Looking Forward

Harry p.o.v

I couldn't believe my ears.

'There is No Us.' Jenna had said.

She couldn't have meant that right? I mean we were just about to fuck and what about the moment we shared in the alley. I mean surely she couldn't have meant that. Not after the way the held me in her arms.

She cried for me. She looked for me. She cares for me. Right?

I dashed to the other side of the bed to where Jenna had dropped (what I'm now assuming was..) my phone. I pickef it up to find a text from Miley. I clenched my fist as I read the text.


Shit.


Miley p.o.v

I left Dom place right after I gave him his sucking reward for the beating the shit out of Harry.

I know, I know. Why would I have him beat up Harry when I like him?
The answer is very simple really.

Harry gets beat up and bitchy (Jenna)comes to the rescue.
But she freaks out &leave.
I run to his rescue.
He feels grateful & runs back to me.

See simple. (And I could always deal with the hoe later).

-

I took my time going to alley for I knew Harry was (hopefully) going to be awake by then so i wouldn't have to wait for him to wake up & all that shit.

As I approached the alley, I saw a car parked right out front and being the smart person that I am, I parked further away from eye sight. I parked my car (got out) and hurried to the alley carefully trying not to make any noise.

I squinted my eyes at the darkness that enveloped the place. I took my phone out of my pocket to use the light so I could direct my pathway.(Wouldn't want anything to ruin my dress for Harry).

I stopped walking when my eyes made out two figures on the floor close to each other. I took off my heels so no noise could be made nor heard, as I quietly approached the figures.

I was close enough to hear their conversation but not close to enough to be seen.

-(Skip speech to end).

I followed them all the way to Jenna's house and parked the only region that wasn't shunned by light. I watched as she helped the little kid in then Harry.

-(skip to 'sex' scene).

I watched as Jenna open her bedroom windows to let the cool air in before she went back to Harry. The talked for a while before they kissed.

Wait what?!?

They KISSED? They kissed. Soon their kiss turned into a full make out session. They started getting really close and I mean, REALLY CLOSE.

I felt my blood boil and my cheeks flustered in rage. How could he do this to mean. I mean I know were only fuck buddies but come on really.?

"If that's how you wanna play then let's play" I said pulling my phone out of my pocket.

I went in my 'gallery' and started looking for pictures of Harry & I doing it. I finally saw one that was very revealing and vivid before I texted Harry.

'Hey babe thnx for today. Did Jenna fall for it? Text me after you fuck her. I can't wait to see the look on her face when she finds out that this was all set up to get in her pants.'

I hit the 'send' button after adding this to the picture.

I waited a while to see the results of my plan. I watched as Jenna took Harry's phone and read the text before dropping it. I mischievously smiled to myself before starting my car & leave.

Jenna p.o.v

I accidentally bumbed into Pam while I was running and fell on the ground.

"OMG Jenna are you okay?" Pam asked bending down to help me get up.

I held my clothes tighter to my chest and ran to my room after I'd gotten up from the floor. I locked my door and dropped back on the floor. And I cried.

I cried and cried and cried.

'Why? Why god please tell me why?' I kept thinking.

After everything that I've been through why? I've never been loved. I've been cared for. All I ask is for someone to love me. For someone to be true to me.

I'm tired of being used. Tired of opening my heart to people only to have them break it. Tired of cutting to try and stop the pain. Tired of running and hiding.

I thought that if locked my heart out forever I would never get hurt, but then I met him. Call me crazy for falling for a boy that I met a couple days ago but, I thought...

I don't know what I thought.

Of course this was all a game to him. Who would ever fall for a girl like me? A girl who cries herself to sleep. A girl who cuts herself to stop pain. A girl who's been abused and used over & over again.

I thought he had feelings for me. For the first time, I felt like someone actually cared. I thought he was that someone but...

His just like him.
His just like her.
His just like them.
His just like pain I feel everyday.
His just another one added to the list.
His just like the hurt, pain & betrayal that I feel.

His just like them.

A loud bang interupted my thoughts. I looked up to find Harry standing in front of me. I looked behind me to find my bedroom door broken on the floor.

We stared at each other for quite some time. Neither of us knowing what to do.

I looked at the eyes I once thought were beautiful. I remember being absorb in those beautiful green eyes of his but now.... all I see is ugly.

His a dirty ugly human being who I unmagestily fell in love with. But now...

"So...those this mean you lost?" I asked.

"Jenna I swear baby I --"

" Was it fun? " I said cutting him off.

"What? No babe I swear I ---"

"Did you enjoy playing with my feelings as I was about to sleep with you" I asked tears falling down my face but I didn't care.

I knew my voice cracked when I talked but i just had to let everything out of my chest.

"Jenna I swear what you read was a lie. There was never a bet/deal." he said getting closer to me but I backed away.

"You expect me to just believe what you say?" I asked with rage in my voice.

"Yes baby look I--" he said with tears in his eyes.

"I'm. NOT. Your baby".

"Jenna listen'-" he started saying before I cut him off again.

"No you listen. I care about you and I thought you cared about me"

"& I do care". He said crying in all sincerity.

" No you don't if you did you wouldn't have done this to me. To US. How could you sleep with her & then come running to me. Did you think that I was just going to sleep with you?"

"FIRST OF ALL, YOU WERE ABOUT TO SLEEP WITH ME AND YOU CAME RUNNING TO ME. I DIDN'T ASK FOR YOUR HELP".

I felt a sharp pain in my heart after he said that. More tears streamed down my cheeks as those words escaped his lips. How could he?

"Jenna I'm so--"

"So it was true?"

"No I swear it was all a big lie someone setting me up. Everything that we've shared today was true I promise. " He said getting closer to me.

"Please just...trust me" he said pulling me closer to me, putting his hand on my cheek.

"TRUST YOU? YOU'RE ASKING ME, TO TRUST YOU" I yelled in his face breaking away from his touch.

"YES TRUST ME. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?" He said yelling at me again.

I ignored the sense of fear I felt when he yelled at me and stood my ground.

"THAT IS A LOT TO ASK FROM A GUY LIKE YOU" I yelled back with the same amount of rage.

"A GUY LIKE ME? CAUSE I HAVE TATTOOS AND SKIP CLASS?"

"NO, CAUSE YOUR A PIG WHO SLEEPS WITH EVERY GIRL HE SEES THEN LEAVE THEM THE NEXT MORING WITHOUT A SIGLE WORD. CAUSE YOU THINK THE WORLD REVOLES AROUND YOUR FINGER AND YOU CAN GET ANYTHING YOU WANT WITH A SNAP OF A FINGER."

"CAUSR YOUR AN IMMATURE LITYLE BITCH WHO HURTS EVERYONE HE KNOWS AND MAKE THEM GEEL LIKE SHIT & ------"

I felt a stinging pain on my cheek making me shut up half wau through my sentence.

I brought my hand up to my cheek to only find myself crying out in pain. I looked up to find Harry staring at me with wide eyes.

More tears fell as reality hit me.

Harry just SLAPPED me.

Notes

Hoped you liked . Special thanks to zaynlove for helping me with some ideas. Please check her out she's a great author . Please vote, subscribe & share.

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