiful smile. This made me think back to the times when MY father and I spend time together.

*flashback*
"arrgh" my dad said running around with his tie around his head pretending to be a monster, chasing me around the park. I screamed of joy and ran as fast as I could but he was faster. he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder .

"daddy put me down" I said in between laughs.
"daddy? whose daddy? I'm the big scary monster" he said spinning us around, making us laugh even harder.
we were laughing so hard my dad trip letting go off me for a second. we both fell on the soft grass.
Although my dad had caught me when I fell he was so worried that I hurt myself.

"don't worry daddy I'm not hurt"
" are you sure honey, do you want to go to the doctor's just to check"
"don't worry that I'm not. I promise". I replied smily like the 5 year old that I am. As soon as those words left my mouth, I saw his face relax with a sigh of relief. he then looked me in the eye and said...

"remember honey, no matter what happens I'll always be here to catch you. I'll never EVER let you FALL okay". I simply nodded my small head in return.
"if you ever need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on, I want you to know that you can always come to me okay honey"
"your beautiful honey don't ever let anyone tell you the opposite. always believe in your self, cause jenna Maria summers, your a beautiful little girl"
"don't you ever forget that okay? "

"yes daddy. but can I ask you something?"
"of course baby anything"
"would you always be there to catch me?
he looked at me with the biggest joy and smile I've ever seen before he replied.
"always" was all he said.

he kissed my forehead and pulled me into a hug before he spoke again
"I love you jenna"
"I love you too daddy"
"forever and always? " I asked childishly.
he laughed before he answered.
"forever and always".

we stood there for what seemed like eternity in each others arms.

*end of flashback*

I hadn't noticed that I had been crying until I felt someone's hand wipe the tears making, making place for new ones. I looked up to see harry stading in front of me. I looked to see that he had opened my car door.

"sorry. how long have you been standing there"
I said as I quickly tried to wipe my tears away in hoped that he had not seen them even though I knew he did. I heard him chuckle to himself.

"wat"
"you do realize that I saw you right? amd ive been here for quite some time"
"oh" was my only response
"your not gonna laugh at me" I asked laughing to myself. he gave me a puzzle look as if he was surprised I said so. I think he was a bit hurt, but I shook that feeling away.

"why would I do that"
" because that's what most people do, when they see me cry"
" well im not most of those people" he simply replied. again i noticed that he looked a bit hurt but again, I just brush it off.

we stood there in an awkward silence before before he spoke.

"get out the car"
"excuse me"
"unlock your doors" he continued ignoring my question. I unlocked the doors and got out my car obediently.
"wat now" I asked.
he opened the back seat door and got in. After he made comfortable he motioned for me to get in,
"are you gonna scew over".
"sit on my lab"
"excuse me "I asked again.
"come on jenna I'm not gonna bite" he said laughing.

I stood there surprised that he knew my name but then I assumed that niall must have told him.i looked at him admiring his features. his perfect green eyes and perfect hair. he then smiled revealing his beautiful dimples.

"done staring". I blushed and turned my gaze to the floor. he laughed again to himself making me blush even harder. gosh this is embarrassing. first I stutter like an idiot, then he sees me crying like a physco and now im red like a tomato.

"come" he said gesturing to his lap. I was a bit hesitant at first but gave in.i sat on in lap and arranged me so he was holding me like a baby. After a few moments of silence he hesitantly spoke again.

"do u wanna talk about it.?" I shook my head no.okay was all he said. he then started humming the tune to kiss me by ed sheeran
"you know that song" I asked surprised
"who doesn't know that song?"
"I just never imagined you as the type to listen to ed sheeran."
why, cause I have piercing and tattoos" he asked suddenly angry,. oh no this isn't good.
"I didn't mean like that. im just surprised that's all. It's actually really atrac--cute"

I said looking at him straight in eye even though I was blushing. he simply smiled and apologized in return. I smiled laying my head back on his chest smelling his amazing cologne that sent shivers down my spine. I could feel his chest rise up down underneath me.my hand slowly made their way to his neck earning a sharp breath from mmyself.

"thank you" were my finall words before I slowly drifted off in his arms to the sound of him humming kiss me by ed sheeran

Notes

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