Looking Forward
Chapter 27
Harry p.o.v
My eyes stared at Jenna in disbelief at what I'd just done.
I slapped her.
I. SLAPPED. HER.
I took a couple step back, lightly shaking my head as I did so. I turn around and bumped into Pamela. I pushed her aside and ran back to room where it all began.
I quickly put my pants back on, threw my shirt over my head before I took my phone from the place where I'd dropped it, desperately trying to ignore the pain that rang through my body while I did all of this.
I turned around ready to run downstairs when Pamela stopped me.
"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND? WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER. AND WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING?" she said yelling at me.
"Look I have to go okay. And nothing happened. " I said desperately trying to leave.
"Oh nothing happened, NOTHING happened?" she started saying.
" WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK SOMETHING HAPPENED CAUSE MY BEST FRIEND IS SITTING ON THE FLOOR, CRYING HER EYES OUT WITH A HUGE RED MARK ON HER FACE." She said yelling even louder than before.
My heart ached at her words. She was right something had happened, but I didn't mean to do it. It just happened. I wanted to say those words but anger took over me and I lashed out at her.
"YOU WHAT SOMETHING DID HAPPENED OKAY. I SLAPPED HER. YEA THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED. I. SLAPPED. HER. THAT'S WHY SHE'S CRYING LIKE THE LITTLE BITCH THAT SHE IS."
As soon as those words left my mouth I felt a stinging pain on my cheek. As much as I knew that I deserved it, her action just angered me even more.
"Look I have to go okay." I said quickly, pushing past her for the door.
I got out the room only to find myself face to face with the girl who accidentally stole my heart . We stood there for a short amount of time, just staring at each other. Neither of us knowing what to say.
God I hope she didn't hear what I said back there cause I didn't mean any of it.
"So...." She started saying slowly wiping the tears off her cheeks. "Do you really think that of me?" She asked looking straight into my eyes.
"Jenna I---" I started saying before she cut me off.
"You know what, I don't want to know. Just leave." she said backing away from me.
"Jenna no please. I..I..." I started saying but.. couldn't bring myself to finish it.
"You what, Harry you what?" she said annoyingly.
"I... I....I...I love you." I finally said with tears rolling down my face.
"OH PLEASE. THAT'S A LOAD OF BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT. YOU JUST CALLED HER A BITCH FOR GOD'S SAKES." Pamela yelled at me from behind.
"YES I DID BUT I DIDN'T MEAN IT OKAY." I yelled back at her. "Jenna please I love you okay? Please believe me cause I truly do mean it." I said getting closer to her but she just kept backing up.
"Please don't." she whispered once her back hit the wall.
"No Jenna I won't. I made a stupid mistake and I regret it. But I don't regret loving you okay. You stole my heart and I don't want it back because I LOVE you with all my icy cold-hearted undeserving heart. Please just hive me one more chance to show you how much I love you." I said with tears plastered all over my face.
"Well,you better gind someone else to love you." she said.
"No jenna ple--."
"Because I . HATE. You."
I stumbled back a bit at those words hit me. And boy did they hit me. HARD.
"I hate you and I never. EVER. want to see your face again."
"Fine." Were my last words before I made my way downstairs nefore letting myself out of the house.
I ran outside just to find out that it's raining & I didn't drive here with my car. I knew that I should go straight to Louis house since he literally lives right across the street from Jenna but instead I decided to walk in the rain to a place I know I shouldn't be.
--(Listen to ^One more night- by Maroon 5)
I anxiously rang the door bell for the 3rd time now. Thinking that maybe no one was home, I turned around ready to leave when someone suddenly opened the door.
"Hey" She said surprised to see me. Which I don't blame her, cause I'm pretty surprise to see me here myself.
"Hey" I said awkwardly standing there.
"Can I come in?"
"Um yea sorry of course." She said stepping aside to let me in.
I heard her lock the door behind me after I quickly made my way in.
"Sorry. I would've opened the door sooner but I forgot my parents weren't home so I had to get up &---." She started saying before I cut her off with a kiss.
"& get it myself." she whispered finishing her sentence from earlier.
I started kissing again, only this time there was rougher & more passionate.
"Harry are you sure about this? What about Jenna?, what if she finds out?" She asked eith her false concern.
"Just shut up and kiss me." I said before I kissed her again.
--
"Wow. That. Was. Amazing." she said in between breaths.
"Yea, it was.". I said slightly painting.
"We should definitely do this more often." she said resting her head on my chest.
--
"Goodnight Harry." She said after round.....I don't even remember.
"Goodnight Miley." I said before kissing her forehead.
Jenna p.o.v
I ran back to my bathroom ignoring Pamela's calls behind me.
"Jenna, Jenna wait." She said pulling on my arm making me stop halfway to my oh so dear bathroom.
"Jenna..."
"What? WHAT?" I yelled at her. I knew that none of it was any of her fault but I just couldn't help it. I had to lash out at someone or something before I went ballistic.
"Jenna honey are you okay?" She asked even though we both knew the answer to that question.
"Oh just peachy. WHY DOES THIS THING ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME. WHY? AM I JUST BAD LUCK?" I started yelling to her but it was mostly directed for me.
"I always try and treat people the way that I want to be treated but I never do. People are always taking advantage of me, no matter what I do. I've been bullied all my life nom stop. Fuck, even my very own sister bullied me. My mom has no clue where Charlie and I are right now."
"She's probably to busy drinking her fucking champagne somewhere in fucking Grece while doing her stupid work. Is not even like she sends money to us to help us out. Nooo. This woman works 24/7 for money she doesn't even use to provide for her children. "
"You know..." I started saying as Pam and I sat on the floor of my bedroom "I wonder if she knows that she even has children. I mean, I haven't seen this woman since Charlie was 2. So I was 14 when I last saw that dirty mother fucker. Wow. 4 years. Four mother fucking years since I last spoke to my mom." I stared into space for a while before I spoke again.
"You know. I thought that when I'd tell her that Charlie has cancer, she'll come back. But she didn't. She didn't do anything. Talk about being mom of the year." I chuckled at the memory of my mom trying to find excuses to not help me pay for Charlie's chemo.
"To be honest, I don't care what she did to me. I'm a grown kid I can handle it. But I can't understand, is the fact that she called me an attention whore when I told her about Charlie. She-she said that I was lying and I just wanted her to pay attention to me & not my sister. She later went on, calling me names that my father would've never approved of. When I did mention it she slapped me."
"Can you believe that? She slapped me. My mother SLAPPED ME. I guess I must be a 'slap-magnet' cause I keep getting slapped."
We stayed there on the floor for quite sometime before I spoke again.
"Thank you. For being there for me. I appreciate it more than you could ever imagine." I said placing my head on Pam's shoulder.
"I'll always be there silly. And I'm never leaving okay. NEVER." She said before giving me a hug.
We stayed like that for a while before my phone started ringing. I got up and slowly made my way over to get it. My heart started beating ten times faster when I saw the caller id.
"Who is it?" Pam asked with concern in her voice.
"Charlie doctor."
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